You noticed much from the Aps Hair module?
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Oh yeah! Hair is healthier and thicker than it’s been in years. Hairline has moved forward a bit too.
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Wonderful, I’m getting it my Custom.
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Cycle 3 Day 19 Emperor
The quote above is from Day 8 of this cycle. I wrote in my manifestation journal that she would find me and give me her number. Guess what? She found me yesterday. I didn’t get her number though, here’s why–now I manifest that she will find me again. Might as well test this new power, haha.
I’ve now unlocked a new ability that’s been building for some time–the ability to directly manifest other people.
Things are going good. There was a little recon yesterday and I’ve also recently solved some financial issues.
I’ve been reading “The 48 Laws of Power” because I figured now would be a good time to do it–as my status rises, I’ve garnered some dislike from insecure people and need a little boost for protecting myself from manipulation. I want to run PCC, but I trust that reading the book while running EmP and HoM will be enough for the moment. Soon, I will run PCC–after I’ve run HoM for like 3 cycles and read 48 Laws a dozen times or so.
I will be making a new custom soon also. Probably a Wanted + Ascension Chamber core physical shifting custom. Now that I’m on HoM and EmP, my custom has some redundancy in it.
Body fat dropped again. I’m probably around 10-12% stable. I even tested it by having a huge cheat day with my girl and I lost weight.
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Cycle 3 Day 20 Rest
Did another cheat day. No significant weight gain at all. No bloating, even.
Other than that, not much to report. Got a raise at work. Opened some new pathways to money. Made some new connections.
Feeling good.
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Cycle 3 Day 21 Emperor: House of Medici + Angel
Hello Recon My Old Friend
Yeah, HoM is giving me recon for sure. It’s funny how these subs work. For me, every time I start a new sub, I get immediate results–quick and profound, then the Recon comes and results slow down. I now know that right on the other side of that slow down in results are the deeper results.
Recon is also a good sign–HoM is working. The HoM Recon is causing a lot of fear and it makes sense to me why I would be scared of it–it’s challenging my core beliefs about relationships. HoM is forcing me to strive for depth in my relationships and after a lifetime of being an introvert and months of being a social butterfly (thanks DD) now it’s pushing me to deepen and expand in a way I’ve ever operated before.
48 Laws
The book is helping the Recon. It’s boosting my social intelligence. After reading half the book, I’ve been able to see deeper into some of the people around me. One person in particular, I realized that I was outshining them and that they were getting resentful. Now I understand better that certain people are more sensitive and I need to be careful and attentive around them. This person needs to feel superior in certain ways and now that I understand that, I’m happy to take a step back and allow them to shine–after all, I don’t feel any need to be the only light on in a house.
I’d rather have an emotionally distant friend, than an enemy.
Given that both EmP and HoM have mentor manifestation goals, I’ll just assume that both subs want me to read this book, lol.
Stack Ideas
For me, it seems like it takes about 3 cycles for the results to really come on. I’m also running 3 titles (and have been since day 1) so I’m sure I’d get better results on less titles.
The plan is to keep Emperor and Angel for the rest of the year, and rotate back in Wanted after 3 cycles of HoM. So…
EmP, Angel, HoM x3 cycles
Emp, Angel, Wanted x3 cycles
I was also playing with the idea of…
EmP, Angel, HoM x3 cycles
HoM, Angel, Wanted x3 cycles.
Regardless, I’ll use one of the strategies above to finish out my experiment for this year. I’m just not sure yet and I can’t be sure until the time comes. I’m realizing that these subs take time. Emperor, for example, I haven’t event scratched the surface of what it can do for me, so I feel that it’s important that Emperor stay in my stack for a good long while without any breaks.
New Custom
I’m banning myself from making one. I’m in recon and not thinking straight about it. I have had the idea of making an EmP + Wanted core custom for next year. I mean, after spending all this time on both titles, it would make sense to do that.
