PizzaShaman’s journal - Ongoing

PizzaShaman · December 16, 2025, 12:30pm

12/16/25

Today’s listening:
1 minute each DR:Regen, EARTH/GLM NE, new Wanted

A cold morning here! I dislike cleaning week at work but it must be done. Thankfully I only have 2 more days until 3 weeks of work freedom.

Tattoo artist got back to me, and it’s all set for this coming Friday! Due to placement querying on my end, I may shave my forearm tonight and mess around with a marker a bit to see for myself. I’m planning on Mark 11:24 on my right forearm, with 2 rows of small text running elbow to wrist along the outer edge.

Ever since Emperor DADDY and figuring out I’m autistic, I have multiple instances throughout my day where some memory will arise, and I get to “enjoy” it again with the additional autism filter. It has definitely been le sigh for a while. I have noted that since the introduction of DR:Regen, it is far far easier to extend understanding to my younger self during those occurrences.

I do feel fairly calm at the moment, some 10 minutes after my listening.

PizzaShaman · December 16, 2025, 11:02pm

Blah. Had a post typed up and lost it as I was submitting. Irritation, but the problem was on my end. I should have checked to see if my wifi was still connected.

DR:Regen has brought up how I feel about my autism as the thing to work on or contemplate. The spa, for me, is a sort of inner Q&A while mentally reclining on a couch, answering my own questions. I felt emotional at one point, and then felt a detachment from that emotion stream within. Separation and observation.

Not what I wanted to work on tonight, but I chose this with my listening decisions this morning. Yeah dude.

PizzaShaman · December 17, 2025, 12:45am

Interesting!

Sat down with my wife to eat dinner and watch a show, and I saw we had an hour left of the Eddie Murphy doc on Netflix. Turned out to be exactly what I needed to see after the previous post’s rumination.

Out of the blue, I hear Eddie talking about making guttural noises as a kid, and I realized the guy is an autistic Generator, like me! He talked about using prayer to center himself, repetitious behaviors as a child, how he operates with his creativity and gifts (" I’m not a rowboat. I’m a sailboat. " Gotta say that one hit fucking hard )

When I think he’s got it all figured out, I see signs that he’s still a high functioning, high masking individual.

Still incorporating, but I wanted to record.

PizzaShaman · January 13, 2026, 2:40pm

Back at it!

PizzaShaman · January 15, 2026, 2:41pm

1/15/26

2 of 3 for the week!

Current stack is W:DB, NE EARTH/GLM/DR:Regen

PizzaShaman · January 17, 2026, 2:40pm

1/17/26

3 of 3!

PizzaShaman · January 20, 2026, 2:38pm

1/20/26

1 of 3

Yeah dude. Just a 5k this time, as I got laid last night and this morning. Thanks W:DB!

PizzaShaman · January 22, 2026, 2:33pm

PizzaShaman · January 24, 2026, 3:51pm

3 of 3 for the week! Woooo!

Still on Dr:regen, w:db, and earth/glm

Malkuth · January 24, 2026, 5:35pm

A real inspiration.

PizzaShaman · January 27, 2026, 2:49pm

1/27/26

Aiming for 7500 meter sessions this week.

1 of 3!

Wife started new stack yesterday of Earth and NE EmpFit Stage 4 /w NResultsEE core. Still on DR:regen as well.

I’m upgrading my W:DB to name embedded with Essence: To Become the Prize.

PizzaShaman · January 29, 2026, 2:56pm

1/29/26

2 of 3 for the week!

Nice time improvement too, considering I got laid 30 minutes before the row. Thanks SubClub!

PizzaShaman · January 31, 2026, 2:49pm

1/31/26

Reminder for later editing/additional entry: yesterday-I don’t have to ask

3 of 3; weekly goal met!

Insane time reduction too! Over a minute down and I got laid last night!

PizzaShaman · February 3, 2026, 2:40pm

2/3/26

1 of 3 for the week. No goal set past that as last Saturday’s great row left me a bit sore in my arms and muh core. It was not a workout of note today but I showed up.

Still on DR:REGEN, NE Earth/GLM, and W:DB. Waiting for the NE custom to arrive.

Wife hit the gym 4 times last week and at least once already this week.

PizzaShaman · February 5, 2026, 2:43pm

Basement thoughts:

Want your life to be different? Make different choices.

Subs influence your field to attract and highlight choices that reflect your expression of the goals of the sub. It’s your field; it’s your choices, or lack thereof. Subs provide focus and direction.

PizzaShaman · February 5, 2026, 2:43pm

2/5/26

2 of 3 for the week!

PizzaShaman · February 6, 2026, 2:43pm

2/6/26

15 minutes each DR:REGEN, W:DB, NE Earth/GLM

Sigh. Still awaiting NE W:DB, however it appears others around my order number are waiting as well. Must be busy! Here’s hoping for a Monday listen on that new one.

3 of 3 for the week! Church related breakfast tomorrow so I got it done today instead.

PizzaShaman · February 10, 2026, 2:48pm

2/10/26

1 of 3 for the week.

Yesterday’s listening:
15 min each of DR:REGEN, NE W:DB /w ESSENCE: To Become the Prize, NE Earth/GLM, NE Epic Ascension Chamber

Not sure that essence is a good pairing with W:DB for me. Imma give it some time though.

Wife hit the gym 3 times last week and twice already this week!

PizzaShaman · February 12, 2026, 2:39pm

2/12/26

2 of 3 for the week! Not bad either, over 7k meters in 30 minutes is ok by me.

Yesterday was 15 minutes each of DR:REGEN, NE W:DB, NE Earth/GLM.

Still uncertain about this essence. Leaning towards a W:DB custom. Pondering…

Wife at 3 gym visits this week.

PizzaShaman · February 13, 2026, 2:43pm

2/13/26

3 minutes each of DR:REGEN, NE Earth/GLM, NE W:DB. 1.5 minutes of AuraBoost.

Event tomorrow, so I have to be in to work earlier. So, tomorrow’s row today.

Poor sleep last night, so that’s what I was able to do. Learned a lesson about late night dal makhani though!