Primal limit destroyer journey

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#1

So I started Primal seduction and Limit destroyer couple of days ago. I have ran Primal seduction in the past and limit destroyer in the past on a customer. I ran the primal seduction and it got me a date with a woman who was very very intimate with me quickly but I wasn’t physically attracted to her like that. We had nothing in common and couldn’t see myself getting with her again. So I ran primal and limit destroyer this time around and the first few days were quite interesting:

here’s a few things I noticed, most happened while at work

  1. I caught a woman staring at me in her car like I was a piece of meat and she hadn’t ate for days. I thought I was imagining it but she kept a strong consistent eye contact with me.
  2. I felt way more confident that usual
  3. didn’t really care about rejection, in fact, I saw these two ladies where I work, who were cleaners. I waved at them and they didn’t even flinch or look my way. I just laughed.
  4. I also saw a long time crush who I had never seen in a long time but she didn’t recognize me

Recon started to set In a couple of days later after the results and felt so drained and hopeless. But I’ll keep pushing forward.

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#2

I woke up today with such a high libido and not having someone to share that high libido with, makes it difficult to contain the strong sexual urges that come up, so I ended up watching porn 3 times today and masturbated. I was kinda disappointed that I relapsed. It happened so quickly, like an addictive behavior that happens automatically. Now my brain feels all scrambled up. When you don’t have a woman, it really sucks… a lot. But I’m keeping my head up and pushing through this.

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#3

After reading an old post, I decided to add limitless executive to my stack and all I can say is wow. Why do I keep forgetting how limitless executive compliments my stacks well. So basically, before work, I decided to run limitless executive. It wasn’t in my usual plan but for some reason, it always keeps me balanced mentally. So I ran It yesterday, didn’t think twice about it. Got to work and was just chilling in the company car. I was actually watching a movie when I saw two good looking women walking by, I didn’t really think much about it. They were walking separately when I noticed them, from my peripheral, standing in from a distance talking together, looking my way before walking back to their apartment separately. Interesting, I thought. A couple of mins later, I saw a gorgeous woman walking who gave me a double take, like a “who’s this guy”. I saw her several times in different areas popping up, before she returned to her apartment. Both situations I hesitated, something I need to work on. Then today I had someone random who I didn’t know offer me his cat, it was so random but so interesting that he did that.

Maybe I need to run every sub with limitless executive. I’ll definitely keep a close eye on the results. I think because I’ve ran limitless executive for a long time, using it once, is like the compounding effect continuing.

The one thing I noticed holding me back is my tolerance for stress. It could be something so insignificant and not a big deal, stress me out and it feels like my body is physically exhausted the whole day and kind of knocks me off my balance. I did start listening to weightless by Marconi union while drawing which I’ve found gets me into a deep calm meditative state after a few listens.

I think I’ll have to change my journal name to limitless Primal limit destroyer executive after adding this new title lol. I wonder if there’s an equivalent to limitless executive thats single stage and has the same effect or even better. I know it’s the cognitive aspects causing this.

#4

It’s been very frustrating these last few days. I had to pay for my car which cost me a lot of money and had me go in the minus. I got hit with some recon today, had thought of dropping my stack completely and moving to a brainwave entrainment program, but even writing this I realize how hard the recon is hitting. Feelings of boredom set in, feelings of “this sub is not working”, when I’ve been in the house these past couple of days off work. Porn has become a consistent thing now, which I hate because thats what I was trying to overcome. Looking back, it has always been a coping tool disguised as something else. I’ve been questioning myself a lot today, asking myself why am I not where I need to be in life, why I’m still struggling with porn and masturbation addiction…(honestly its more masturbation addiction, its just hard to masturbate to nothing). I keep asking myself if I have some problem, like I’m defective or something because I can’t seem to do anything right. It sucks. It’s like trying to solve a Rubik’s cube when you don’t even know what a Rubik’s cube is or how it works. I had some success online but most women I’ve been talking to live far away. I noticed that I’ve been self sabotaging. When I get success, instead of building on that success, I default to sabotaging any progress I had before. It kind of sucks if I’m being honest. But I’ll keep pushing forward. I go back to work today, so I’ll see how things play out. I’m going to probably run limitless executive, just to get the cognitive boost I need to get through today. Already drained from masturbating smh.

#5

might help you:

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#6

Very informative article. It actually makes a lot of sense. I can’t tell you how many times I tried to quit porn and masturbation only to relapse back because I had all this sexual energy but no one to share it with, very frustrating. I have been working on getting dates and creating a social circle of women but at times, it can get very frustrating.Also, what caught my attention is when it talked about how their is an urge to masturbate but masturbation is always followed by porn. It’s almost like a cheap digital version of sex that only lasts temporarily. To be honest, I don’t think I can watch porn by itself, it just doesn’t do anything for me, frankly it’s a waste of time and energy.

Number 5 made me laugh. PMO 5x/day? that sounds like horrible, after the first time I’m out for 2 days or so before rejuvenating :rofl: though its an interesting concept to consider, I feel like I might get erectile dysfunction by the third week lol

Very insightful post overall. I’ve already begun using #4

#7

It is horrible

You can apply this strat for every bad habit you have, it’s gonna be a month of degeneracy but you will HATE those bad habits with burning passion afterwards. Make sure it’s a constant plan, with every detail planned (like you would with good habit lol)

Actually lasting a month with this approach is an insanely hard thing but imo, worth it

#8

Well I might try it tomorrow. I kind of changed my password on my phone and computer, wrote half the password on a piece of paper and left it in my car, then made it so that if I want to download a browser app or use safari (which I limited adult websites) I literally have to physically go to my car, get the passcode or type it in and download the app, then walk back to my house. So even if I have an urge, by the time I walk to the car(it’s parked far), I’ve lost all urge to fap. The long walk, I feel, gives you time to think. Half way through the walk and I’m like nope, not worth it, and I turn back around and go home lol. It sounds over the top but this is one habit I want to kick ASAP. I’ve seen how it affects my interactions with women and how I feel afterwards and it’s not worth it. Like today the urge was strong and instead of walking to my car.

I have to note also that I only fap in the comfort of my house, in my bedroom with the door locked so it kinda helps that the password is in my car.

I just ended up watching a sensual movie on my amazon prime video app, just skipped to the sex scenes and rubbed one out and was done for the day. It wasn’t the same and wasn’t even as interesting tbh. I will say though that sex in movies seem to be more close to real sex than porn, even though they are both filmed

Anyways. hoping this breaks my habit, if not its on to PMO 5x/day :rofl::rofl:

Tbh, today afterwards, I felt upset at myself that I was pleasuring myself instead of getting sex from real women. But its a work in progress, Rome wasn’t built in a day

#9

Keep in mind that it’s not the only part of the process. If you don’t apply other steps, you likely won’t get any benefits regarding quitting addiction from this one either

#10

I was trying to find my current journal and came across this journal which made me smile. I can’t

believe how far I’ve grown. Thanks for the support but I didn’t use the PMO method, rather I just ran

Limit destroyer, Limitless executive and primal, though I think it was Limit destroyer that did the trick

because literally it has been more than 30 days and I haven’t thought about watching porn or

masturbating once. I’m thoroughly impressed by LD. I remember reading a testimonial on the shop

page for limit destroyer about how someone kicked the bad habit of watching porn. At first I couldn’t

believe it because it was so so far from me. How could it be? Then I ran a stack with LD in it constantly

and here I am. Anyways thanks for all the support :pray: