QTKS: primal emperor

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#18

I ended my washout today by running QTKS for 6 mins and already signed up for a gym, started reading up on bitcoin because I’m about to invest a few dollars into it and found a way to effectively pay for my college.

I had a big argument with my narcissistic mom, all because I stood up for myself and refused to be treated as less than (regeneration probably at work). I literally voiced the pain I had gone through as a child and the pain she had caused and she essentially twisted it around and made it my fault somehow. To add insult to injury, she went and told all my siblings as a way to embarrass me. Thats when I realized that sometimes I’ve been trying to win her validation for all these years and it’s not worth it because I was the good child. I never got in trouble, never went out, stayed out of trouble but after a long time it destroyed my social life and self esteem and confidence. Now looking back as a man, I realized that it’s not worth giving your energy to people even if they are your parents. I should have enjoyed my youth so I can have experiences that would catapult my success with women, people and building wealth.

Regeneration is teaching me that sometimes you just have to not waste your time on people who drain your energy. Arguing is not worth it because it will get you no way. Simply walk away and work on yourself so you never end up in the same predicament in the future.

But it’s not too late. I have ways to go and heal but I can see things getting better. Let’s hope I run QTKS solo this time around.

#19

I’m thinking of just making all my customs into QTKS at this point…why?

Little to no recon, and when recon hits, its like a natural type of recon

natural how?

so when I used a regular custom, I get imposter syndrome, I feel like people don’t like me. In QTKS, I still experience the same thing but to a lesser degree. Everything feels more fluid and natural.

When I mix QTKS with regular subs from the main store or customs, everything feels off and I fall back to porn addiction.

For example, last run I ran QTKS and added customs a few days later with a sub I was running for months on end and relapsed by watching porn and masturbating.

That went on till when I started my second run of QTKS, now I don’t feel any urge to watch porn at all. Which is crazy because a lady I matched with on a dating app had sent me a naughty wild video on her onlyfans page and I didn’t even flinch. I didn’t relapse. I just acknowledged it and moved on.

I think relapsing to porn might be my recon symptom and usually due to fear of change especially when it’s coming from someone else voice. Because it doesn’t make sense that when I was running QTKS with my other stack, I was masturbating literally every single day non stop and now…nothing.

Also, neediness is down big time. Even the way I text, women can sense the non neediness. Like the other day I got a text from a semi attractive girl who I used to crush on big time but now I’m like ehhhhh, she’s okay. I used to over text her like I didn’t have a life and she sensed that and when I would try to not appear needy, I would break the streak with even worse neediness to the point where she basically would leave me on read purposefully…

now when she texts me I’m like mehhh, I respond without really trying because I just don’t really care as much and in turn she responds very obvious with lots of emojis.

Part of the reason also is I’m texting other women too. So she’s not the only one on my mind.

I’m starting to realize just how weird it is for men to obsess over a woman who isn’t even there girlfriends or wives. I can see why neediness creeps women out to the point where they want to run away and also realize how non neediness makes women drawn to guys. I knew this already consciously but now it seems like its become more natural and subconscious

#20

I’m thinking about creating another QTKS to continue this awesome recon less run. Whenever I add a regular custom with no QTKS or a major program, recon hits like a ton of bricks. So after I finish this run, I’ll do a QTKS to fill some of my other deficiencies which are socializing and being outgoing.

To address these issues I have three cores in mind and chime in if you guys have better suggestions:

  1. GLM core/ Regeneration core
  2. Inner circle core
  3. Wanted core

It’s a toss up between GLM and regeneration because I already have a QTKS with emperor on it and I would assume that it helps with building a foundation like GLM but I don’t know.

Goals I want to achieve:

Build a loyal social circle, so far I manifested one friend back in emperor, who aligns with my goals of being an attractive wealthy man. I have other friends too of course but they are old friends and they seem to be indifferent to the new me. It’s almost as if we are strangers, it’s weird. I sense even jealousy.

I also want to build a strong inner discipline and attract beautiful women at the same time(wanted).

