What subliminal have you listened to the longest and how long was it?
My first subliminal was Ecstasy of Gold. At 30 months, it’s the program I’ve listened to the longest (10 months alone, and then 20 months as a component of customs).
The 2nd positions are held by Alchemist and Quantum Limitless. But these are the ones I consider to be my central subliminals. 23 months. 9 as standalones and then ~14 as components of subs.
(I hold that Ecstasy of Gold essentially led me to begin playing those two programs, since they are aligned with my Calling and my productive work.)
I’ve listened to Dragon Reborn for 1 year.
Since you started using our services, what meaningful, impactful, drastic, positive changes have occurred in your life where it has completely shifted for the absolute better?
I spent my whole life out-of-sync with the larger structures and institutions in which I found myself. It was never possible to find a place that engaged my mind, my point of view, and the various levels of my being. School never really worked for me. I would get promoted and advance to the next stage, but never did I find a place or an area that aligned with me or that felt like my own. Viewed from the outside, there have at times been some markers of so-called “success”, but there has always been a strong feeling of being out-of-phase and feeling like an alien. I was too spiritual for intellectual and academic settings. Too artistic for strongly analytical settings. I thought in terms of the personal and the phenomenological. Over time, I just did the best I could to live with it and to survive; but there was always the feeling of being trapped between worlds and never finding the right conditions and context to truly apply my potential. Things got worse, starting in my late 20’s.
One insight that came to me during my subliminal journey, was the clear realization that I am an Independent Study kind of person. I was never going to fit well into any preset, conventional situation. The only way for me to truly be satisfied would be to articulate my Vision and my Orientation for myself–in my own original voice. I did not have the strength, the maturity, or the will to do this sufficiently in the past.
Actually, this insight itself really gelled along my subliminal journey. And gradually, my capacity to envision, to articulate, and to build into reality the unique structures that I need to thrive has been growing.
In March 2021, 1.5 years after my Sub Club journey began (and strangely synchronized with my stages 4 of Alchemist and Quantum Limitless), I found myself sitting in a 100-hour Zoom-based training course with Dr. Michael Yapko. It was a human course filled with humans. Yet, it fit me perfectly at that moment. It was a unique moment within my life experiences. There was a confluence of external and internal conditions, such that I was very ready to engage with and benefit from the experience. I have taken on and survived various degrees; but this was my first experience of genuine alignment and satisfaction with a learning context.
And now I’m in the next phase in which I am working to extend, deepen, and establish a similar alignment in my lifestyle, my career, and my various projects and endeavors.
How many subliminals have you purchased?
48 store programs.
Customs
I have 10/11 different custom designs. But if you include the times I upgraded them or bought an alternate build strength, then I have 18 different custom files.
So, all told that’s about 66 subliminals.
(Interestingly, I did the math last year, and I found that between August 2022 and December 2022, I had, with the help of my subs, generated extra income equalling 150% what I had spent on all of the customs that I’d ever purchased. If you count the financial bonuses generated in the past 3.5 years that I’ve been using subliminals, they far outstrip the amount spent. While I have a long way to go in my overall financial situation, my subs have more than paid for themselves already.)
The names of the Custom designs are:
- PATHS Legacy
- IMBUE
- Jet Stream/Jet Stream Enhanced (Ultima)
- Paragon Healing (Ultima)
- NAISSANCE Legacy
- Drakari Transcend ZP
- POOLS of Healing ZP
- Sapiens ZPv2
- Naissance ZPv2
- PATHS ZPv2
What do you truly want out of life?
To put it concisely: Self-Determination and Alignment of my Life Conditions with my Nature.
On a more practical level, I want to benefit others, to love my work, and to thrive in prosperity and health. I want to provide a foundation for the wellbeing of my loved ones, and beyond that for beings in general.
That is what I want.
Do you feel stuck?
- Sure
- Not at all
Depending on the paradigm through which I am viewing my life and my circumstances, I may be more or less aware of the stuck parts. One thing I appreciate about Alchemist is that it has strengthened my meta-paradigmatic orientation. I continue to work to develop the capacity and the flexibility to accommodate numerous frames of reference and to shift fluently between them as appropriate.
Is your life very similar or close to what it was like when you joined Subliminal Club?
(See previous answer)
I continue to evolve on my path. I have experienced significant shifts in my circumstances so far, and I continue to experience them.
Apart from that point, I can say that I have an overarching life project and life orientation and I’m still working on it. I suppose you could describe that as ‘stuck’ or ‘similar to the past’.
Big things often take time.
I’ll leave it at that.
