...- Physical Shifting and Romance Focus

praisetheurdtree · August 5, 2022, 12:54am

Cycle 4 Day 1 - Emperor + Angel

Pattern

After nearly 3 cycles with the slide pattern, I’m back on the standard 3 sub listening pattern.

The challenge

I’ve got 4 days to prepare for 3 weeks of hell.

I’m fasting for 5 days and slowly cutting out cigarettes and coffee.

Today I’ve had 3 cups of coffee, 1 peice of nicotine gum, and 2 cigs. The limit is 5 cigs a day, 3 cups of coffee, and nothing else but water for 4 days. On Monday, day 5, I will do a full fast: nicotine gum, and water only. Starting Tuesday, I’ll do vegetarian keto because it’s the hardest diet I’ve ever done, no cigs, probably no coffee, and no booze.

Results

Ran into an old friend yesterday. We were both wearing flats (Van’s) and we were the same height. This dude absolutely used to be taller than me.

Height increase: 1-2 inches confirmed.

What else?

Back to work now. Stay tuned for more in the coming days and weeks. Might go ghost on here for a while, might not. Idk how this challenge will effect me.

Geoff · August 5, 2022, 3:12am

If your goal is to quit smoking, not temporarily stop…I can suggest using cream of tartar (the white powder) in the spice aisle.

1 tbs in juice in morning, kills cravings. It’s how I quit smoking 4 years ago. I used it 2 or 3 times a day.

Lion · August 5, 2022, 4:01am

Man, you are crushing it with the results.

I know you have banned yourself from making customs but just throwing this idea out there for future reference:

Emperor + HoM custom.

praisetheurdtree · August 5, 2022, 4:51am

That’s interesting. I’m gonna look into that!

praisetheurdtree · August 5, 2022, 5:04am

I love that idea. That might be the game plan for next year!

praisetheurdtree · August 6, 2022, 12:04am

Cycle 4 Day 2 - Rest

The Final Change of The Year…

I wrote a long post detailing my thoughts…then I realized that I don’t understand a darn thing. I really don’t. I don’t really understand how these products work and I don’t need to.

I’m dropping my custom and will run EmP, Wanted, and Limit Destroyer for the rest of the year to complete this (mostly) focused experiment. I’ll finish this cycle with the current stack (EmP, Wanted, and Angel) then I’ll drop Angel and run EmP, Wanted, and LD.

Why Drop Angel?

Wanted is simply the better bang for the buck. It’s big, it’s comprehensive, and it has everything I want. My custom is somewhat redundant now. Why continue using it when I might get better results by dropping it and adding LD?

praisetheurdtree · August 6, 2022, 6:39pm

Cycle 4 Day 3 - Wanted

Small result today. I was doing some mental math, trying to calculate the calories that I had eaten, and I did it far quicker and more effortlessly than ever before. Hard to explain, but there was an “ah-ha,” moment where I got multiplication in a way I never have before–I visualized the numbers I was multiplying, and reversed them to get the answer. The cognitive enhancement part of Emperor is starting to appear, so that’s great.

Other News–The Fast

I fasted until late last night. I had a small mental breakthrough (facilitated by the fasting) and deep down, I knew that I was done fasting for the moment. So I called some friends up and organized a dinner–it was great, very fun, very socially free, and the right call.

I had a smoothie, multivitamin, and 5 protein bars (fancy, wholefood bars, no added crap) for breakfast this morning, and now I’m fasting again. I was going to just fast today, but I ate a lot of meat and alcohol last night, so I figured I’d probably feel better if I ate something clean and vegetarian today. From personal experience, fasts are always easy when you’re vegetarian or vegan the day before you fast, it’s just easier on the body.

I bought all the supplies needed for my 21 days of hell, so I will be starting that on 8/8/22. I’ll be fasting from right this second until 8/8 and all other aspects of the experiment will go as previously planned.

Return of the Emperor

Recon is over and the Emperor is back! God it feels good to be back. Daredevil really bloomed last night too, so that was nice to see, I’m glad I decided to finish this final cycle with my custom before I drop it for LD.

Results

Not much to report. Well, I guess there is, but nothing at this time. My experience running a stack for the long haul is that the results just keep coming, day in, day out, and they keep getting better, deeper, more powerful–what I’m saying is that I have so many results so often that it’s difficult to pin down exact events to report on.

For example. I manifest people on a near daily basis now, so there doesn’t seem to be a need to report on it.

For another example. I’m sexually active nearly every day now, so again, no need to report on it.

For another example. I’ve become the guy that goes out and brings people together and it happens often, so no need to report on it, it’s just normal.

General Thoughts

I’m entering a space of focus, where I really need to nail down exactly what my romantic goals are. Currently, I’m seeing a single girl and it’s great. But, I need to make a decision. Am I going to be exclusive with this girl, or am I going to branch out and play the field?