#21

You can’t go wrong with these

Once your happy with your results change something for Wanted

You can always run Wanted later. I always think FOMO is what ruins results. Try and discipline yourself to stick to what you’re doing till you’ve achieved and are happy with your results. Ignore the shiny object syndrome

I always focus on one goal at a time.

I would say build the foundation

Once that’s done, women will flock to you. You have all the time in the world so try and avoid thinking time is against you. Wanted and getting women aren’t going anywhere :muscle:

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#22

So funny thing is I was using wanted, the name embed version, for 4 months now and was doing a washout but decided to take a break from it. I stopped using it because it made the QTKS experience more bumpy. So was curious to continue the process with QTKS

#23

So I’m planning on doing my QTKS alone for at least 4 months before adding another QTKS just to be on the safe side. But life happens and socializing at work has proven difficult and has really limited my ability to connect and move up in the corporate ladder and maintain long term friendships

#24

QTKS is so smooth that I went 7 days without using it and only realized today when I had a strong urge to release some tension. I ended up masturbating to release the strong tension and finally relaxed. Then listened to 7 mins of my QTKS sub

I’m going to try to go 6 days without QTKS and focus more on taking more breaks in between. The plan is to slowly build up to 15 mins and tons of break in between. Then one day build up to 15mins a day/every 3 days once I’m more than familiar with the sub.

Recon might have also hit today when on my 7 day break.

So time to reassess and figure out what was being worked on that made me relapse and want to masturbate and watch porn…it could also be that the sex drive is high due to primal and emperor

#25

You know that feeling when you use regeneration with an alpha sub and look back and realize you’re growing too fast for people to catch up too?

So I’m on my second run of regeneration and my QTKS…one thing I noticed is I might be changing way too fast for people to catch up too, it’s almost like a shock almost.

So I remember reading somewhere about how emperor can cause those around you to act indifferent and I noticed this at first when I ran it without QTKS and now on QTKS is more pronounced. Some people avoiding me, acting indifferent, surprised but the change has been drastic. I’ve just got this mindset of go go go…releasing attachments and burdens and just pushing through

Joined a gym for the first time and actually went there and worked out…I felt a bit self conscious but that was huge for me because I never thought I could but once I did it, it felt great and since then I’ve been feeling emperored. Don’t get me wrong, I was working out at home but it wasn’t the same feeling.

Regeneration just seems to make my stack work more efficiently for whatever reason. I wanted to run QTKS alone but I realized that I need healing still. I have way too much abandonment issues and attachment issues that have come up.

Like when I was on the road today I found myself thinking about my boss. I had texted her and she basically friend zoned me big time a couple of months ago. I was asking myself, deep down, why am I still going for this married woman who has a whole family just because she showed lots of attraction for me in the beginning?

Am I really this broken that I would chase the approval of someone who at this point seems to not respect me?

Why am I like this?

Why do I fall for women quick only to have everything fall apart?

Why do I care if she sleeps around with my coworkers if she’s not even mine?

Why do I care?

All these questions came up and I realized that I need lots of healing still especially when it comes to women. I could blame my avoidant mother who never showed me love(seriously, I can count in my hands, how many times she said she loved me or hugged me, and that was usually after a big argument when I called her out for trying to manipulate me) but that doesn’t cut it anymore.

I’m taking responsibility for my healing, no one is coming to heal me…I have to find healing within

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#26

Nice progress :ok_hand:

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#27

Thanks

#28

I decided to give my stack an upgrade

So now its a custom with:

Wanted + regeneration + Love bomb

It just felt right…something told me that I was missing something and thanks to regeneration, I realized that I struggle with affection, love and self love. I’ve said this in the past here but, I never really knew what it was like to have a mother who loved me even though she raised me my whole life. It’s like she was there but not there, if that makes sense. Basically she was emotionally absent.

I’m still running this with my QTKS but will be starting off this custom with micro loops

I also realized that its not that I was lazy but I struggled with self love…I could have easily went with inner circle but I realized that I lacked self love.

