Aaah the warm and sweet embrace of Paragon…
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Dragon Reborn st1 day 24
Paragon day 38
RICH day 13
Prometheus week 1
I believe I found the sweet spot with this stack and the amount of loops.
Prometheus is adding a very strong sexual edge.
I feel really motivated to start Dragon Reborn st2 next monday, st1 has been powerful and deeply healing, it has transformed me in someone that I can really love, or maybe what was transformed its that now I love myself way more.
Maybe a bit if both.
Im curious to know what st2 will bring… I will stop Paragon when starting st2, so I have a lighter stack.
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WOW!
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Are you sure you want to do that? Isn’t Paragon beneficial to your healing? Do you really feel your current stack is too heavy?
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I’m way late to this party, so apologies for replying to a post weeks later… but this is amazing! That is the kind of experience I’d hoped to have when I did an intense meditation program in late 2019. I got the barest glimpse of a buried childhood trauma, but as I reached for it to deal with it my brain said “NOPE!” and shoved it back down. I was left standing in the hallway of the meditation center crying and I couldn’t even tell why. All I got from it was a fraction of a memory of when someone had physically taken something from me and I was absolutely inconsolable… Was it a toy? a candy? A pair of scissors I was about to run around with?? Who knows. It was from a VERY young age.
Anyway, I’m very inspired by your experience… amazing! This is exactly the stuff I want DR for as well.
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Im never too sure when it comes to changing subs or changing exposure times and rates, Its more of an exercise in stating what I feel at a certain moment… usually when Im really ready for a change, I just do it.
Paragon is beneficial for sure, I guess I feel Dragon is enough, lets see what happens.
Its a heavy stack, but I have found the right exposure times.
In conclusion I have no idea if I really agree with what I posted, its a guideline and I give myself the freedom to follow, modify or trash it completely.
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No need for an apology man and thank you!
I feel you, Ive had that experience many times before, of something thats right there but cant be really grasped.
Im sure you will get to it at the right moment… I know it might sound a little new agey, but its simply the truth.
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I just know you had some health “issues” you wanted to resolve running Paragon and since our health should be our highest priority I was a bit surprised you wrote about pulling Paragon out of your stack. How do you estimate your (physical) healing progress?
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Its going very good… I have more time a day in which Im pain free, my index finger (the one that was worst) its almost completely ok.
Other parts of my body are hurting but my attitude is one of peace, since I know that pain is part of the process of healing the trauma.
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It’s good to hear that. 
It seems to me if you gave Paragon a bit more time it could do more wonders for you. I was thinking about running Paragon myself (along with DR and Alchemist) but my Anahata needs more Love Bomb. I don’t have any health issues I know of but still, Paragon could help me improve my general health. Maybe some inner tensions I’m not aware of.
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You are right my friend, I will keep using Paragon. Today I woke up with lots of pain in my right knee and some pain in my finger.
As much as Im getting better, Im not ready. Dragon keeps digging stuff up and both with Paragon are giving me what I need.
Thanks for your concern!
Love Bomb is great keep using that, Anahata will be very happy. When you do use Paragon you will love it, it gives such a pleasurable relaxed feeling.
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This is lke the 3rd time Ive tried to quit Paragon and something happens that convince me to keep using it.
@Sub.Zero thanks!
I guess it was a very sneaky type of reconciliation, a very “logical” way to justify running away in fear of whats being uncover.
The last 2 times I wanted to quit but prevail, I experienced a big shift inside.
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Yes, it might have been a reconciliation. We just have to remember about our priorities, especially, our health. Jut let Paragon do its magic. I feel Alchemist is going to be magical too.
Paragon is on my wish list, I think everybody should have it in their library and run it from time to time, just “in case”.
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Ive became aware of some deep and disturbing emotional issue…
Im amazed at how fast it came out and the clarity that came to me… anyway it feels pretty disturbing and unsettling… I need to lay down and rest.
I think I avoided hitting a wall though.
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After a loop of Dragon and Paragon the pain is almost completely gone, but Im as emotionally stable as a teenager on her period.
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A really disgusting childhood experience popped out during an emotional release excercise.
I dont feel like sharing the details in here, but it was something Ive always suspected that happened.
Released all the emotions and Im feeling closure.
This Dragon is powerful stuff.
Currently listening to Paragon before bed.
I remember being part of a forum back in the day, that had a plugin that let you show in your post signature, whatever you where listening to on winamp (yes, Im that old).
I thought it would be great to have that here.
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