That’s quite a surprise I never would have thought I’d make it to someone’s dream,specially if I’ve never met the person.
Seems to me like limitless was a solid choice from what I’m gathering in your journal it seems to be speeding up your custom processing and at the same time leveling up your wisdom and understanding of yourself which I believe would equate to you evolving much faster.
I agree These processing days are a MUST! I found in my experience also that 1 loop seems to be more than enough and could call for an extra rest day(s)
Haha, yeah! The interesting thing is that dreams use whatever you have seen during the past few days to communicate with you. The dream could be about Mystery (for example) but sometimes it is just using you as a medium to communicate a message to me. Like in the dream I just had.
Exactly! Well said.
Limitless is also leading me to books and videos that help me understand myself. So that’s some manifestation powers.
Am really surprised, bro. Previously, I thought a couple of hours is rest. Now couple of days is minimum rest.
Imagine a year or two down the line and Subclub will advice us to play 1 loop and then take 5 months rest lol.
Third rest day of the week and I still ended up having vivid dreams. This time it was meeting with two of my schoolmates and I ended up feeling inadequate. My subconcious releasing a lot of self-esteem issues I have. That’s a good thing and am grateful.
Since it was Sunday, I let myself relax. Rested, watched a lot of youtube videos and ate well. Might end the day watching Raiders of the Lost Ark (for the first time really).
One side of me I am beginning to acknowledge is that I love new things. Like new gadgets, new beginnings, new plans, new clothes, shiny objects (and their syndromes). I love starting over and having new things. How can I leverage that to be creative and to make money or stay consistent? Should I suck it up and stay on the path? Discipline myself to bear the irritation of boredom? Man up? These are the questions am asking myself. Hopefully Limitless will help answer them.
Next week, will be running my stack only for 3 days of the week (Mon, Wed, Fri). Lets see how 4 rest days look like.
Nowadays it’s so easy to have access to porn. When I was growing up, you had to sneak into a theatre that had a porn movie playing. Or you had to know someone old enough to buy/give you a copy of Playboy, Penthouse etc.
All that’s needed now is internet connection and you’re good to go.
I too got sucked into that world for a while. And then something funny happened. I actually got sick of watching porn. Now, it’s extremely and I mean extremely rare for me to watch porn. If I do, I’m very picky about what I watch.
Anyways, my point is that it’s doable.
Oh yeah. I remember the “good old days” of trying to access porn too. And even before we could see naked pics, just seeing a good pair of legs in the movies or magazines got me going. Hmmm…that explains my leg fetish lol
And then there was dial up connections and risking slow and frequently disconnecting internet to just see nudes
That’s really good. As time goes on, the motivation to watch porn isn’t so strong. I think to myself, do I want to be an old man and be just jerking off to porn? HELL NO! The real thing is better any day and at any age.
Thanks a lot, my friend. I really appreciate it. Sometimes it does get me down and I feel so left out of being able to enjoy things most people take for granted. Some people tell me to compare myself with people who are worse off. But that doesn’t work. All I can hope for is to one day get much better. Thank you again.
Renaissance Man x 1(Day 1) WANTED x 1(Day 1) Raphael Ultima x 1(Day 6)
#EndedLimitless
Okay am surprised too that I am done with Limitless so quickly (exactly a week including rest days). It made me realize a lot of things about myself including the stack am going to run next (which is Renaissance Man + WANTED + Raphael Ultima if you haven’t noticed). Thanks to Limitless, I quickly lost interest in PMO although I need to be careful that my new stack won’t botch that up.
#BeginningRenaissanceMan, #BeginningWANTED
Coming to Renaissance Man and WANTED, the goals of these two stack is to master my “emotional talents” and channel them into creativity (for RM) and attraction (for W).
Now I must admit that I am not in a hurry to seduce women at the moment using WANTED but I would like to take advantage of its physical shifting while I work on my “Renaissance goals”.
Both Renaissance Man and WANTED have the similarity of working around Emotional Quotient. And being an INFJ/Enneagram Type 4 (in short one kind of Empath out of the several types), this stack will fit me perfectly to turn me into the “soulful and emotionally-liberated alpha” as RM advertises and “make use of all emotions that you have in such a way that makes you attractive and authentic” as W says I will. I have always been drawn to these concepts of being emotionally alpha and authentic which furthur confirms that this is the right stack for me.
