Philemon's Wandering Thoughts

LMFAO that’s actually hilarious

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Initial impressions is that LB is really taking priority at the moment.

Last night in bed I could feel a strong energetic sensation in my heart area and it was as if my whole body was vibrating.

The way I understand it is that if a sub takes priority over others it is a signal that there is a block relating to the content of the sub and the subconscious is making it a priority. No wonder there where so many syncronosities that brought me to using LB.

Its funny I am abit frustrated trying to find out what event in my life or childhood may have caused this potential block, but I have a sense that I just need to let go let it happen and let it all unfold. Trust that the sub is doing its thing.

I must add the way people are already treating me on this sub is fantastic.

A strong warmth and gravity from LB and WDB but still a strong respect from C&C.

(note Ive been running C&C since its release not counting a washout)

There is a very fine line between discipline and self harm.

I have been very disciplined in the past couple years, being in my early 20’s and working hard to have a more pleasant future. (I must say I also enjoy what I do). At many times though I have done stuff I didnt want to do because I felt strongly that it was the disciplined and right thing to do over and over discipline for the sake of discipline. This got quite hardcore in the sense I tried to take a holiday alone in 2022 and managed to go 3 hours before wanting to be productive. I have sacrificed alot of things I wanted to do to be productive.

Reminds me of a quote I read somewhere cant recall where. “Only a slave quantifies its existence through productivity”

This I think is quite positive overall but in many cases it came from a place of “I am not good enough and I need to do painful and challenging things to be better and worthy”. This is a frame I am now choosing to dissolve.

With LB today I can see the pendulum swinging to the other side abit. I felt very comfortable in doing nothing and just being lazy using the excuse of rest. There needs to be a balance where I can do things that challenge me from a position of self respect. “I am someone that gets it done because I am that guy and deserve these results” this is a much better frame.

That being said after after a big period of laziness I went to take an ice bath did a small workout and 2 min of stretching with red light therapy. Took some time to groom myself all from a position of self love and critically with no agenda. After that I just felt much much better and could really feel the love energy coursing through my body.

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Getting quite alot of recon from LB specifically.

Ironic that I got up to 4 min of C&C last cycle with no recon and fast blooms, but 30 seconds of LB is giving me quite intense recon on my rest day.

I am grateful that its happening. There is a strong sense of reassurance that I found the bottleneck of what part of me has been holding me back.

Ive identified with the financier emperor for years even before ever doing subliminals.
However. Unconditional self-love, the ability to receive without sabotage, to rest without guilt, finding success from internal worth rather than grind. Are never things I thought I needed to focus on.

Kingdom of heaven truly is within.

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Ive noticed with C&C that my chess score has improved alot without much practice.

Ive been running it since release and elo has gone up over 100 without playing much. I can tell it really comes from the chessboard empire feature. I am more aware of all the pieces on the board therefore making less mistakes and seeing more attacking opportunities. Also seems like I can see 1 or 2 moves ahead more than before.

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This morning woke up at 5 AM naturally after going to bed after midnight.

Played my LB loop shortly after waking up. Usually when this happens and I am abit sleep deprived I will just tough it out and not even try to fall back asleep. Intact usually I wouldn’t even be able to fall back asleep.

After about an hour awake I almost started falling asleep at my desk so I went back into bed and slept for another 3 hours waking up at 10 am…

This is completely alien for me im quite shoked that it even happened. I didnt feel guilt about waking up so late, feeling comfortable to letting myself rest. I am not going to play lawyer games and try analyse why I was able to fall back asleep in the first place. Struggle to fall asleep is something that has plagued me for a long time and is an accepted change that must signify something bigger within me.

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It seems I got through a recon block with LB now I can already feel the effects of the other subs I am using becoming in stronger.

WDB especially. When walking around the house its like I am gliding. I can feel the deep calm in my nervous system as-well. The physical shifting is activating in the form of a desire to take action on it. Unconsciously avoiding eating a snack, getting some sunlight (witch feel particularly good thanks to LB), as-well as a workout.

