PizzaShaman’s journal - Ongoing

And that’s why I loved Robert Jordan’s writing. So many mythological and psychological references in these books.

Saidin/Saidar = masculine/feminine energies. Saidin need to be taken. Saidar to be surrendered to. And many more such inferences.

Also the women depicted in his books behave like real life women (even though modern takes say otherwise). For example, women group together with other women even if they hate each other just to confront a man. Things like that are so true lol.

Too many mythological elements like Arthur Hawking being a reference to King Arthur.

Also:

Rand al’Thor, the Dragon Reborn, is confirmed by author Robert Jordan as sharing traits with the Norse god Tyr, Mat Cauthon is clearly based on Odin, and Perrin Aybara draws inspiration from the Slavic god Perun. The three also embody aspects of the Hindu “Creator-Preserver-Destroyer” trimurti.

There are also several indications that the central character, Rand al’Thor, is patterned after Jesus Christ. He has several stigmata (namely, marks in his hands/wrists and a spear wound in his side). Prophecy says he will give his life to save the world. And he will fight in the final battle, Tarmon Gai’don. There is also reference to his rebirth (to live, he must die), another parallel with Christ. He also wears the Crown of Swords, which can be a direct reference to the crown of thorns christ wore.

(above copy-pasted from the Internet)

Perrin’s hammer reminds me of Thor’s.

Can go on and on. It’s rich in cultural and religious references too.

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9/4 Afternoon Time!

1.5 min KBC4
2 min ALCH1
1.5 min DR:LD
7 min AsC

Going to see how this sits today. I like the DR:LD feeling. Gets me up and moving. Hopefully I’m feeling better soon.

Hmmm. A pause before the Ascension Chamber listen. What to aim for this week? What to boost? Can I magic up something? I usually just speak it in my mind while the loop is playing, and things happen later on. Maybe it’s time to record something prior, like a …goal? Ha! What sorcery is this?

Alright.

  1. Boost Subliminal Processing. I’ll keep up my end and get plenty of water and appropriate food. Retention helps too.

  2. Ensure I have a peaceful work week. Thanks to Mind’s Eye in a custom, this request happens consistently.

  3. An affordable particular model rowing machine (RowErg Concept 2 Model D) within an easy pick up range on Marketplace. I’ll buy new if need be but I’d like to find a steal. Usually my luck is good that way. “I always find the best deals.”

  4. Enhance KBC4 execution. 'Nuff said. This stuff is Fire.

  5. Boost Health. I must get back to the gym and outta this sickness.

  6. Unexpected Income! Receive some sort of income or opportunity for such.

Alright, not bad for me. Time to do it.

And done.

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Idea drop

Throw PCC in with WB at some point in the future. I’ve been looking for something to run with it. Ding ding ding! Sound logic to this guy. Thanks Emp!

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9/6 Morning Time!

1.5 min ALCH1
1.5 min WANTED:BDLM

Keeping those times low today. PizzaShaman is still feeling under the weather although returning to work is planned.

Something feels different this morning. It’s hard to put into words. I shall try.
As I progress along with KBC, anything sex related seems trivial? Bigger PP, being WANTED and desired, all well and good I suppose. If I am aiming for total sexual energy mastery however, do these goals bear any fruit?
:grinning:
Perhaps I am internalizing Fire’s answer to me in the KBC thread. Anyway.
Sexual Energy is a resource, right? Mastery is gained through practice of Control. Control is necessary throughout the entire process, from guiding and curbing stimulating thoughts to deciding if you want to release or not.

Sigh. The thoughts are slipping away. A sense that sex and release are wasteful compared to the alternatives. That I know better and I can be better. Hmmmm. There will be a lot to think about today.

A few minutes ago I recalled that I asked for a boost to KBC4 in Ascension Chamber 2 days ago. LOL!
No wonder I had that thought stream. Interesting expression.

I would like to craft a subliminal that would assist me in collecting old and lost useful knowledge and make it applicable and helpful now. I know that’s pretty broad, but I feel there is a secret out there that I am meant to find and share with others.

Or it could be the head cold.

Best of luck to everyone today in the SubClub!

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9/7 Morning Time!

Feeling hot this morning. KBC working some overtime so far today!

The morning wake and bake is still diminishing. Came down to smoke this morning but decided against it again. 2 days in a row. Hmmm. I’m not mad about it, just an interesting development.

Did my Buddhist Health Qigong this morning. Felt pretty good. Just reached 3 days again so it was appropriate.

I do want to record this, as it was most unusual for me:
I’m fairly popular at my workplace amongst staff and students. :slight_smile: PizzaShaman is a good enough stand in for what I’m called. It’s been going on long enough that there are jokes I should have my own brand and logo, etc. Well last Friday, I was struck with inspiration, and I designed one. It just came and plopped itself down on my mental worktable and I had to go draw it, right then. Turned out alright. Kind of an elegant symmetry to it, also looks old and maybe runic, the rough draft at least. I was pleased. I haven’t had a creative expression like that since I was in my early teens!