An interesting realization I had today while reaching the tail end of running RM in the morning was a theory about the redpill. Red pill knowledge works. I know that since experience has confirmed this to me. My new theory is that red pill is like Newtonian physics and the subliminals (along with similar law of attraction and mind power tools) are like Quantim Physics. Sure gravity, acceleration, time all work but they all work differently when we go into the subatomic level. And even attraction, sexual dynamics, psychology, all work according to the laws of the red pill but there is more for us to find out in how it all works when we apply subliminals to it. And we know that there is something different working there (or something bigger working there). A big picture since red pill could be a subset of a larger set. This is the enlightenment I had today thanks to RM after my mind was uncluttered using Limitless.
Haha am surprised myself. I thought I would go in the Ultimate Artist and Ascension route but am more inclined to RM and WANTED. Especially since I was one of the first few to ask for both of them
Renaissance Man x 0(Day 2) WANTED x 0(Day 2) Raphael Ultima x 0(Day 7)
Processing day
I had forgotten to mention yesterday that am listening to the solace versions of both RM and W.
Am also listening to Dr Joe Dispenza’s audio book Becoming Supernatural. I had read the paperback before and watched a lot of testimonials on his youtube channel but still wonder whether I can cure my health issues. Is doubt affecting my results. Many times I just wish for a cure that doesn’t require faith. Some would argue that everything requires faith. But I want cures as natural as gravity. Something more scientific and easier to believe. As much as I enjoy the idea of being healed miraculously, I don’t seem to want to put in effort into getting healed.
Tried one of the meditations from the Dispenza website and ended up almost falling asleep. Have done such meditations before and must admit that I don’t enjoy it at all. Again, I understand the need to do things one doesn’t enjoy but are necessary. Am just venting here.
One of the things I hope RM will help me with is mastering multiple disciplines like programming, writing, science, etc. Tall order yes but one needs big ambitions for such a title. Now if I only could stop procrastinating lol.
A bit lethargic today. Must be the after-effects of WANTED. Am running it to acquire a better looking body, face, become taller and have better penis measurements. Here too I need to do some exercises.
I do rebel at the thought of taking action even when I advice others to do it. It’s something I need to get over.
There is a lot of sense of being trapped in my current situation. Not able to see or hear things properly. Not able to go where I want. Not able to buy what I want. No able to date who I want. Not able to be who I want to be. It’s a mess.
I got into Joe Dispenza for a bit. Even tried a few of his meditations but never gained anything by listening to them. I’m already somewhat against the law of attraction, in my opinion, it’s 90% pure BS. I do think focusing on your goals helps, but Joe turns the process into a spiritual experience. A person can visualize/meditate all they want, but nothing will happen until they actually take action on something. This is the same way I feel about using these subliminals, it comes down to taking action.
Sorry for venting on your journal here, I get passionate about this subject because I wasted so much time trying to make the law of attraction work, and it never did. Also, don’t get his workshop courses, they are the exact same thing as Becoming Supernatural. The only difference is he is giving a talk on one of the chapters from the book, followed by giving the meditation for it.
Am wondering how others got the results though. The drjoedispenza youtube channel is filled with testimonies which can objectively be categorized as miraculous. At the same time I do think that not everyone might have gotten results so am racking my brains on what’s going on.
I agree.
Thanks for this info. I did consider getting the workshop but now I can make a more informed decision.
Feel free to share your experiences here. I highly appreciate it.
Renaissance Man x 1(Day 3) WANTED x 1(Day 3) Raphael Ultima x 1(Day 8)
Yesterday night, before I went to sleep, I tried out Dr Joe Dispenza’s meditation called Blessing of the Energy Centers (the meditation I tried yesterday morning was a different one). Interestingly, when I tried the Blessing, it didn’t feel at all irritating to do this time. It felt like a good experience and I could continue that mood all day today. I also performed a sort of channeling a feeling of love up from the root chakra to the top of my head through the day to keep myself feeling good. This along with a feeling of confidence that all will work out, made me the most hopeful that I have been for a long time.
RM + WANTED continue to give me extremely vivid dreams. Whether it is during rest days or not, and whether when am asleep at night or taking an afternoon nap, my dreams are so realistic and filled with intrigue, drama and long plot lines. They are even more colorful than real life many times lol.
There is a certain tiredness when waking up even when I have slept enough hours and eaten well.
Talking about eating, am able to control myself from overeating even when I feel hungry. I have 3 meals a day but limit my servings, take my time to chew for longer and have enough glasses of water throughout the day. All this helps keep me eating moderately.
WANTED did raise my sexual energy yesterday and I ended up PMOing (the silverlining being that my erection was harder than usual). But today I didn’t PMO so that’s good.