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Cycle 3 Washout Day 3
I feel as if I’ve made a mistake by switching to HoM at the time that I did, but there is nothing I can do about it now.
My internal state has plummeted, I feel lonely and worried, and I just lost out on an investment that could have made me several thousand dollars because the funds didn’t clear in time so the sale was canceled.
Now I’m wondering, should I go back to the old stack, or stick it out with HoM? The initial results were great, then the recon came in toward the tail end of the cycle and caused some problems…
I was already getting results on EmP and I scrambled and added in HoM to expand upon the results EmP was giving me. Now, I feel this was a foolish choice…Or maybe not.
Failure doesn’t exist, only a rock to stumble upon, a lesson to keep your eyes peeled…But it sure feels bad to know that if things would have gone differently, I could have made enough money to pay off all my debts and get a new car.
DAMN IT!
I need to get my mind under control.
These subliminals work, but they aren’t a toy. They MUST be treated with respect. I made a foolish mistake by assuming that HoM would be easily integrated without any recon. I was foolish to think that a brand new subliminal that I’ve never run before wouldn’t cause recon. I was foolish to think that switching my stack in the middle of a cycle with several high-stakes things going on was a good idea. I was foolish to forget how powerful these products are and how much time it takes the mind to reconcile the paths they are trying to push you down.
Now what? That is the question. Now what?
In the last few days I’ve began gaining weight, my internal state has tanked, and my mood has been less than ideal. This is all recon, but I’m at a decision point.
I was playing with fire.
Do I return to Wanted, Emperor, and my Custom? After all, that stack was paying massive dividends.
Yes. I will return to the previous stack. Emperor is enough, it was a nice little experiment with HoM and I do believe that it will be making a return in the coming months, but I have a mission here and I will see it through to the end…
Or do I do something else?
edit/update
Ran a loop of AsC to kill the Recon. Feel a bit better now.
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Cycle 3 Washout Day 4
Well, I’ve had a new insight into this process. If anyone reads this, I’m curious to know how you feel about it. I have a theory that there can be conscious resistance to a goal but no subconscious resistance to the goal.
Here’s what I mean. I’m constantly manifesting friends and romantic opportunities. This is happening nearly every day, yet I find myself consciously fighting it. The only way that I can make sense of this is to think that my subconscious mind has integrated and desires me to be romantically and sexually free, but my conscious mind is still weighed down by limits and fears.
The good news is that my dumb thoughts have no bearing on manifestation because my subconscious seems to be manifesting these situations regardless of how scared I feel.
So, what I’m rounding to is this. Now that the manifestations are here and are here to stay, do I need to do some conscious work on myself to accept the manifestations? Perhaps I need to consciously think about it, and consciously accept or reject these friends and partners that are entering my life?
Stack
110% positive that I’m returning to the legacy stack of this experiment: EmP, Wanted, and Angel. HoM is certainly amazing and someday will be great for me, but the more physical shifting, internal power, social connections, and personal growth that I accomplish in the remaining 6 cycles of this experiment, the better prepared I will be for next year.
I’m glad I made the mistake of switching to HoM in the middle of a cycle because it was a valuable lesson in remembering to respect these products. Focus. Focus. Focus is the key to success in almost any endeavor–from business to sexual performance. I have goals with this stack. It’s better to focus on mastering this stack now, than to quit in the first third of the race. I still have 6 cycles left this year, all 6 of them will be EmP, Wanted, and Angel. There is truly no need to switch.
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@praisetheurdtree Do we create thoughts or do we receive them? 
Conscious mind is just awareness that has i.e. willpower and desires …and…the power to suppress and become unaware of what is.
Have you heard about visual squash? I think this technique relates alot to what you are experiencing, if interested check out NLP Technique | Visual Squash - YouTube
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Thoughts probably just happen automatically, right? It’s our assumption that we create them that leads to problems, no?
That video is interesting. I’ll try that technique before bed and see what happens.
Is this still your custom Angel?