Don’t know what kind of result that is. I’m thinking KBC. Sexual energy is creative energy, if it lasts long enough.

Oh yeah. Mental note here: Consider a sleep module for the KBC4 custom build, QTKS or ‘plain old ZP’ lol. Last night’s sleep was not good again. I’m not sure if it was due to sickness or what, just didn’t sleep well. Deep Sleep or Paragon Sleep or RoD would cover that end.

I am aiming for a post work workout. If anyone reads this today, I would appreciate a moment of positive thought to assist me there. Good luck today, SubClub!

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More good stuff:

GLM being “lighter” is good to know. The info about Sanguine:The Elixir is useful too. Would it assist the stack as well as the custom if used in a custom? Ha. Looks like a yes as I reread it.

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Done.

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sending good vibes

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Thank you all for the good vibes today!

Still at work. Update: Ascension Chamber hit at lunch today! 6!

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30 min rowing
Top resistance
6200 meters

Thank you gentlemen!

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9/8 Morning Time!

1.5 min KBC4
1.5 min Self Enhancement Custom

Qigong before the microloops! I felt my energy moving today.

So. Yesterday at lunch I got an Ascension Chamber hit. #6 on my list, Unexpected Income. This week was intended to be a bigger padding to that next paycheck, with all my overtime and the inclusion of Holiday Pay for Labor Day, my normal day off. I had been sick however, so I called out this past Tuesday. Almost felt like the 'vid. Anyway, policy at my job is that if you call out sick the day after a holiday, you lose the holiday pay. I knew that going into the week, and I knew that getting sick was going to cost me.

At lunch yesterday, …hmmm. Title… Department Secretary Lady! came up to inform me of my loss of pay for Monday. I had been expecting this, and told her as much, thank you for reminding me ma’am but I remember from last time it happened. After about a minute of chatting she decided to see if anything could be done for me, as the policy was intended (she thought) to discourage call-offs and I had called out sick on 9/2 as well, so I wasn’t faking it.

I don’t think ten minutes had passed before the General Manager for my department stopped by, said Department Secretary Lady had spoken to him, and he had reached out to HR on a phone call and got an Exception for me, and I would have my holiday pay reinstated!

I immediately knew Ascension Chamber had delivered.

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9/9 Morning Time!

No Qigong today! Instead, we fed the demon. Last night, and this morning. With my wife’s monthly visitor due in a couple days, there will be ample opportunity for qigong coming up.

I think Ascension Chamber hit again, #3! Just sent a text about a rower I found. Good vibes for that! It would be a 2 hour drive after work, each way, but my wife and I could get dinner afterwards. Pending my question about the machine’s computer, it would be a fucking steal. Just how I like it. :smiley:

Short entry today. Good luck SubClub!

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9/9 Supplemental

Gave myself Star Trek TNG vibes! Lol

So, riding shotgun currently as my wife drives. Got my rower and a mat in the back at a 41% discount off brand new price. A steal!

I half wonder if I cracked some code for myself with writing down the AC goals first. What else is possible? I almost want to take suggestions!

And Saint is uploading KBC 4 core today!?!?

Awesome Saturday at SubClub!

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9/10 Afternoon Time!

It’s raining here this afternoon, a dreary ass day. I think the weather has contributed to me feeling tired, aside from the little bit of moving furniture around. Now my bedroom corner is occupied by the rower, and I already got a little bit of time on it.

Got some support ticket answers since yesterday. One of em—Question:
Hello Support, I hope your day is going well!

From the sales copy for Renaissance Man: Ultimate Writer X

First and foremost, Ultimate Writer X will help you bridge the connection between the subconscious and conscious minds, as well as the diverse hemispheres of the brain when you write. This is the key to unleashing your creativity’s full potential — a beautiful symphony of brain elements converging into one harmonious masterpiece.

Is this sort of scripting or goal present in any other Major Titles or modules? Uniting the mind, bridging both hemispheres of the brain.

Thank you for your time!

I figured it was near the same as what’s in QL1, but I wondered what others.
I tell you what, opening an answer and seeing:

Hello –

This is Saint Sovereign.

This scripting is inherent to Revelation of Mind, Revelation of Spirit, Revelation of Dreams, Index Gate, Mind’s Eye and all the Limitless titles. There are others, but I’d have to check. Anything that deals with the mind or art, it’s there.

Thanks!