RM helps me be more Empathic. This I observed even when I test-drove RM the first time it was released. RM heightens my empath-like personality while at the same time reducing absorption of other people’s negative energy (which I struggle with being an INFJ). It also makes me be kinder and calmer in conversations, giving me wisdom that only speaks when necessary without the need to be cocky or show-off.
Renaissance Man x 0(Day 4) WANTED x 0(Day 4) Raphael Ultima x 0(Day 9)
Processing Day
RM is urging me to add back a lot of youtube channels that I had unsubscribed before. Hunger to know more is definitely pushing me. And there is no better way to get ideas than to listen to everything.
On WANTED, I haven’t felt weight reduction yet but my body feels “tighter” and also less bloated. Am currently not dieting. I eat 3 meals a day but don’t overeat. Chewing each morsel for longer and drinking plenty of glasses of water through the day keeps me full. I also have 2 cups of chai (with sugar) everyday which is not exactly healthy but I would rather do this than fast and then binge eat.
WANTED is also making me sneeze occasionally (without any other symptom of illness). I feel perfectly healthy. When I started WANTED, I sneezed a lot more. Now it’s reduced. My guess is that my body is adjusted to it (after having ejected something unhealthy from itself).
Did 2 Joe Dispenza meditations today (one involving the pineal gland and the other for the energy centers). Am beginning to take on a more positive attitude towards doing the work on my mind using such meditations. Am surprised at this because his meditations used to irritate me before (his voice isn’t exactly meditative lol) but now am overlooking that and focusing on the positive. His talks about changing outer reality by changing our thoughts and emotions is becoming more internalized. I find myself catching a lot of occasions when I feel powerless which points to self-victimization. Blaming others when I know intellectually that it is unproductive, is becoming more easier to avoid now (especially today). My guess is that the combination of Raphael Ultima (physical healing custom) and RM is helping me accept modalities like the ones taught by Joe Dispenza, in order to help me heal. Now, even when I feel that my sight isn’t improving, I quickly change my mood as if am already healed. This will also help me live my life as a capable person instead of making excuses on why I can’t do the many things others take for granted. Yup, a long awaited breakthrough!
Renaissance Man x 1(Day 5) WANTED x 1(Day 5) Raphael Ultima x 1(Day 10)
Woke up with an uncomfortable ache in my left ear. So I decided to not wear my hearing aids and take a rest day from subs for the day hoping the pain would lessen.
Was wondering why this ear ache happened. Was it the subliminals? Then I remembered that I had listened to 2 of the Joe Dispenza meditations yesterday. One was an hour and a half long while the other was slightly over forty mins. That might have been it.
In order to not waste the day neither playing subs nor the Joe Dispenza meditations, I did a 20 min silent meditation.
Interestingly, the 20 min meditation lessened the ache by 90 percent. After which I read a book on my kindle for an hour which furthur reduced the pain percentage by 99.
Wore my hearing aids, had lunch and listened to the subs without any issues. No Joe Dispenza meditations though. Will do them tomorrow.
Through all that, morning was heavy reconciliation time for me. Possible that the ear ache was partly contributed by some mental stress.
Was struggling with accepting or rejecting my life circumstances. It really felt like life dealt me a shit hand. But am I man enough to overcome it?
Greater the struggle, greater the glory in overcoming it!
Renaissance Man x 0(Day 6) WANTED x 0(Day 6) Raphael Ultima x 0(Day 11)
Processing Day.
Noticed that for the past several days, my walk is very big-cat-like. Like a lion prowling on the hunt with shoulders rolling and feet smooth. Must be WANTED.
No sense of conflict at home. Previously even when there were no arguments, I used to feel tensed. Now being relaxed is making everyone at home also relaxed. Am smiling and laughing more naturally. No forced laughs nor any need to force myself to lighten up. RM working its magic.
My hunger for learning is making me consider whether to take up a Master’s degree. Degrees are expensive and many times largely useless but am considering it even then. Not pushing myself to do it but it’s an attractive prospect with Renaissance Man in my mind.
A lot of soul-searching going on about finding my path and how to traverse it especially in terms of career and mastery. Would love to live the life of a polymath where I focus on a couple of subjects that interest me and master them.
Seeing myself cut post-dinner dessert. It’s usually sweet mangoes (which I actually like) but find my mind telling me that I don’t need it. So be it. WANTED telling me I don’t NEED dessert although some mangoes off the fairer sex would be yummy
