...- Physical Shifting and Romance Focus

[praisetheurdtree]

Cycle 3 Washout Day 4

Well, I’ve had a new insight into this process. If anyone reads this, I’m curious to know how you feel about it. I have a theory that there can be conscious resistance to a goal but no subconscious resistance to the goal.

Here’s what I mean. I’m constantly manifesting friends and romantic opportunities. This is happening nearly every day, yet I find myself consciously fighting it. The only way that I can make sense of this is to think that my subconscious mind has integrated and desires me to be romantically and sexually free, but my conscious mind is still weighed down by limits and fears.

The good news is that my dumb thoughts have no bearing on manifestation because my subconscious seems to be manifesting these situations regardless of how scared I feel.

So, what I’m rounding to is this. Now that the manifestations are here and are here to stay, do I need to do some conscious work on myself to accept the manifestations? Perhaps I need to consciously think about it, and consciously accept or reject these friends and partners that are entering my life?

Stack
110% positive that I’m returning to the legacy stack of this experiment: EmP, Wanted, and Angel. HoM is certainly amazing and someday will be great for me, but the more physical shifting, internal power, social connections, and personal growth that I accomplish in the remaining 6 cycles of this experiment, the better prepared I will be for next year.

I’m glad I made the mistake of switching to HoM in the middle of a cycle because it was a valuable lesson in remembering to respect these products. Focus. Focus. Focus is the key to success in almost any endeavor–from business to sexual performance. I have goals with this stack. It’s better to focus on mastering this stack now, than to quit in the first third of the race. I still have 6 cycles left this year, all 6 of them will be EmP, Wanted, and Angel. There is truly no need to switch.

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@praisetheurdtree Do we create thoughts or do we receive them?

Conscious mind is just awareness that has i.e. willpower and desires …and…the power to suppress and become unaware of what is.

Have you heard about visual squash? I think this technique relates alot to what you are experiencing, if interested check out NLP Technique | Visual Squash - YouTube

[praisetheurdtree]

@aaa

Do we create thoughts or do we receive them

Thoughts probably just happen automatically, right? It’s our assumption that we create them that leads to problems, no?

That video is interesting. I’ll try that technique before bed and see what happens.

[Deadpool]

Is this still your custom Angel?

Angel
Primal Seduction Core
Daredevil Core
ASP Hair
Male Enhancement
Height Inducer
Voice Master
Etherial Presence
Elegance
Ebon Maneuver
Furious Ascent

[praisetheurdtree]

Yes indeed!

[praisetheurdtree]

Cycle 3 Washout Day 5

I think the time is now to really ramp things into high gear.

I’m suddenly not feeling great about my physical appearance, my unhealthy habits–my life style in general. I felt like such a winner for so long, now I don’t feel as great. It’s recon, it’s always recon.

My ego wants me to do something drastic, make a drastic lifestyle change.

I want to do something for the ego, something drastic, like I said. Perhaps now is the time to do something drastic–an act of pure, chaotic, willpower.

What I want to do

I want to do something physically unreasonable just to prove that I can. I want to quit smoking cold turkey, quit drinking, go on a drastic diet, restart my meditation practice, get consistent with my workouts, start yoga, and just hammer my mind and body into submission. It’s pure ego. I want to feel unbreakable, unstoppable, undaunted by the challenge. I love my body, I don’t want to punish it, I want to master it.

I don’t need to do this. There is no reason to do this. The subliminals have my back. I can and do, effortlessly get what I desire.

I wanted to get lean: happened without me trying.

I wanted friends: here they are.

I wanted romance: too many women to handle and more on the way.

I wanted companionship: done.

I wanted money: without trying I’m making more than I have in my life. Imagine what I could do if I tried.

I wanted peace: more often than not, I’m bliss.

So why should I do this? No reason at all. At this point, I’m pretty sure that I could be one of those people that smoke a pack a day and never get cancer–that’s the power of creating your own reality.

So why should I do something so unnecessary? What is the point? I have to be honest here, doing this will not help me with my goals (won’t hurt either, totally neutral) so why do it?

I don’t know and maybe I don’t need to know. Any reasons I invent would be a lie.

For 21 days I want to absolutely kill it. I want to push my limits so far that there is no option but for reality to reshape itself to my desires.

Maybe I’m looking for enlightenment. Maybe I just want to test myself.

There’s a fire inside beckoning me to become one with the embers.

Maybe this is the warrior that exists in the soul of all human beings.