I also need to make some other life decisions.

Part of what this fast and 21 days of hell is for is to cut the horseshit out of my life so I can focus and ask myself these deep questions.

Edit
Also, thank you again @Lion for having the answer I needed. The only reason I haven’t dropped my custom sooner, was EmPfit Height Inducer, but now that I know for a fact that it’s in Wanted, I’m willing to throw the custom out and just completely focus on EmP and Wanted.

Lion · August 6, 2022, 7:02pm

A good rule is to wait until you are between 30 to 35 to date exclusively. Until then, build wealth, develop your physique and play the field. It helps you understand women better, build your frame and become more mature.

Plus younger women find older men attractive. You can date someone between 25 to 28 then (when you are between 30 to 35/37) for a long term relationship which eventually leads to marriage. Women are better able to be mothers between 25 to 28 since this is the ideal combination of maturity and fertility in women.

Another thing to note is to consider marriage only if you want children. And the surety of wanting children should be equal or over the range of 8 out of 10. If the desire is low or you are not sure whether you want children, it isn’t a good idea to get married.

Anyways, this is just something I heard somewhere else and it seemed to me good advice. Feel free to consider it or ignore it entirely after thinking over it.

praisetheurdtree · August 6, 2022, 7:24pm

This is excellent advice…and when I think about it, that gives me another 10 years to really get my shit together and become a super trillionaire…I’ll still be young too. A guy doesn’t really start getting “old” until he’s in his 50s or 60s.

praisetheurdtree · August 8, 2022, 5:01pm

Cycle 4 - Day 5 Emperor + Angel

I had a nightmare lastnight. Nightmare might be the wrong term, but there were aspects of the dream that were deeply disturbing.

I was at a party and my current girl was hanging out with this other dude, and I kept walking around the house, spying on them. Then a girl from my past came to the party and she was absolutely monstrous. She looked like a reptilian, flat faced, crone, covered in scales, and screaming. She was over dosing on drugs and started rocking on the floor. She was dying. The ambulance came and picked her up.

I saw her on the hospital, and she looked like herself again, but I had nothing to say to her. I was glad she was alive, but since I knew she was okay, I didn’t want to hang around and catch up.

Then I went to work and another girl asked me out. I spent the rest of the dream trying to figure out how to take her on a date without anybody seeing us.

The dream means a lot to me, but I think I’ll keep my interpretations to myself.

The Challenge

Has not begun.

I’ve been struck by an understanding recently.

Everything that the subs give you, are things you can get on your own. Obviously. Or it should be obvious.

The reason why this is important is because choosing subs is then about priority.

For example, I thought about adding True Sell and Spartan to develop sales and discipline, but those are two skills I can acquire without the subs–people have been doing it for thousands of years. I guess what I’m saying is that the mental space for subs is precious and limited, so I have to choose what I do on my own and what I do with the subs.

If I change the stack, I change the stack. Neither good or bad, but this is a balance of knowing what battles I want to fight on my own.

Emperor and Wanted are simply too precious. So, I’ll have to develop my sales skills and discipline the old fashioned way. Plus, EmP and Wanted will help me, so long as my goals are congruent with the subs, EmP and Wanted will help me develop the skills.

If discipline makes me more attractive to women, Wanted will help. If sales skills makes me wealthier, EmP will help.

praisetheurdtree · August 9, 2022, 5:16pm

Cycle 4 Day 6 - Rest

Dreams

Had another nightmare, I think it was a good sign. I always gotta remind myself that you should never take dreams literally but look for the emotional paint strokes. The emotional paint strokes of the dream tell a story of bravery. I won’t get into the details of the dream, because it’s too personal to be relevant, but I will say this: in the dream, something scary was happening and my dream self started doing affirmations in the presence of the scary circumstances.

A little backstory. I’ve created a few mantras for myself, affirmations that I say all day long in order to remind myself to let go, to not give in to fear and anger, and to appreciate how great my life is (among other things, there’s a list of little mantras that I’ve come up with). It works for me. In the dream, my dream self was saying the mantras in the face of fear. This means that the mantras have worked their way deep into my subconscious and this is a very positive sign.

After last night’s nightmare, I think I have a better idea of what’s going on. Weeks ago I had a nightmare about being a thief; two nights ago a dream about love, cheating, and death; and last night a dream about being in physical danger. When I take all the dreams together, it seems like this is evidence of my subconscious reconciling my deepest fears around the stack. Fears around money fears around romance, and fears around physical safety. Overall, no matter how disturbing the dreams were, this is fantastic news!

Fears

Recon has been happening recently, and I’ve also been pushing the envelope recently. I’m pushing for more, I’m pushing to expand myself. I pushed myself to flirt with another girl yesterday, seemed to work out pretty well. I pushed myself to pursue a new job, a sales job (something that scares the ass out of me), and I’ve been pushing myself socially. I gotta keep pushing to grow.

