Raphael's Journal | Emperor: Renaissance Artist + Khan: Primal Ascension + Emperor Fitness: Paragon Diamond

Correct! And Emperor will provide RM the discipline to follow through in creating. Along with gaining wealth through art as well. And UA is there along for the ride lol.

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thats a very good combo either stark or emperor with those 2 beasts are just lovely

maybe add something like QLSt4 to the sauce 2 and youre good to go :eye:

also raphi, are an empath by nature?

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Thanks, dude. I think so too. Yes, even StarkQ is good for creatives (along with RM and UA) but I need that Emperor focus more.

I did debate adding Limitless or QL4 to replace Emperor but Emperor does have QL Lite. Even if it doesn’t though, Emperor productivity was still more important.

As for adding QL4 to this stack, oh no I can’t even think of it lol

Abso-frickin-lutely. Empath to the point of identifying with everyone (which leads to massive loss of both energy and identity). INFJs are highly empathic and thankfully Subclub subs have helped me a lot in dealing with that (especially Elixir + Regeneration, Emperor + PCC, and Dragon Reborn).

Am sure the above customs will also help.

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ah yes hahah that emperor :sunglasses:

have a good one man

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Day 1: Friday

Emperor: Renaisance Artist × 1
Khan: Primal Ascension x 1
Emperor Fitness: Paragon Diamond × 1

  • Woke up 10 minutes before the alarm clock.

  • The Extreme Exercise Motivation module immediately started kicking in pushing me to exercise. Must admit that at first I didn’t feel like it but thought it would be easy to start with something small. So I did 10 push ups. Interestingly, felt the same thing in the afternoon and did another 10 push ups. Small steps but I felt good already and even felt my stomach and arms tightening up compared to when I don’t use subs. I believe the EF custom is kicking in.

  • Noticed pulsing all over my body especially my legs and arms during a few instances (similar to when I was running WANTED).

  • Enchanting Smile is already working. Throughout the day, I smiled very easily with no occasion of any face tension or any need to force a smile. Several times I caught myself on a video call and the expressions on my face looked so natural and comfortable. Good stuff.

  • Felt the Khan: Primal Ascension custom working an hour after I woke up. Khan ST4 alone used to make me feel very dominant and masculine. The custom though had this feeling that it was whispering beneath me promising even greater power. You know that feeling when you look away, not thinking of anything and some thoughts stray into your consciousness. It felt like that. The thought that I am made for something more than just groveling to other people’s orders. It also felt comforting to know that I had PCC, Manipulus and Fearsome in this custom. Like a social shield around me. I wasn’t nervous of any interaction I had today (or even the thought of any interaction I will have in the future).

  • I will have to push myself to do more though. Already the Emperor: Renaissance Artist custom is pushing me to create and I shouldn’t hesitate any more. More action, man!

  • In terms of heavy input, I did feel a very slight heaviness when I woke up. But I could quickly discard it with the thought that I was eager to make use of these customs that I had painstakingly made. That made me confident immediately.

  • No reconciliation today but am gonna be careful. It can come very stealthily and one needs to be alert to handle it.

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Raphael will be moving to his own mansion soon with his harem

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Haha! That’s the dream!

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Day 2: Saturday

Emperor: Renaisance Artist × 0
Khan: Primal Ascension x 0
Emperor Fitness: Paragon Diamond × 0

  • Rest Day today. A part of me missed playing my customs but gotta stick to the schedule cause it could be reconciliation trying to get me wanting to play more and end up overloading myself.

  • Thankfully, the programming was still working. I woke up and felt the urge to exercise a bit more than yesterday. So from 10 push-ups, I increased it to 15 in the morning. And did another 15 in the afternoon.

  • Automatically reducing number of serving during meal times. I don’t feel as hungry as before and if I do, it’s easily controllable.

  • Also felt that I had to perform some form of meditation so I did 20 minutes of it. Usually I visualize a globe of light and direct stray thoughts into it. But today I wanted to change it up. So I focused on my breathing and it was better than I thought. I initially thought it would be boring to focus on the inhale and exhale but it felt very soothing. Interesting fact was that after a while I felt that the 20 mins was up, and I looked at my stopwatch and it showed only 28 more seconds. Hmm, interesting.

  • Since I didn’t feel any creative juices flowing (which I do when running RM alone), I started scouring my social media and apps to look for my older poems to compile them into a book. Some of them were still good and some of them felt a tad cringe haha. Need some serious editing. Found around 10 of them so far but am sure there are far more floating around. Will take a few days to find them all. Regret not putting them in a single document but oh well.

  • I didn’t feel as powerful or alpha today as compared to yesterday but that must be the subliminals already normalizing. Won’t worry too much over it. Exposure to these customs for a long time will help me feel the full effect of all the modules (especially if I take action alongside running them).

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Day 3: Sunday

Emperor: Renaisance Artist × 1
Khan: Primal Ascension x 1
Emperor Fitness: Paragon Diamond × 1

  • Just a note that am playing the subs at night while asleep. This is easy to do since I have a pair of Samsung Buds Plus. They are quite comfortable when laying my head on the pillow. Not very comfy put am sure they are compared to earbuds with stems which are more likely to fall off when brushing up against the pillow. So far, my buds haven’t fallen of so that’s good. They sit quite okay in my ears.

  • The Extreme Exercise Motivation module is really getting to me. I find myself wanting to do push-ups often throughout the day. Ended up cranking around 45 push-ups in total.

  • Something strange and unexpected happened today. I had earlier reduced my facebook friends list from 3600 to 1800 over the course of this year. But today something came over me and I ended up just slamming the unfriend button until I reached 950 people. Mostly got rid of people discussing politics and people who tended to waste my time by being either women who teased me but never felt sexually attracted to me or guys who didn’t really have anything useful to say to me. The strange thing that happened was that when I started unfriending all these folks, I felt a deep sense of loss of their validation. But as time went on and I continued to listen to myself (and my custom programmed subconcious) I felt more freed from needy behavior. Uff! I feel real good now. Must be a combination of PCC, Manipulus and Primal (from Khan: Primal Ascension) which wanted me to cut ties with those draining my power and time combined with the productivity modules of Emperor: Renaissance Artist. Also blocked a couple of needless numbers on my phone. Don’t need calls from folks who don’t value my time.

  • One thing I forgot to mention the past few days was that I feel very discouraged to PMO and the times I start to do it, my mind calls me a simp and beta boy lol. It’s sorta hilarious. My mind straight up spitting facts on why I jerk off. Another Khan custom benefit (even though I don’t have the Stop Porn and Masturbation module in it).

  • Relaxed today. Ate and passed the time away. A nice peaceful Sunday.

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This could be PCC + Emperor + Manipulus + Primal

I am sure it could also just be from Manipulus

Also probably from Emperor too

I noticed my wanting to masturbate has went down significantly in the past few week. Yesterday i started and my mind was like really motherfucker why are you doing this, it benefits you so little and then i stopped lol.

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That’s a very valid point, @Floridianninja. Emperor could also be influencing both behaviors (the unfriending and the NoPMO).

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It is hard to tell sometimes especially when you have the same kind of subs running from different points of view which is doing which

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Day 4: Monday

Emperor: Renaisance Artist × 0
Khan: Primal Ascension x 0
Emperor Fitness: Paragon Diamond × 0

  • Did my push-ups (55) and meditation (15 mins).

  • Got some reconcilliation today. As I was looking for my older poems, I didn’t feel like my heart was in it. Some fear was there (possibly releasing) like “what do I do if I publish this poetry book and am not successful?”. And “what if I am not good at anything or end up being good at something am not interested in?”. Very good questions but I didn’t feel comfortable at answering them. Maybe it is just rhetorical. Maybe it is just reconciliation. Rhetorical Reconciliation? Lol

  • Found 5 more poems today (bringing the number of poems found to a total of 15 so far). There are more to be found (and much more new ones to be written).

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Of course.

I mean do you think am Emperor like Genghis Khan ever masturbated??? :grin: Or any great leader?

But good to see the subs work so directly into your subconscious!

Did you run any subs that make this connection stronger? Or the Merger of Worlds module?

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Exactly!

Thank you

Well not specifically. Also don’t have the Merger of Worlds module. My guess is that am getting more sensitive to the subliminals and modules based on experience. Previously, I didn’t know what to look out for and I experienced loads of reconciliation (especially 2 years back). Now I am more able to know when my subconcious is programmed a specific way thanks to the subliminals especially since I begin to either think new thoughts or more easily able to be convinced about a particular idea in my body rather than just my mind.

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55 in a row? :o

EDIT: This motivated me and I just dropped down and did 46 in row with good form lol. New record for me! When I was vegan (and going to the gym regularly) just a few months ago I could not even do more than 25 with bad form ahahah and I am not even training now.

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Haha no. I did it scattered through out the day. I can currently do max 15 at a time.

That’s awesome! Hope to get to 100 push-ups in a row myself.

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Day 5: Tuesday

Emperor: Renaisance Artist × 1
Khan: Primal Ascension x 1
Emperor Fitness: Paragon Diamond × 1

  • Did 60 push-ups.

  • Slept a bit more in the afternoon. Had strange dreams of being a video game character (not a game I remember playing either).

  • Got to admit that I wish subliminals would just bring things straight to me without having to take action on it. I wonder if it is because of the way I grew up wanting to be lazy and leaning too much on talent (and wishing I had more IQ/genius/looks/etc) that would help me sail through life. Even though I now know that most geniuses fail because of lack of good habits and hard work, a part of me want everything on a silver platter. It’s not like I don’t intellectually know the value of the journey rather than the destination but part of me just want the trophy inspite of not even liking it if I get it that easy. Ah am feeling full of it right now. Even feeling entitled a tad bit :grin:

  • I am considering adding The Executive to my stack to encourage me to take more action. Have run both Executive and Limitless Executive, and found the former to be faster acting. Maybe EU will help boost my stack and encourage me to start taking more formidable action towards my goals. Will use it as prescribed by the new listening instructions ofcourse (1 loop everyday).

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What if I told you that you can easily do 500 push ups in 24 hours?

Most people can.

It’s really a question of mind.

Not much of your body.

Try it.

I challenge you.

Tomorrow, 500 push ups. Trust me, you can do it.

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Haha am laughing cause the funny thing about this isn’t that what you are saying is untrue. I have this instant knee-jerk reaction when someone tells me to do something, then I don’t want to do it.

So this must be the issue. I can’t think of it objectively. Just say to myself “hey, that’s good advice, I should try it”.

Will I end up doing it? Hmmm

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