I don’t know what or why it’s calling me, but it calls.

If I Did Do Something…

I would quit smoking and drinking cold turkey, probably even quit caffeine. Nothing but water.

I would fast for a few days.

I would break the fast and finish the 21 days with strict vegetarian keto.

I would take all my vitamins and supplements.

I would lift weights once a week, run once a week, and do yoga once a week.

I would meditate daily.

Cold shower and breath work daily.

I would read daily.

I would get even closer to my friends and family.

I would work even harder at my day job.

I would completely throw my body, mind, and soul into every sexual encounter.

I would write daily.

In 21 days…I would be unrecognizable.

Should I Do This?

I don’t know…I have until Monday to prepare my body and mind. I could taper off caffeine, fast for a few days, and spend a few days using nicotine replacements.

4 days to prep for 21 days of hell…not sure who I’d be on the otherside.

[praisetheurdtree]

Cycle 4 Day 1 - Emperor + Angel

Pattern

After nearly 3 cycles with the slide pattern, I’m back on the standard 3 sub listening pattern.

The challenge

I’ve got 4 days to prepare for 3 weeks of hell.

I’m fasting for 5 days and slowly cutting out cigarettes and coffee.

Today I’ve had 3 cups of coffee, 1 peice of nicotine gum, and 2 cigs. The limit is 5 cigs a day, 3 cups of coffee, and nothing else but water for 4 days. On Monday, day 5, I will do a full fast: nicotine gum, and water only. Starting Tuesday, I’ll do vegetarian keto because it’s the hardest diet I’ve ever done, no cigs, probably no coffee, and no booze.

Results

Ran into an old friend yesterday. We were both wearing flats (Van’s) and we were the same height. This dude absolutely used to be taller than me.

Height increase: 1-2 inches confirmed.

What else?

Back to work now. Stay tuned for more in the coming days and weeks. Might go ghost on here for a while, might not. Idk how this challenge will effect me.

[Geoff]

@praisetheurdtree

The limit is 5 cigs a day

If your goal is to quit smoking, not temporarily stop…I can suggest using cream of tartar (the white powder) in the spice aisle.

1 tbs in juice in morning, kills cravings. It’s how I quit smoking 4 years ago. I used it 2 or 3 times a day.

[Lion]

Man, you are crushing it with the results.

I know you have banned yourself from making customs but just throwing this idea out there for future reference:

Emperor + HoM custom.

[praisetheurdtree]

That’s interesting. I’m gonna look into that!

[praisetheurdtree]

I love that idea. That might be the game plan for next year!

[praisetheurdtree]

Cycle 4 Day 2 - Rest

The Final Change of The Year…

I wrote a long post detailing my thoughts…then I realized that I don’t understand a darn thing. I really don’t. I don’t really understand how these products work and I don’t need to.

I’m dropping my custom and will run EmP, Wanted, and Limit Destroyer for the rest of the year to complete this (mostly) focused experiment. I’ll finish this cycle with the current stack (EmP, Wanted, and Angel) then I’ll drop Angel and run EmP, Wanted, and LD.

Why Drop Angel?

Wanted is simply the better bang for the buck. It’s big, it’s comprehensive, and it has everything I want. My custom is somewhat redundant now. Why continue using it when I might get better results by dropping it and adding LD?

[praisetheurdtree]

Cycle 4 Day 3 - Wanted

Small result today. I was doing some mental math, trying to calculate the calories that I had eaten, and I did it far quicker and more effortlessly than ever before. Hard to explain, but there was an “ah-ha,” moment where I got multiplication in a way I never have before–I visualized the numbers I was multiplying, and reversed them to get the answer. The cognitive enhancement part of Emperor is starting to appear, so that’s great.

Other News–The Fast

I fasted until late last night. I had a small mental breakthrough (facilitated by the fasting) and deep down, I knew that I was done fasting for the moment. So I called some friends up and organized a dinner–it was great, very fun, very socially free, and the right call.

I had a smoothie, multivitamin, and 5 protein bars (fancy, wholefood bars, no added crap) for breakfast this morning, and now I’m fasting again. I was going to just fast today, but I ate a lot of meat and alcohol last night, so I figured I’d probably feel better if I ate something clean and vegetarian today. From personal experience, fasts are always easy when you’re vegetarian or vegan the day before you fast, it’s just easier on the body.

I bought all the supplies needed for my 21 days of hell, so I will be starting that on 8/8/22. I’ll be fasting from right this second until 8/8 and all other aspects of the experiment will go as previously planned.