My guess is that since I’m pushing myself, I’m getting recon because now the sub has more pathways to manifestation to work with which means more opportunities for change, which means more recon. So, it is what it is.

Clarity Needed

I need some clarity in my life around my goals in order to really get what I want. You can’t get what you want if you don’t know what you want. I feel like the more I give my the stack to latch on to, the better the results. The more I talk to girls, the more girls like me. The more I talk to people, the better I get with people. ETC ETC ETC ETC ETC ETC!!!>…

Right, I need to clarify to myself what I want in love and romance. That’s it. I have a girl, we aren’t dating but we are exclusive. There are, at minimum, 2 other girls that I could be pursuing right this moment, and that’s if I expend no effort to meet new girls. I just need to decide what I want so the subs can give me what I want, simple as that.

praisetheurdtree · August 13, 2022, 7:21pm

Cycle 4 - Day 10 Rest

More nightmares and big changes. Here’s another pet theory, the more you push to improve, the more recon, the better results.

Last few days I’ve been in hard recon, but it’s all good.

Not much else to note. Big changes coming soon.

praisetheurdtree · August 18, 2022, 4:35pm

Cycle 4 Day 15 Wanted

Well, there’s been a bit of a rubber banding. I won so much and now I don’t feel that great. Soon I will be starting a graduate degree at a pretty prestigious university, and starting yet another chapter of my life. I’ve finally decided on a business that I’m going to throw myself into, and generally all things are going well.

My body is still maintaining a lower than average body fat percentage without me trying. I’m stronger, more fearless in the face of death (tested with extreme sports), and more physically capable than I’ve been in my life without really exercising, and with the exception of a few minor setbacks, I’m wealthier than I’ve ever been (still not wealthy yet).

I’m ready for Limit Destroyer to take this to a new level, I really am. I feel like I’ve hit a wall that I can’t push past without healing…I don’t know if that’s true, it’s probably not true, but I think that after all these months of progress, it’s time for healing in my stack.

I guess all the Recon nightmares are probably a fantastic sign of even deeper and more positive change.

New Plan

I will stay on Emperor and Wanted for the next full year, until August 2023. The third sub in the stack will change as time goes on, but I’m committed to EmP and Wanted for the long haul. They’ve given me so much of what I want–despite the low points–that there really is no need for me to change.

Next I’ll run LD in the third slot for a while, and take it from there. I don’t feel like I can plan in advance because I really don’t know what “problems” will continue to be problems after running LD. Might run HoM or GLM or wealth titles, not sure yet!

praisetheurdtree · August 21, 2022, 12:28am

Cycle 4 Day 17 Emperor and Angel

I’m trying to master the art of not being afraid of my own fear. Fear of fear is the surest way to lose.

I know my brain is trying to “protect” me, that’s all fear is. So it’s a dance, a dance of prooving to myself that fear is not the answer.

Fear is an opportunity.

praisetheurdtree · August 24, 2022, 5:25am

Cycle 4 Day 20 Rest

These subs are sneaky. I laid the foundation for my online business, made a girl fall in love with me, solved some personal problems and generally did well.

Lion · August 24, 2022, 4:24pm

How true

praisetheurdtree · August 25, 2022, 3:44pm

Cycle 4 Day 21 Emperor + Angel

Well, here I am again. I’m allowing myself a few seconds to fully embrace the reality of my current life.

The guiding lesson going forward is to turn off the ego and trust the subliminals. So long as I stay out of my own way, keep my intentions strong and focused, and allow my intuitive guidance to shine, everything always happens exactly how I want it to happen. That’s just an honest statement.

I’m sitting in the shade, on the campus of a prestigious university, about to be inducted into a grad program. A girl, that almost broke up with me just a few days ago, is now pretty much in love with me…

It’s funny, just a few months ago I felt like dying, like a failure, like I was on the brink of ruin, now I’m here

I now understand something about being a man. I understand that my job as a man, is to hold a position of power and confidence so that others around me feel safe to be vulnerable. It’s my responsibility and it’s what I want.

It’s a lot more fun to be strong.

One of the great myths is that life is supposed to be hard. It doesn’t have to be. Life can be well and truly effortless. Challenges happen, but that doesn’t mean life needs to be hard. The idea that life is hard is a state of mind, it’s possible to do even more work, to “work harder” and live more effortlessly.

Okay, meditation over. Next cycle is EmP, Angel, and Limit Destroyer. Nose to grind stone.

What’s Next?

Expand even further socially, get my business off the ground, be an amazing student, and fully get tye body of my dreams.

praisetheurdtree · August 29, 2022, 12:38am

Cycle 4 Washout Day 4

I’m decided. Next for me is EmP, Wanted and LD for the rest of the year. It’s time for some healing in my stack.