So lets see how this stack plays out

This will be my 8 month long stack…I’ve already ran Wanted for 5 months

#29

I switched to regular wanted for this time around and once again, just like when I started with running wanted, signs became veryyyyyyy obvious that a woman was interested in me. The wanted gaze especially seems to be working. I also noticed that I get eye boogers in the side of my eye, which I only get when I fall asleep, take a nap, so I’m guessing this could be the wanted gaze…or bedroom eyes…is what I’m guessing.

I had one of my boss show clear sings of attraction today by first touching me and then calling me back and forth to do things for her, just to get my attention. A lot of banter and some flirting…ish lol

I feel like I’m playing a role and haven’t really internalized this new reality, it’s almost like having imposter syndrome. You see the results but rationalize it away to fit your old belief.

Maybe because this or that
or

that was today, tomorrow I might not get the same results and it was probably a fluke

this is how I feel right now but underneath it all, deep down, I’m excited to go another round.

Reg is only 30 secs atm with 3-4 days rest…thats what I can manage for now. Will move to a min the next run and only increase by a min every cycle with Reg so it doesn’t trigger any harsh recon

For wanted: I’m surprised at how obvious wanted results are for the regular title but the name embed is hard to understand and I don’t notice the results I’m noticing now. Maybe the module I had didn’t fit with the scope of the program…

Washout is on the 25th of this month

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I’ve also been taking cold showers and mucuna pruriens herb and they have worked wonders. I feel more motivated and driven, but kind of worried after I stopped taking mucuna whether dopamine will drop really low…below baseline.

#30

Running regular wanted has been very interesting. There are a lot of “in your face” moments that show how attracted women are to you. Like I realized that when a woman wants your attention or you, she’ll do whatever she can to get it…and usually very subtle too. She might all of a sudden start asking you to do things for her, touching you, etc.

edit:

Why does regular wanted seem to work way better than wanted name embed…at least for me…specifically.

Main Disc. Thread - WANTED: Dream Boy (Now Available! Custom Core Available!)
#31

I’m not sure if its the voice of desire module in my qtks custom or from wanted, but for some reason, whenever I talk to people, especially over the phone, it seems like they get hooked to my voice, even people who I barely hang out with. I can literally talk to them for hours and hours.

I feel like this popularity vibe within myself

still getting used to some of the in your face results that happen…sometimes I phrase things in my old way of thinking and miss out on the wonderful things happening. Like for the longest time I’ve had fear of abandonment, attachment issues, intimacy issues and basically everything you can think of that a son that didn’t have motherly affection would lack. So whenever I receive a test from a woman I have to consciously remind myself, without reacting, that she’s just testing me because she thinks I’m attractive and wants to prove it to herself.

There have been times where I thought, “dang, why do they not like me”, then after talking with them it’s like ohh maybe it’s all in my head. Maybe I’m pushing them away before they have time to reject me but the truth is, I’m just broken inside and need love.

I think once I learn to love myself and no longer need external validation, and be self sufficient…it’s going to be a game changer. Maybe it will help me take advantage of the opportunities coming to me.

#32

I had a strange phenomenon that occurred that I had dismissed as nothing but I talked to three different people, two who work together and the other a neighbor and all three after I finished talking to them said thank you,

literally, we talked, I listened, asked questions and then they said thank you…like the type of thank you thats like thank you for talking with me or taking time out of your day to talk to me

very strange but interesting…must be the celebrity affect of wanted

#33

QTKS sound of things is very very subtle but literally today I had a million or billion dollar idea that was practical, cheap but could help millions of people and make me millions of dollars. All I need to do is find out if someone has already patented the idea and then patent it, build it, then sell it.

Maybe sell it to companies…for a percentage of ownership in exchange for advertisement, bigger platform etc

this is all thinking…

but still, I’ve been having thoughts of like, when I become a millionaire how my coworkers will wish they never looked down on me just because I was at a lower job position and making way less than everyone else at the moment

edit: part of me is like…I’m I crazy to think that I can be a millionaire and make this product that I thought of…like grandiose thinking or whatever

or maybe thats the old thinking, the scarcity mindset

#34

I ran the custom yesterday with LB + Wanted + regeneration and boy, with just 30 seconds I was super social, cracking jokes with strangers and feeling calmer, and physically restored. Just running this solo atm. Feeling more confident than usual.

Feeling more generous and more tired…I’m going to treat this as a mini washout with 30 seconds once every 5 days

edit: maybe its the wonder boy essence idk

#35

The one thing I noticed when running this stack and all the other stacks I’ve ran in the past, is that there are peaks of high and low as your brain tries to reconcile everything. Some days you see results, some days you don’t see anything. Some days show promise and that you are growing and other days you feel like nothing is happening or worse…you are regressing.I feel like it’s almost like a game of chess, you’re trying to outwit your old self but it still has some tricks up its sleeves.

I’ve been on a washout from QTKS while I run my other sub and it’s been promising. I think it’s my QTKS sub that has been working in the background because I manifested a situation that made my life easier but I’ll write more on that when things are finalized and it’s on paper.

Sleep has been terrible to say the least

I might be In recon because I’m not as social as I was when I started.

So I’ll take a break and do a washout from my LB + Wanted + regeneration custom and jump to Qtks and just do that over and over so I’m always in execution mode…instead of over loading myself with two customs, I’ll just be alternating back and forth…less cognitive load and more results

#36

The one thing I’ve noticed when jumping back to my QTKS…I added limitless executive…is that women are testing me more and more which is a sign of attraction. I literally had one woman I know who said we were just friends at one point, literally try to hint at me that she “liked me” for what I was doing then couple of days later she said how she didn’t “like me” but in a playful well all while still talking to me. It’s like she was trying to see how I’d react to her and I wasn’t phased tbh. It was like mehhh…I didnt even give it second thought. She kept testing me over and over…but the funny thing I realized is if a woman doesn’t like you…like genuinely doesn’t like you…she will stay farrrrrr away from you as possible if possible. She won’t try to get your attention over and over and over…even if what she’s saying doesn’t match her behavior and this happened several times with this particular woman. She would say one thing and do another. The one thing I’m working on is learning to flip the test on the woman when she’s testing me and make her prove herself to me.

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Today I’m feeling anxious and tired and confused and unmotivated…so far I went back to 1 min with my QTKS and 1 min on Limitless executive

I’ve had people buy me food out of nowhere and be nice to me

I still feel stuck but the other day I had so much confidence that I felt like I could seduce and sleep with that one woman I was talking about earlier but decided not to take It there because of how it would complicate things both for me and her

#37

The other day at work I went to get some water at the cool and one of the coworkers that I used to be cool with but we fizzled out…got up from her chair, walked to where I was getting water and was trying to engage with me socially. We talked for a bit before we parted ways. I don’t work with her so if I wanted to avoid her I could but tbh when I’m in the moment I keep missing all her cues. It’s only after the fact that I realize that she was sending me cues of her attraction. She wasn’t touching me but she was very close, like very close to me, literally shoulder to shoulder, showing me something on her phone and looked at me but I was looking at her phone. It may seem like nothing but I read somewhere that when a woman is in your personal space, like close enough to kiss you especially…when she has more than enough space…then she’s very attracted to you. But at the same time, reacting in real time has been difficult. I don’t know how to react to her advances, I’m just In the zone.

I have been feeling a little insecure though, feeling like my better looking colleague, who has been getting all the women, is basically trying to sabotage my career by trying to get my position at work.

I plan on going to multiple speed dating events near where I live, finally getting some confidence.

I had several women today, while at the park, literally, pause while they working in my line of sight, and just stand there for a few mins…way longer than is expected than walk back. She was maybe 20 feet away and it was like she was trying to get me to notice her. idk…she was a milf…well not quite someone I’d hook up with so I ignored. Then had one lady kind of sit near where I was at…back turned and pretending like she didn’t notice me(testing)…she wasn’t attractive tbh

I just have been feeling down, insecure, lonely, horny and not loving my body…but I have manifested some tools to build a more masculine face and reduce fat…and get in shape quick…but it costs money though.

I manifested a potential business that might help me increase my income exponential if it’s legit and real.

My plan is to get my own place, make at least 60k and go out every night to build my social skills