Return of the Emperor

Recon is over and the Emperor is back! God it feels good to be back. Daredevil really bloomed last night too, so that was nice to see, I’m glad I decided to finish this final cycle with my custom before I drop it for LD.

Results

Not much to report. Well, I guess there is, but nothing at this time. My experience running a stack for the long haul is that the results just keep coming, day in, day out, and they keep getting better, deeper, more powerful–what I’m saying is that I have so many results so often that it’s difficult to pin down exact events to report on.

For example. I manifest people on a near daily basis now, so there doesn’t seem to be a need to report on it.

For another example. I’m sexually active nearly every day now, so again, no need to report on it.

For another example. I’ve become the guy that goes out and brings people together and it happens often, so no need to report on it, it’s just normal.

General Thoughts

I’m entering a space of focus, where I really need to nail down exactly what my romantic goals are. Currently, I’m seeing a single girl and it’s great. But, I need to make a decision. Am I going to be exclusive with this girl, or am I going to branch out and play the field?

I also need to make some other life decisions.

Part of what this fast and 21 days of hell is for is to cut the horseshit out of my life so I can focus and ask myself these deep questions.

Edit
Also, thank you again @Lion for having the answer I needed. The only reason I haven’t dropped my custom sooner, was EmPfit Height Inducer, but now that I know for a fact that it’s in Wanted, I’m willing to throw the custom out and just completely focus on EmP and Wanted.

[Lion]

@praisetheurdtree

But, I need to make a decision. Am I going to be exclusive with this girl, or am I going to branch out and play the field?

A good rule is to wait until you are between 30 to 35 to date exclusively. Until then, build wealth, develop your physique and play the field. It helps you understand women better, build your frame and become more mature.

Plus younger women find older men attractive. You can date someone between 25 to 28 then (when you are between 30 to 35/37) for a long term relationship which eventually leads to marriage. Women are better able to be mothers between 25 to 28 since this is the ideal combination of maturity and fertility in women.

Another thing to note is to consider marriage only if you want children. And the surety of wanting children should be equal or over the range of 8 out of 10. If the desire is low or you are not sure whether you want children, it isn’t a good idea to get married.

Anyways, this is just something I heard somewhere else and it seemed to me good advice. Feel free to consider it or ignore it entirely after thinking over it.

[praisetheurdtree]

@Lion

A good rule is to wait until you are between 30 to 35 to date exclusively. Until then, build wealth, develop your physique and play the field. It helps you understand women better, build your frame and become more mature.

This is excellent advice…and when I think about it, that gives me another 10 years to really get my shit together and become a super trillionaire…I’ll still be young too. A guy doesn’t really start getting “old” until he’s in his 50s or 60s.

[praisetheurdtree]

Cycle 4 - Day 5 Emperor + Angel

I had a nightmare lastnight. Nightmare might be the wrong term, but there were aspects of the dream that were deeply disturbing.

I was at a party and my current girl was hanging out with this other dude, and I kept walking around the house, spying on them. Then a girl from my past came to the party and she was absolutely monstrous. She looked like a reptilian, flat faced, crone, covered in scales, and screaming. She was over dosing on drugs and started rocking on the floor. She was dying. The ambulance came and picked her up.

I saw her on the hospital, and she looked like herself again, but I had nothing to say to her. I was glad she was alive, but since I knew she was okay, I didn’t want to hang around and catch up.

Then I went to work and another girl asked me out. I spent the rest of the dream trying to figure out how to take her on a date without anybody seeing us.

The dream means a lot to me, but I think I’ll keep my interpretations to myself.

The Challenge

Has not begun.

I’ve been struck by an understanding recently.

Everything that the subs give you, are things you can get on your own. Obviously. Or it should be obvious.

The reason why this is important is because choosing subs is then about priority.

For example, I thought about adding True Sell and Spartan to develop sales and discipline, but those are two skills I can acquire without the subs–people have been doing it for thousands of years. I guess what I’m saying is that the mental space for subs is precious and limited, so I have to choose what I do on my own and what I do with the subs.

If I change the stack, I change the stack. Neither good or bad, but this is a balance of knowing what battles I want to fight on my own.

Emperor and Wanted are simply too precious. So, I’ll have to develop my sales skills and discipline the old fashioned way. Plus, EmP and Wanted will help me, so long as my goals are congruent with the subs, EmP and Wanted will help me develop the skills.