Let me put it this way, when I started I was Mr “does she like me?” Shy, nervous, anxious. 10 minutes ago I was in the grocery store and the cashier was cute, in my head I said “I could have her if I wanted,” so I walked up to the counter, and boom that energy alone was enough to get her to flirt with me.

What I’m trying so say, is that I’m ready to slow down and let some deeper healing happen. I’m glad I went hard with the subs all these months, but now I’m ready so spend some time healing and expanding upon the goals of the stack.

I’ve also decided that I’m going to be on EmP and Wanted for another full year. So total, that’s about a year and 6 months or so. I’ll be playing with the third slot. Will probably run HoM for a while. Might run TS or DD also. Will probably be changing the third sub every 3 cycles starting next year. Hell, I might run As Above and or Mind’s eye for some deeper magic stuff.

Edit

Changed my mind. I’m gonna run “A Love Bomb For Humanity” for the rest of the year. Might as well test out the new tech. Also, it’s a healing sub with some stuff that’ll help me.

praisetheurdtree · August 29, 2022, 5:01pm

Cycle 4 Washout Day 5

I’m ready for Love Bomb for humanity. It’s pretty amazing, just after reading the product page and posting yesterday’s update, I ran into an old friend, a dude at work bought me a gift, and a guy I did a gig for sent me some money.

I think my subconscious wants it and is letting me know that it’s the path forward. How this could happen without running it, well I think it’s EmPs positive manifestations scripts.

Oh, also the friend I ran into yesterday sent me a Goodluck text this morning–as I start classed for my Grad school today.

I’ve had other instant manifestations, but this one was pretty dramatic and fast.

I’ll start tomorrow with a solo loop of LBforH.

praisetheurdtree · August 30, 2022, 3:04pm

Cycle 5 Day 1 A Love Bomb for Humanity

Just ran my first loop and so far, so good. Recon, of course, does not happen instantly so I shouldn’t really expect anything noticeable while sitting alone in my room…or should I?

Last night, I went to the store to get some cigarettes with a friend of mine, when we got to the front of the line he turned to me and whispered “I forgot my wallet; can I pay you back?” I, didn’t think much of it but had to double check my bank to make sure I had enough money to cover it, I did. I paid, and all was fine. Didn’t think anything of it for the rest of the night.

While running Love Bomb FH, the memory of last night came back and for a slight moment, there was anger. My internal dialogue started spinning this story about how he had “taken advantage of me” and that everybody takes advantage of me. Then I stopped myself and realized that, that was a really stupid conclusion to jump to. Why should I automatically assume that someone has negative intentions toward me when they haven’t done anything to suggest that they do? To put it another way, in the absence of evidence, assuming negative intentions is not rational.

The above is DEEP CHILDHOOD TRAUMA that I didn’t realize I still carried around with me, so I’m really glad I decided to begin this healing journey.

I Wonder…

I wonder how A Love Bomb for Humanity will affect my stack. I’ve been working a lot on embracing my darkness and this is something that I feel is important to my continued development.

I imagine that A Love Bomb for Humanity will accelerate my results by giving me a foundation of self-love and transcendental love for humanity around me. So far as I can tell, it’s not going to instill ethical values in me that I don’t agree with and or would cause recon, it’s just love.

From a position of love, the master might break the student’s figure to save him from losing an arm. So, I should be able to continue healing by embracing my shadow side without any issues, thoughts?

I’m Excited

For the new leg of the journey. These subliminal have been with me through several major life changes, and I’m finally starting my healing journey.

A Commitment

I am committed to running A Love Bomb for Humanity for at least 2 cycles. That should be the bare minimum for me to see if it’s useful for me or not. If I choose not to continue running the program, then I will switch to Limit Destroyer. Regardless. I’m committed to running healing subs for the rest of the year. No questions asked.

Next year is still up in the air, I’m committed to running Emperor and Wanted until this time next year, but in terms of the third subliminal, I just don’t know yet. Once I finish my 4 months of healing, then I’ll probably have a much better idea of what I want to do and where I want to go. It’s possible that I’ll spend the rest of the year on Love Bomb for Humanity, and start the new year off with a few cycles of Limit Destroyer… As @lrw (I believe) said in a post to another here on the form, planning too far in advance doesn’t make sense with subs because you don’t know how much you will change by the time you get there. You might plan to run a program, but when the time comes, you no longer need it or want it. I think of that often and will not plan too far in advance.

Sure, it sounds like I’m contradicting myself because I’m planning to run Emp and Wanted for a long time, and perhaps I am, but it all makes sense to me. Emperor and Wanted have placed me on a very specific path in life and I want to keep walking down it.