Quest of being my Ideal Self [Ascended Mogul + Khan + PS]

I do to be fair. Such ups and downs had been coming to me since b4 I used subs too. Or maybe back then I was using YT subs.

Honestly I am questioning if the things I’m calling RECON are really RECON due to their repetitive cycle nature since b4 I started subclub.

Maybe the previous downs were RECON from YT subs