Question about Primal and DR

[Sungaze]

As I wrote in my journal here

Sungaze's Journal

The next day I remembered I had some opened tomato sauce in fridge… maybe it was referring to that lol I’ll probably try it indeed, at least for one cycle of DR. I was also considering PS or Primal to direct the healing to sexuality, but probably DR would “bypass” that if there is something more urgent.

I was using CFW along with DR (I’ll start second cycle of stage 2 tomorrow) but I was considering switching CFW with CWON or, in the last few days, with Primal (or PS).

I’m surely having deep issues with my sexuality, I think mainly from childhood (catholicism) and then by taking to the extrem some taoist idea about semen retention (I later discovered taoist where much more “down to earth” and not that extremists).

Also the last months of the my last relationship (12 years long) was very tough for my self esteem, mainly on the sexual side.

I always had difficulty expressing my sexuality, talking about sexual matters ecc…
not because I feel embarassed but more due to some kind of disinterest, that I come to think is repression (for some reasons unknown lol)
On the one hand I always had a very strong sexual energy, but this is expressed exclusively during sex.
This obviously leaves me always with a ambiguous attitude with womans in interact with, always looking uninterested/in my world…

So, if I understand correctly Primal is mainly a healing title specific to these matters?
Would it be good idea to run it along with DR?
Would it be a “surplus” cause DR will heal this things anyway?

[FireDragon]

I’ve just read through both descriptions again and think PS goes more in the direction you want.

@Sungaze

I always had difficulty expressing my sexuality, talking about sexual matters ecc…

Here are objectives of PS:

• Complete release of inner problems you might have around flirting, seduction and sex.

• Comfort with being sexual.

• Sexual and verbal disinhibition on others.

Since PS is more sex focused I would imagine it would be a good complement to DR. Whether DR alone can solve these problems is a good question. Maybe someone else will chime in who has done something similar before. PS+DR anybody?

[Leandros]

Hi @Sungaze

I have over 1 year of Dragon Reborn under my belt and the rule of thumb is this.

If you can handle Dragon Reborn (any stage) without big ups and downs, lefts and rights, when you experience that you still have room for other subs only then I would include other subs.

Imagine being horny all the time and simultaneously crying or feeling depressed. It’s a shitty state, if been there .

If you have room then try it.

[Sungaze]

Thanks for your reply

Well, as I said I’m handling DR + CFW

Obviously I’m having mood swings, but it’s definitely manageable at the moment

[Leandros]

The only question is : Do you feel or see that you have room for a non healing titel?

[Sungaze]

My question was actually “Is this a healing title”?

And if that’s the case (but from your words I guess its not) would it be “useless” cause DR heal those issues too?

[Leandros]

@Sub.Zero

Did you experience any kind of sexual healing on Primal? Some “healing” dreams maybe?

@Leandros

yeeessssssssssss way more than I thought

Primal is for me the sub that heals the Root and Sacral

A little background to what happened in the past

• Brutal father - lead to fear, mistrust, unbelievable Anger and Hate, suppression of my Primal energy
• When I was 14 years old my mother send me to a timeout/boot camp program for minimum 9 months. It was a sailing ship with 8-12 teenagers and 8 Guards. It was a strong dogmatic Christian organization but it was more like being in the garden of Hitler as a Jew. OK now to the important part. To teach us how to survive( or let’s say these good good Christians developed fun in punishment from God) they picked a island and put us there for 10 days. Without food and only 5 liters of water. Everyone put vitamin tablets in theyr water except me. In 14 hours their water was ugly salty. After the first night on the island I woke up and all my water was gone.

Of course it was nobody

Then I asked the whole group to share their water with me. Suddenly everyone was very quiet until the first guys started to deny me access to their water until everyone was withdrawing. I screamed and asked: who was it? I saw 5 guys dropping their head slightly. I knew who it was.

I pick up a stone that was little bit smaller that a rugby ball and attacked the first one I saw is guilty. I wantet to kill them all. It Ende up with me being on the ground for 5 hours, 5 guy’s sitting on me and fixated my legs, arms and head.

This experience lead me to always have the feeling of - there is not enough for me, I die, I need to eat 3x as much as I need. Even I there was a 20 meter buffet before me I never ever enjoyed eating and the taste, only the last bite I could experience the taste.

2 loops of Primal and the whole traumatic effects are gone. ( OK I did over 1 year only Dragon Reborn and a tonn of plant medicine that layd the foundation for super fast exeqution of other subs)

Primal is for me the LIBERATOR everything that has to do with lifeforce/sexualenergy

I love it

Let’s say primal turned me from someone who only survived to someone who enjoys life

Here buddy

[Solomon]

Some people reported to get extremelt horny on Primal and indeed like @FireDragon says PS is more focused on Sexuality and healing. It also gives some tools when it comes to flirting what comes in handy

So be careful with that

[Sungaze]

@Leandros

for a non healing titel

Yeah I waw wondering why said its non healing…

@Solomon

to get extremelt horny

That can be a problem yes

[TheSunlightCaller]

@Sungaze

Obviously I’m having mood swings, but it’s definitely manageable at the moment

@Sungaze So, I’m not the only one,lol.