Anti recon scripting result -
On Monday I went to a fitness class at the gym
After the fitness class I was craving connection
Looked at the coach and waved as I walked out but she didn’t see me
Complimented a guy on his tattoo on the way to the lockers and he said thanks and walked away
Made a comment to two women having a convo and was ignored
As I was walking home I was feeling pretty bummed and perplexed about why I wasn’t getting what I wanted
Mid-thought, I noticed that my mother (who went to the class with me, I joined to help her with the exercises and it helps motivate me) was commenting to me about what she ate for lunch today
An obvious bid for connection
And I realized, here I was moping that my bids for connection were ignored, and I was doing the same and ignoring my mom’s bid for connection
So I asked her more about her lunch, did she like it, my experience with that kind of food, etc
And afterwards, I felt better. Like a cloud had lifted off me. Like I wasn’t mad or upset anymore
Idk what it means, idk how it worked, idk anything
I just know that I was in recon, and I became aware of it quickly, and an opportunity to clear it then presented itself soon after, and I was able to recognize it, capitalize on it, and then reflect on it
All pretty seamlessly
Current stack is LB/AoH/AS custom, LotS/Sanguine/Paragon custom, and AoW