I am on day 8 of ascension. 2 days ago I got angry with a colleague for disrespecting me. The anger got quite intense. I easily got angry with everyone else who did something i didn’t like (even my superiors). It’s like I am realising that I deserve much more respect than I have had in my life. The Question is the anger lingered for about a day and now feelings of guilt and low self esteem (my old self) has began to kick in. Is this due to Ascension or I’m having a reaction to the subs. Is this normal?
BTW. Yesterday a female colleague gave me the most sensual hug ever. She squeezed her boobs on me literally and was all over me and being overly touchy. She’s been playful with me at times but never been at this level. Also another woman I have never spoken to said “hi” to me smiling. These seem to be effects from Ascension. But the funny thing is all this happened when I was experiencing the bouts of low self esteem. It’s like the internal feeling of low self esteem is there but has not overpowered me externally.