Present 1's Multistage Journey_v1.3

Journals - Major Programs
#1

It took me over 4 years to complete DR; Alch; QL; EOG; EF; Khan and KB and restarting them all over again. This time I’ll be running dual multistage subs with a 3rd each month. Even though my life has changed so much these past years I still didn’t do these subs justice by not taking adequate action.

Starting off with DRR st1 + Alch st1 + Alch: Sing and of course it’s experimental. 1min loop each.

Day 1 - Alch st1 + Alch: Sing
Day 2 - Rest
Day 3 - DRR st1
Day 4 - Rest
Day 5 - Repeat

It’s life upgrade time!

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#2

So far what I’ve noticed, people trust me by telling their traumas and hurt, like the loved ones they lost, I don’t really ask them questions further on it, maybe I should, I don’t know.

A friend showed me her true colors, my light kind off irritate her darkness, she tried to embarrass and humiliate me but I’ve done my shadow work. I already forgave her, I’m waiting on her to ask me for some guidance.

The transmutation of negative energy and vibes happens way faster than before, helps alot with road rage. I gave up a few things this year, like playing lotto lol.

I want to donate, give to the less fortunate more. I’m grateful for this life and the little I have accomplished. It’s time to pull up my socks because I’m worth so much more.

I read on the forum about TRE and Qigong exercises, something to try out.

#3

Just got me that I’m carrying so many chains including my parents and ancestors. I had to heal and deal with alot of my issues but some of them didn’t come from my doings. I also don’t want to carry that cross anymore, imagine the pain that was felt and what lies ahead for me.

#4

Was full moon last night, had a few sleeping paralysis moments last night. Decided today to fast, will indulge my one meal only tonight.

#5

Currently in my washout week.

Whenever I keep my cellphone near my ear for a few seconds my inner ear starts burning. The soles on my feet starts burning nowadays when I have shoes on.

I always thought I had faith. I used to think my way out of an issue in my mind but when it doesn’t happen as I thought it would I feel some type of way?

For now I’m okay with 1min loops, on the last I might go up to 3min.

#6

Now that I think about it, depression wasn’t all that bad at the end.

#7

My 1st week of new stack complete:

Day 1 - Alch st2 + Alch: Sing
Day 2 - Rest
Day 3 - DRR st2
Repeat

Feeling very optimistic lately, like my hope/faith is returning, less in survival mode. I didn’t drink or smoke any weed this month so far. Yesterday I felt bored, it was so hot and craved an ice cold beer but I persevered.

I’m getting compliments alot these days and I thank these individuals on their compliments. I’m getting spoiled lately too, I deserve it. I finally let go of my desires to be rich or have abundance of money, I worry less because of it.

Thinking of my past is a thing of the past but the future is what gets me still. Daydreaming or imagining future events still lingers my mind but its getting better. To live in the now is so much better, Feeling alot less anxious and fall asleep faster.

I have a thing where I would question my thoughts, I’m starting to say these aren’t mine and close it out, take a deep breath, smile and go on about my task and day. The angel numbers returned after I stopped my carnivore diet, even though I miss eating meat everyday I miss the awareness of these numbers popping up in my vision even more.

More people are starting to open up in my presence about their trials and tribulations they went through in life, glad I can listen so they can talk about it and get it out of their system, some of them even confess to me? This stack is meant for me this moment time.

#8

What a very weird month, fell back into some old habits again, it’s more people pleasing. Some people/friends like me more when I’m drunk, it’s like I’m free and spontaneous when I had a few. The problem is when I start I test myself to see how far I can go but I’m poisoning myself, my body feels it.

Nowadays when I see people I know they light up, like they happy to see me when I’m around. I forgot what it feels like to be the outcast or the black sheep. I grew up in a toxic family but now that I’ve done the healing/shadow work I kinda embrace the toxicity… I know. Like for instance my landlord’s sister and husband, the broader family don’t like him because of what he was born into and haven’t really healed but seeing this couple argue is the funniest thing ever, that’s how they express their love to each other, not healthy at all but it works for them. After the swearing and fights, they go to bed together while the others feel hate.

My new stack for March:

Day 1 - Alch st3 + Gen:TAoHJ
Day 2 - Rest
Day 3 - DRR st3
Repeat