The internal shift I’ve experienced is that usually, whenever I wrote down objectives and routine before, I had subconscious doubts like “man, I’m sure I won’t stick to it” or “eh, it’s too bothersome, something’s wrong, I’m sure I’ll quit soon” or “it will require too much willpower”… But now I look at the routine I’ve written down and think to myself “How can I NOT follow this routine? It’s easy, extremely high ROI, moves directly to my goals, there’s no way I can NOT follow it”
So I will.
Also the feelings I have are tied with the Amor Fati shift that I wrote a few posts above. I see that I should accept and love everything that life has to offer. Good, bad, boring, exciting, dreadful, peaceful, doesn’t matter. This is the pleasure of life - in its fullness and variations of experiences.