Got done with my back and lower body workout
Gonna be trying to build some python today for the first time ever. A text adventure game.
Add that bish straight into my portfolio.
Nothing on the job front still but hopefully the index gate paves a few new open roads for me soon.
More to come
oh yes gotto hear this i am keeping a close eye on this journal 
How you finding both Index Gate and Khan are they heavy ? any recon ? mental tiredness ?
Nothing heavy thus far. No recon I can think of. I am currently downing a lot of water as part of my diet recently so any recon would probably auto remove as a result anyways.
I’ll let you know if I do get any. I post honestly so.
Chest
Shoulders
Traps/Tri’s today man what an upper body blow out
Still continuing on my text adventure game. I looked a basic tutorial to get started on that but the guy teaching wasn’t very imaginative.
He coded a haunted house you walk into either go left into the living room to be eaten by a pitbull or leave - game ends
Or
Walk into the kitchen, pick up a vase with deceased bones in it and then get spiritually molested by a demon - game ends.
I was like “pfft i can do better” so I’m making a survival horror text adventure set in space all in Python.
You can collect items and even have an inventory and locked in routes to take.
Wanna say something about doing traps.
I am not doing any specific exercises for that.
Only a few variants of seated cable row and my traps are I must say very nice part of me.
All kinds of sweat today, did glutes/legs, abs and back.
I’m now recuperating waiting for food
Still going strong with my workouts but now need more time on the coding.
I expect something soon in the job area. Will keep updating once that’s definite.
More to come
Been doing intermittent fasting past weeks and I’ve been dropping lots of fat and gaining good muscle.
Still a ways to go but it’s going great so far. The stomach is the target area to lose all that fat.
Doing my abs workout later.
Been using conscious guidance on HS as well so will inform you how that goes eventually.
Edit: Working abs is hard lol
Day off workouts today
Ordered a pullup bar this week so can start getting my back jacked (still going for the v taper aesthetic)
Also felt a warm glow of confidence about HS today. Woke up and got the “feeling” as if the manifestation is complete. Like any day now my girl will come into my life. Exactly as I specified.
Had a ZP moment earlier today
Went inside the mind’s eye and visualized myself in a blank white room. A well dressed version of myself appeared and spoke to me about my goals and what I want to achieve etc.
He brought up this console and input my goals and said “done deal but first you need to do some things”
He said I needed to learn to get out of my own way when planting seeds in the subconscious and I need to get into flow state after setting a goal through visualization. The other me said I keep planting a seed and immediately move it again to different patch of soil over and over not allowing the seed to grow.
Then I saw that I will have to eventually say goodbye to the old life as the new one takes form and shape. I was advised to “mourn” my old reality and ignore the 3d as much as possible.
He said once I did this I can achieve anything I desire. Then a pod opened up in the background waiting for me to enter it when I am ready.
Since removing WANTED, you have been sharing much more
Do you dislike that subliminal or something?
There is no point in asking this question based on this post of mine.
And no, I dislike the person I become when running it. I hate the TOTAL nonchalance which makes me really go with the flow. The mystery and coquettry aspect does not let me create trusting relationships.
The only part which CAN be a bit appealing is the rogue scripting which I’ll be using in a custom to see.
It really lets the arrogance of Khan out and also boosts your ego so that you really beleive you are bette than the others. But I am not sure, I will have to take a look at it.
I want to be like Donald Trump in a way.
Workouts this week are gonna change as I get my pullup bar.
Tomorrow-
Back
Shoulders
Biceps
Abs
Well pullup bar arrived. Won’t fit on my doorframe…
Well it will but just keeps falling off when I apply weight
Will try workout and use a different doorframe
So for the time being I did a light 5 set shoulder workout.
Will try the back later tonight potentially
Finally felt a ZP shift during yesterdays loop of Khan and felt really good all day and night after wards
Hasn’t happened in quite a while so will have to do an investigation on something I did while doing my loop…
Worked out the legs/glutes today as well as some light bicep sets
I’ve decided a workaround for my pullup bar and to use it to do inverted rows instead.
They’ve been said to be a great back building exercise
Finally solved my coding issue with Python
Strangely after a little break and not any ZP running in my I was still stumped with my code but after 1 loop, the issue has been resolved and I have now successfully got it uploaded as an executable
Gonna add it to my portfolio today
Loving this sub in all honesty
In my learning how to code I never wanted to touch Python
Soon as I run Index gate, I made a game in it all by myself (not a good game but still)
Starting to look pretty aesthetic now, my shoulder/trap line is looking pretty good.
Still got a ways to go losing body fat but I’m making great progress.
Can feel my reality shifting as well, will update you guys more when I have something juicy…
Don’t know if this is ZP related (on a big washout) but last night I had a dream which fixed an issue I was having in real life lol
So the dream had someone show me how to vocalize and enunciate better (always been a quiet talker, even a mumbler at times) so my voice becomes loud and booming. Then I started doing it in the dream and all of a sudden I became a commanding presence. Everyone listened to me instantly and one chick called me “daddy”
All in all quite a useful little dream. I started implementing this today and I already feel 100% more confident. Nice
Chest and shoulders today. Might need to up my workouts as they are becoming too easy and I’m not really feeling too worn out after them (even after like 6 sets)
Still nothing on the job front but redid my cv to incorporate a more attractive resume and sent it out en mass. Things will pick up soon.
Hot weather here this week so been upping my water intake (3-4 liters)
Some ZP realizations here and there but a quiet week last week.
More to come