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I had a crazy manifestation within minutes. I assume its an effect of LB.

Went to play padel, its at a private club mostly surrounded by untouched rainforest. I started playing and I had the thought it would be cool to see the flying lemur (Colugo). It a very rare animal that looks alot like a massive flying squirrel. There is one that hangs around the area but you see it once a year if you are lucky.

A few min later not only did we see it but it swooped down almost touching me. After that it was perched on a tree for about 5 min while we played and it seemed mesmerized by me looking at me deeply. Note this is a rare wild animal that is usually very scared of humans. To see one so close is “once in a lifetime” type of event and it usually runs away. But it just stayed there looking at me.

I wonder if there is an LB effect on animals because I had lots of butterflies landing on me. A cat appeared out of nowhere and wanted scratches. LB is basically turning me into a disney princess lol.

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Someone reported something similar on LBfH, a raccoon even came in their house and started chilling with them.

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Watched this video about self love super interesting. This Chanel is great aswell.

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Dont tempt me.

The self love I am already feeling is very strong. Makes me want to share it with the world.

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I think I’ll try this anytime I want to make a raccoon friend

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I slept 10 hours again…

I am a person that struggles to stay asleep for 6-7 hours its been like that my whole life.

Its a very welcome change, although I am not sure if its coming from LB or the nervous system relaxation in C&C and WDB. Probably a combination of both.

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LB is making me explore non duality and self love extending to the universe as if it was me, its becoming very internal and spiritual.

My subconscious is heavily prioritizing LB over the other two subs Im using. 90%-5%-5%

I was abit worried about this when starting LB. Dont get me wrong its fantastic and I am sure it was abit of a bottleneck for me in terms of worthiness and accepting success. However I wanted to do this cycle to reach certain goals and use LB more as a booster.

I will certainly stick with it and give it time. Will see at the end of this cycle or when RICH Trader comes out if I will make changes.

For those of you with more experience with stacking would you recommend reducing the LB exposure and increasing the C&C, WDB?
I am also trying to focus on taking action of the other two titles, although I havent been quite social enough recently for WDB.

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According to my chats with an AI its a common theme with LB that it takes priority over other subs for a few weeks before the other subs tend to massively bloom through the raised vibration.

I will trust this and give it time actually.

I think it depends on your conscious guidance a bit. Results were definitely internal on most of LB, but if I consciously identified an area that LB could benefit other titles in, I’d typically see results there. Even with that, results were quite a bit internal. My personal conclusion I came to was that it’s similar to Regen, in that I’d probably see the most benefit in running a cycle every few months. Almost like inner maintenance and building off the last, without completely derailing the path I’m on with the rest of my stack.

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It levels out after a little while

I remember running Regeneration and Lovebomb initially

My first cycle hit me like a truck

Emotions, sadness

Afterwards the other titles (Emperor, RotNW) started to come in and fill the gaps

It’s worth working through though

It always is

If you have other goals though then yeah reducing exposure is something that’s been recommended

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Thanks for the replies.

Actually when going to bed last night had a moment of forgiving myself and others for events in my childhood that had given me negative views on money.

I will definitely stick with LB for a few cycles. Not only is it great on its own but I can sense once the initial density falls away its gonna cause blooms for my goals like crazy.

To many syncronosities led me to running this sub, Its certainly what I need the most at the moment.

Also I had a sudden and undetected change in how I saw my sub journey. Probably influence from C&C but I am seeing it far more long term. Ive been doing subs for abit more than half a year and had transformative results. Imagine what it will be like in 10 years. Plus Saint and Fire always innovating with new tech.

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I keep thinking about this. We’re pretty young now and the tech’s already insane. Almost all of our 20s are gonna be spent with insanely fast growth, both financial and personal. Realistically in 10 years, there might not even be a need to work. 10 years of active growth and development on top of the growth and development of these tools. I count myself very lucky that I found SubClub when I did.

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