Play stupid games, win stupid prizes - Oloy

Journals - Major Programs
#1

I look at my past and realize how stupid I’ve been.

Now, don’t get this wrong, I don’t think I’m stupid.

But due to my limiting beliefs, I tend to do things that are very sus in terms of intelligence.

I realize that even the things that I’m doing today will be stupid when I break the limiting beliefs that are controlling me, now.

This is mainly a journal about my growth in life:

  • emotional growth
  • breaking down limiting beliefs / success barriers.

I’ll also be posting about my business venture - if something post worthy happens, or if I have a question to the more experienced members of the forum.

This will be updated daily (unless I get sick and decide to stop thinking (to rest)).

And I know that other people can see my limitations better than I can see them myself.

If YOU see ANYTHING that I might be missing, I’ll be extremely grateful if you tell me about it.

I believe all feedback is good feedback. Never hesitate to tell me what you think.

current stack:

mogul + phoenix

businesses i’m trying:

  • Growing an audience in twitter then selling service/product to the audience

  • I’ll add more as I try more things.

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#2

(Title to self for future skimming of journal:)

(I’ve suppressed and disconnected emotions like anger which should be used for self-preservation.)

So, today I integrated my repressed (or suppressed, idk) emotions.

Here is the thing:

(its abit nuanced but stay wid me, here)

While u r talking to someone, if that person shows signs that s/he doesn’t want the best for u (u can tell by looking at subcommunications):

U would feel slightly angry and try to protect yourself by cutting the conversation short.

Thats what normally happens.

I on the otherhand wouldn’t feel that anger.

I’d feel nothing (coz my anger is suppressed).

I’d logically try to cut the conversation.

But…

Get this…

My emotions would still be wanting to talk to that person.

WTH.

So, a cognitive and emotional dissonance occurs.

Could I never feel anger?

I could but only after a threshold of harming me is crossed.

Then I’d errupt like an volcano.

No reaction. No reaction (allowing the person to show his/her bad intentions more). No reaction. Then an explosion.

Terrible way to live and interact wid people.

If I just felt a bit of anger and showed it via subcommunications at the right time, that person wouldn’t keep trying to hurt me.

But now, I can feel that anger.

I’ve embraced my suppressed emotions.

Feels good.

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#4

(Title to self for future skimming of journal:)

(
1. power = ability to hurt or help another person, or prevent hurting or helping another person.
2. Gratitude doesn’t influence people’s behaviour. Only power at the present moment does.
)

Very astute explanation of power.

Just what I needed to surpass my current limitations.

The manifestations r crazy.

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#6

Coincidentally, I remember this exact story from that book too.

Good to see that someone else also has internalized the book and can draw upon its insights on demand. :+1:

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#7

(Title to self for future skimming of journal:)

(I can only see my limitations now that I can surpass them.)

I love the fact that:

I can only see my limitations now that I can surpass them.

If I knew most of what I think is real was wrong…

Before I had the ability to know the truth, I’d definitely be depressed and hopeless.

Ignorance is bliss truly.

I love that I always cherished the hope deep in my heart I’d succeed in the future.

That hope led to the current moment where success is but guarenteed in the future.

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#8

(Title to self for future skimming of journal:)

(Abundance of everything (love, friendship, money, growth, health and redemption) is the natural law of reality.)

Have faith.
The more u do it, the more you will come to trust on this underlying fabric of reality.

Its in the nature of things that you will be provided for.
You will be provided love, friendship, money, growth, health and redemption.

These things will not be always provided to us in a silver platter and thats good.

So, we have something to do wid our time.

But the universe is abundant in its possiblities.

We just need to create a space for them to come into our lives by increasingly letting go of what we cling to in our fear.

And the best way to do that is to consume through active participation the goodness that comes into your life.

Thus opening up more space for even more goodness to arrive in time.

Summary:

Nature hates vaccum.
Create a vaccum by eating your cookie (which u want to save for later coz u think in scarcity) for more cookie to come into your life.

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#9

I already watched his eight videos.

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#10

That’s great.

Youtube keeps on recommending me his exact vids…

Which provide me the exact information I need surpass my current fears.

I think I’ve embraced abundance for this to be happening LOL.

I will finish his “bitter truth” playlist and “mind hacks of mental health” playlist asap.

#11

I will finish my chocolate bar.

#12

Do it.

You know you’ve earned it.

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#13

Profound recon (I can only remember such recon 10 months ago).

I am very close to solving the dichotomy of dominance and authentic connection.

No lessons for self, today. Just a log to remind me of the day everything changed.

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#14

(Title to self for future skimming of journal:)

(Don’t meet your fans without sub with status scripting)

If u touch hearts of people while running status subs (eg. emperor)…

Next time u meet them…

make sure u r running a status sub.

When you meet a person whose outlook u completely changed wid ur status and intellect…

while u run limitless (ie no status scripting),

their world will collapse coz they no longer see u as the irrefutable symbol of power.

To know whose world you shouldn’t destroy: look at “Pheonix + mogul (why not emperor)” note in google keep.

#15

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(Learn to bond with trauma-free people)

I’ve realised that I can only bond wid traumatized people.

Which is 99% of people.

Most people aren’t 100% satisfied.

They have some antagonistic emotion gnawing at them.

And I bond wid them by helping them deal with those feelings somehow.

This makes me vital to them as I become one of the few people in their lives that can make them forget their suffering.

I in return get to feel useful…

I get to know that I’m making a real difference to someone’s life

But what happens if I meet one of those extraordinary people who don’t let trauma define them?

Well, I feel like I’m totally useless to them.

(This is how MY emotions feel.

Idk if objectively I can create meaningful value for them or not)

I need to learn to bond with these people.

How I don’t know…

Hope I meet alot of them in the future so that I can practice creating undiluted value for them.

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#17

(Title to self for future skimming of journal:)

(Success and Failure are illusions. Do NOT give a shit about both of them)

U succeed → Feel happy.

Congrats. You are addicted to things working out.

Now, when things INEVITABLY do NOT work out, you feel bad.

Success and Failures are illusions.

You are already a success.

External results should not affect your emotions in any way.

NO matter whether u recently “succeeded” or “failed”.

  • Keep taking action.
  • Keep strategizing and looking for opportunities.

You can only take action and keep moving forward.

Results are out of your control and hence, completely irrelevant.

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#18

Stark black:

Saunter down the street.
Glance at a guy.
And think “That’s pathetic.”
The guy will DROP what he is doing.
And BEG you…
(wid his subcommunications)
To guide him on what he should do.
Too much power…

Why this works:

When you think "that's pathetic":

- the emotion in your eye changes

- your facial expression changes (imperceptible to the naked eye but crystal clear communication to the guy you are looking at).

From his POV:
An embodiment of fame A million people just told him they HATE what he is doing.
INSANE social pressure.
FOMO of getting kicked out of society.
Primal fu*kin fear.
Too much power…

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