Angel
Primal Seduction Core
Daredevil Core
ASP Hair
Male Enhancement
Height Inducer
Voice Master
Etherial Presence
Elegance
Ebon Maneuver
Furious Ascent
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Yes indeed!
Cycle 3 Washout Day 5
I think the time is now to really ramp things into high gear.
I’m suddenly not feeling great about my physical appearance, my unhealthy habits–my life style in general. I felt like such a winner for so long, now I don’t feel as great. It’s recon, it’s always recon.
My ego wants me to do something drastic, make a drastic lifestyle change.
I want to do something for the ego, something drastic, like I said. Perhaps now is the time to do something drastic–an act of pure, chaotic, willpower.
What I want to do
I want to do something physically unreasonable just to prove that I can. I want to quit smoking cold turkey, quit drinking, go on a drastic diet, restart my meditation practice, get consistent with my workouts, start yoga, and just hammer my mind and body into submission. It’s pure ego. I want to feel unbreakable, unstoppable, undaunted by the challenge. I love my body, I don’t want to punish it, I want to master it.
I don’t need to do this. There is no reason to do this. The subliminals have my back. I can and do, effortlessly get what I desire.
I wanted to get lean: happened without me trying.
I wanted friends: here they are.
I wanted romance: too many women to handle and more on the way.
I wanted companionship: done.
I wanted money: without trying I’m making more than I have in my life. Imagine what I could do if I tried.
I wanted peace: more often than not, I’m bliss.
So why should I do this? No reason at all. At this point, I’m pretty sure that I could be one of those people that smoke a pack a day and never get cancer–that’s the power of creating your own reality.
So why should I do something so unnecessary? What is the point? I have to be honest here, doing this will not help me with my goals (won’t hurt either, totally neutral) so why do it?
I don’t know and maybe I don’t need to know. Any reasons I invent would be a lie.
For 21 days I want to absolutely kill it. I want to push my limits so far that there is no option but for reality to reshape itself to my desires.
Maybe I’m looking for enlightenment. Maybe I just want to test myself.
There’s a fire inside beckoning me to become one with the embers.
Maybe this is the warrior that exists in the soul of all human beings.
I don’t know what or why it’s calling me, but it calls.
If I Did Do Something…
I would quit smoking and drinking cold turkey, probably even quit caffeine. Nothing but water.
I would fast for a few days.
I would break the fast and finish the 21 days with strict vegetarian keto.
I would take all my vitamins and supplements.
I would lift weights once a week, run once a week, and do yoga once a week.
I would meditate daily.
Cold shower and breath work daily.
I would read daily.
I would get even closer to my friends and family.
I would work even harder at my day job.
I would completely throw my body, mind, and soul into every sexual encounter.
I would write daily.
In 21 days…I would be unrecognizable.
Should I Do This?
I don’t know…I have until Monday to prepare my body and mind. I could taper off caffeine, fast for a few days, and spend a few days using nicotine replacements.
4 days to prep for 21 days of hell…not sure who I’d be on the otherside.
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Cycle 4 Day 1 - Emperor + Angel
Pattern
After nearly 3 cycles with the slide pattern, I’m back on the standard 3 sub listening pattern.
The challenge
I’ve got 4 days to prepare for 3 weeks of hell.
I’m fasting for 5 days and slowly cutting out cigarettes and coffee.
Today I’ve had 3 cups of coffee, 1 peice of nicotine gum, and 2 cigs. The limit is 5 cigs a day, 3 cups of coffee, and nothing else but water for 4 days. On Monday, day 5, I will do a full fast: nicotine gum, and water only. Starting Tuesday, I’ll do vegetarian keto because it’s the hardest diet I’ve ever done, no cigs, probably no coffee, and no booze.
Results
Ran into an old friend yesterday. We were both wearing flats (Van’s) and we were the same height. This dude absolutely used to be taller than me.
Height increase: 1-2 inches confirmed.
What else?