If discipline makes me more attractive to women, Wanted will help. If sales skills makes me wealthier, EmP will help.

[praisetheurdtree]

Cycle 4 Day 6 - Rest

Dreams

Had another nightmare, I think it was a good sign. I always gotta remind myself that you should never take dreams literally but look for the emotional paint strokes. The emotional paint strokes of the dream tell a story of bravery. I won’t get into the details of the dream, because it’s too personal to be relevant, but I will say this: in the dream, something scary was happening and my dream self started doing affirmations in the presence of the scary circumstances.

A little backstory. I’ve created a few mantras for myself, affirmations that I say all day long in order to remind myself to let go, to not give in to fear and anger, and to appreciate how great my life is (among other things, there’s a list of little mantras that I’ve come up with). It works for me. In the dream, my dream self was saying the mantras in the face of fear. This means that the mantras have worked their way deep into my subconscious and this is a very positive sign.

After last night’s nightmare, I think I have a better idea of what’s going on. Weeks ago I had a nightmare about being a thief; two nights ago a dream about love, cheating, and death; and last night a dream about being in physical danger. When I take all the dreams together, it seems like this is evidence of my subconscious reconciling my deepest fears around the stack. Fears around money fears around romance, and fears around physical safety. Overall, no matter how disturbing the dreams were, this is fantastic news!

Fears

Recon has been happening recently, and I’ve also been pushing the envelope recently. I’m pushing for more, I’m pushing to expand myself. I pushed myself to flirt with another girl yesterday, seemed to work out pretty well. I pushed myself to pursue a new job, a sales job (something that scares the ass out of me), and I’ve been pushing myself socially. I gotta keep pushing to grow.

My guess is that since I’m pushing myself, I’m getting recon because now the sub has more pathways to manifestation to work with which means more opportunities for change, which means more recon. So, it is what it is.

Clarity Needed

I need some clarity in my life around my goals in order to really get what I want. You can’t get what you want if you don’t know what you want. I feel like the more I give my the stack to latch on to, the better the results. The more I talk to girls, the more girls like me. The more I talk to people, the better I get with people. ETC ETC ETC ETC ETC ETC!!!>…

Right, I need to clarify to myself what I want in love and romance. That’s it. I have a girl, we aren’t dating but we are exclusive. There are, at minimum, 2 other girls that I could be pursuing right this moment, and that’s if I expend no effort to meet new girls. I just need to decide what I want so the subs can give me what I want, simple as that.

[praisetheurdtree]

Cycle 4 - Day 10 Rest

More nightmares and big changes. Here’s another pet theory, the more you push to improve, the more recon, the better results.

Last few days I’ve been in hard recon, but it’s all good.

Not much else to note. Big changes coming soon.

[praisetheurdtree]

Cycle 4 Day 15 Wanted

Well, there’s been a bit of a rubber banding. I won so much and now I don’t feel that great. Soon I will be starting a graduate degree at a pretty prestigious university, and starting yet another chapter of my life. I’ve finally decided on a business that I’m going to throw myself into, and generally all things are going well.

My body is still maintaining a lower than average body fat percentage without me trying. I’m stronger, more fearless in the face of death (tested with extreme sports), and more physically capable than I’ve been in my life without really exercising, and with the exception of a few minor setbacks, I’m wealthier than I’ve ever been (still not wealthy yet).

I’m ready for Limit Destroyer to take this to a new level, I really am. I feel like I’ve hit a wall that I can’t push past without healing…I don’t know if that’s true, it’s probably not true, but I think that after all these months of progress, it’s time for healing in my stack.

I guess all the Recon nightmares are probably a fantastic sign of even deeper and more positive change.

New Plan

I will stay on Emperor and Wanted for the next full year, until August 2023. The third sub in the stack will change as time goes on, but I’m committed to EmP and Wanted for the long haul. They’ve given me so much of what I want–despite the low points–that there really is no need for me to change.

Next I’ll run LD in the third slot for a while, and take it from there. I don’t feel like I can plan in advance because I really don’t know what “problems” will continue to be problems after running LD. Might run HoM or GLM or wealth titles, not sure yet!

[praisetheurdtree]

Cycle 4 Day 17 Emperor and Angel

I’m trying to master the art of not being afraid of my own fear. Fear of fear is the surest way to lose.

I know my brain is trying to “protect” me, that’s all fear is. So it’s a dance, a dance of prooving to myself that fear is not the answer.

Fear is an opportunity.