I had this thought today. Since we’re going into the realm of free will scripting that means our minds can be selective with what we execute. And from what I’ve learned over the years there can be a lot of conflicting desires between a conscious and subconscious level.
I’ve noticed since running Wanted Black there’s a very big reluctance to becoming more attractive. Or rather I’ve got a sort of “safe” level of attraction I feel my mind works with. I think I’ve seen some physical shifting on this title, but I definitely feel as if it’s sort of held back.
Has anyone else experienced this? Besides the aura, looking good physically is the most direct way to get attention. I’m wondering if because I’m not comfortable with direct attention I’m inadvertently shutting down the physical shifting as well.
I did run DRLD yesterday so it sounds like it helped me find something that might be bottlenecking WB. I know WB isn’t exactly the best sub for those who aren’t comfortable with being in the spotlight. But I’m at a point in my life where I’ve realized there’s always SOMETHING that has me avoiding and trying to find a more comfortable path, inevitably it leads to disappointment. I think it’s something I need to work through, but I don’t think it nullifies the benefits I’ve gotten from WB so far.