Back to work now. Stay tuned for more in the coming days and weeks. Might go ghost on here for a while, might not. Idk how this challenge will effect me.
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If your goal is to quit smoking, not temporarily stop…I can suggest using cream of tartar (the white powder) in the spice aisle.
1 tbs in juice in morning, kills cravings. It’s how I quit smoking 4 years ago. I used it 2 or 3 times a day.
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Man, you are crushing it with the results.
I know you have banned yourself from making customs but just throwing this idea out there for future reference:
Emperor + HoM custom.
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That’s interesting. I’m gonna look into that!
I love that idea. That might be the game plan for next year!
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Cycle 4 Day 2 - Rest
The Final Change of The Year…
I wrote a long post detailing my thoughts…then I realized that I don’t understand a darn thing. I really don’t. I don’t really understand how these products work and I don’t need to.
I’m dropping my custom and will run EmP, Wanted, and Limit Destroyer for the rest of the year to complete this (mostly) focused experiment. I’ll finish this cycle with the current stack (EmP, Wanted, and Angel) then I’ll drop Angel and run EmP, Wanted, and LD.
Why Drop Angel?
Wanted is simply the better bang for the buck. It’s big, it’s comprehensive, and it has everything I want. My custom is somewhat redundant now. Why continue using it when I might get better results by dropping it and adding LD?
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Cycle 4 Day 3 - Wanted
Small result today. I was doing some mental math, trying to calculate the calories that I had eaten, and I did it far quicker and more effortlessly than ever before. Hard to explain, but there was an “ah-ha,” moment where I got multiplication in a way I never have before–I visualized the numbers I was multiplying, and reversed them to get the answer. The cognitive enhancement part of Emperor is starting to appear, so that’s great.
Other News–The Fast
I fasted until late last night. I had a small mental breakthrough (facilitated by the fasting) and deep down, I knew that I was done fasting for the moment. So I called some friends up and organized a dinner–it was great, very fun, very socially free, and the right call.
I had a smoothie, multivitamin, and 5 protein bars (fancy, wholefood bars, no added crap) for breakfast this morning, and now I’m fasting again. I was going to just fast today, but I ate a lot of meat and alcohol last night, so I figured I’d probably feel better if I ate something clean and vegetarian today. From personal experience, fasts are always easy when you’re vegetarian or vegan the day before you fast, it’s just easier on the body.
I bought all the supplies needed for my 21 days of hell, so I will be starting that on 8/8/22. I’ll be fasting from right this second until 8/8 and all other aspects of the experiment will go as previously planned.
Return of the Emperor
Recon is over and the Emperor is back! God it feels good to be back. Daredevil really bloomed last night too, so that was nice to see, I’m glad I decided to finish this final cycle with my custom before I drop it for LD.
Results
Not much to report. Well, I guess there is, but nothing at this time. My experience running a stack for the long haul is that the results just keep coming, day in, day out, and they keep getting better, deeper, more powerful–what I’m saying is that I have so many results so often that it’s difficult to pin down exact events to report on.
For example. I manifest people on a near daily basis now, so there doesn’t seem to be a need to report on it.
For another example. I’m sexually active nearly every day now, so again, no need to report on it.
For another example. I’ve become the guy that goes out and brings people together and it happens often, so no need to report on it, it’s just normal.
General Thoughts
I’m entering a space of focus, where I really need to nail down exactly what my romantic goals are. Currently, I’m seeing a single girl and it’s great. But, I need to make a decision. Am I going to be exclusive with this girl, or am I going to branch out and play the field?
I also need to make some other life decisions.
Part of what this fast and 21 days of hell is for is to cut the horseshit out of my life so I can focus and ask myself these deep questions.
Edit
Also, thank you again @Lion for having the answer I needed. The only reason I haven’t dropped my custom sooner, was EmPfit Height Inducer, but now that I know for a fact that it’s in Wanted, I’m willing to throw the custom out and just completely focus on EmP and Wanted.
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