Like opening a booster pack and getting that rare card! :smiley:

hmmmm. Been thinking alot today on switching up my stack a bit. Consolidation. I don’t want to quit Alchemist, and name embedded KBC4 is something I’ve been looking forward to as much as the birthday BJ. I came to the conclusion that I need to think out a plan and some goals and design a stack around that, something long term worthy of the QTKS investment. There’s also the fact that NFTW season is about what…9 weeks out? New modules? I’d berate myself severely if something dropped that I’d want in QTKS that I made 4 weeks prior (or some such). Better to wait on planning/designing that whole thing until after the releases.

So, the idea is to combine Self Enhancement with KBC4. I thought about dropping WANTED:BDLM but I just bought that rower and I want to keep this drive going. Since I think WB got me going on it, Imma keep going on WB.

So, taking time this afternoon to build that new new. Then maybe some BG3.

Edit: OMG, it’s as simple as taking out Inner Gasoline. :pray:
Edit2: It COULD be that simple. lol

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InnerWork V1

Revelation of Mind Core
Mind’s Eye Core
KBC4 Core
Deep State
Mosaic
DEUS
Pragya
Empath
All-Seeing
Eagle Eye
Awakened Perception
Jupiter
Dominion
Subconscious Flow
Mercy Protocol
Way of Understanding
Yggdrasil
Omnidimensional
Fusion Optimized
Mimisbrunnr

Ordered.

I’ve been wanting ME with KBC4 in a custom as I think it will really enhance what I can do. I’m theorycrafting on it for the QTKS build, as I think it could really enhance what else is going on in the stack. I slipped Mimisbrunnr in there as I’ve been wanting that since it came out and i think it complements the build, and Jupiter for Energetic Development XI as the latter should be covered amply by RoM and KBC4 and the former would be a help.

Now I’m good til after the next series of releases. :smiley:

and the stack becomes Alchemist, WANTED:BDLM, and InnerWork. Spike a microloop of DR:LD on a bi weekly basis and Ascension Chamber Monday. Nice.

Monday InnerWork/Alch, Wednesday W:B/Alch, Friday InnerWork/W:B

Yeah man.

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9/11 Morning Time!

While listening is on deck for the day, I am holding off a bit in the hopes that InnerWork arrives so I can start that. I went Express. :slight_smile: If it hasn’t arrived by say …4pm I’ll proceed with KBC4 and ALCH1 and Ascension Chamber. While I’m eager to start it, it’s not like it’s not going to get played either. haha

Did some image generation for InnerWork track art:
44I97-TU

Gave me the vibe I wanted for now.

Time to think about some AC goals for the week! Tomorrow starts a fresh work cycle for me, so I’ll want that to go smoothly. :smiley: Let us see how much unexpected cash we can bring in this week too, as that is always helpful. What else…
Sometimes it feels like the only limit to Ascension Chamber is what I can imagine. Likely because I have Mind’s Eye going. So AC works with what else is in your stack, right? (Rhetorical) Right now my stack has BDLM, WB, (1 custom) ME, RoM, KBC4 (currently store title and a custom, but forthcoming as a single custom) and ALCH1, with a lil shot of DR:LD biweekly. So hmmm. That’s a big list of possibilities, in addition to whatever I can visualize with ME.

I actually just got done compiling the objectives list of what’s in my stack. It’s a big list! So many different things to pick from for AC. I’ll want to add some Pathfinder boost to the list. Get Alchemist working for this guy!

Well, I don’t have to decide right this second on the whole jawn. Got a few things to do right now and I can mull over it a bit.

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That is SO COOL!

Could you give a two second primer on how to build something like that?

Did you do that for free?

I’ve looked into that stuff but can’t really figure it out how to do it. There’s a paradox of choice where there are SO many guides that I don’t want to blast through hours looking through them.

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I got you bro.

That site, that particular generator got me that style two posts above. I made an account, and you get so many free image generations. Costs a lil past that for more images. Think I had 15 or 20 free images total.

So in the text box, I put the core ideas for my custom. I believe the text was “Internal energy generation, revelation of mind’s eye, khan black: the crucible” and then hit generate or create. Boom!

Got me my new avatar too. Added Pizza Shaman to the text box!

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1hr
10800 meters rowed

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I know the moment I get done listening, it’ll arrive. I gotta say I like the anticipation. It’s a cool time to be alive!

When I was younger, I would ponder from time to time on how the people of Atlantis might have lived. What was life like for an average citizen then? What was ordinary and commonplace? What sort of technology was available? How did it all end?

As I got older, I came to understand that to realize those answers, I only had to look around me. I think we are living in a time before a pole shift, and America is analogous enough to Atlantis to make some comparisons.

Imagine living through some global catastrophe (Read ‘Lucifer’s Hammer’ ) and trying to describe things from before to a young person born after. What would seem like magic that we take for granted now?

Weird stuff I think about sometimes.

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