@AnswerGroup I have the experimental anti-recon module in a custom. With the way I observed it working, I can confirm it isn’t “anti-recon” per se, it just helps you process and integrate the recon really fast. It’s on the level of what I experienced on RoM and Genesis + DR:LD.
It worked like this
- On Sunday I noticed a less desirable behavior.
- Then I observed my thoughts in real time and saw the ones giving headway to that specific behavior.
- Then I saw the entire pattern in full
- Then I simply asked myself “why is this so?”
- I was led down to the very source of the issue, the “impressions” that happened from when I was a child, till some point in my adult life, which then manifests as the pattern I observed.
- Then I noticed a flash of anger towards that source and it disappeared as quickly as it came.
- I didn’t journal or delve deep into the issue till today, and I went deeper, faster than I ever did.
- What takes me 45 minutes took me what felt like 10 minutes, to explore.
- Now, I also see how that “source impression” feeds into other patterns, skills and even character traits.
Things to note
- Emotional distance (possibly because of my stack)
- The entire process is very seamless, like a skill that has been trained till it became automatic.
- Then questions to ask come to mind and I get my answers immediately, like the question was created from the answer.
- It’s like my mind is a guiding hand, peacefully waiting till I make the “decision” to explore what just came up.
- The first section of noticing the pattern happened so fast, in less than a minute.
- It’s natural, every point in the process was meant to be and they all synchronize with each other.
- The emotions and states aren’t forced. Every emotion felt, solely pertained to what was being processed, and, that is fine.
- I also noticed acceptance (can’t fully explain this part). Whatever happened did happen and that’s fine. I didn’t justify that frame with sayings like “it happens to the best of us”. Although, there could be finger pointing and lawyer games, It is just fine.
- Several times, I had the thought “how can I make use of this?”