Overhaul (QL, Emperor, Primal)

Everything he touches turns to…… some say excitement, others may say gold, while me I say both.

He is who I see when I envision myself in the driver’s seat and I call him GOLDFINGER.

Who do you see when you look in your drivers’ seat?

GOLDFINGER

  1. Emperor Core

  2. Primal Core

  3. SYNERGY: The Golden One

  4. SYNERGY: Carpe Vitam

  5. SYNERGY: Secrets of Seduction

  6. SYNERGY: Wonders of Life

  7. FOCUS: Carpe Diem Ascended

  8. Omnidimensional

  9. Mosaic

  10. Auric Overdriver

  11. Dragon Tongue

  12. Extreme Exercise Motivation

  13. Furious Ascent

  14. Victory’s Call

  15. YANA

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Thursday 11/07/24

  • Cycle 1, Day 13 Rest Day
    This week, I’ve been feeling some tension in the pit of my belly and my chest area. It seemed phantom at first and has become obvious. At first it seemed like it was related to just my cognitive abilities but it ahah gets exacerbated when I engage other certain thoughts, even apart from cognitive ones.

Today it went haywire. I met a new girl today and the first moment of encounter was very intense. I kept going my way as I had a test in 2 hours and needed to study and I didn’t feel the tension. I ended up going back to engage her and immediately the tension set in hard and just kept ramping up all through the time I spent with her. We went all the way to my reading spot and it felt like a cocktail of doubt and emotions was about to explode. I couldn’t focus, my mind was on everything and nothing. My heartbeat and the tension were rising, yet everything else was calm- even breaths, no tensed muscle etc. Like i was experiencing a form of duality. To say the least it was interesting and surreal.

I had to run 30 secs of BL & LE to help me focus. Ended up crushing the test though.
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The conclusion is that the tension has always been there, reacting to my thought processes and affecting my body, but, just beyond my awareness and QL has brought awareness to it to disintegrate it. My further understanding is the thoughts that exacerbate this tension are often laden with intense emotions coupled with limiting beliefs capping the expression or embodiment of said thoughts.

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Change is not just about accomplishing a goal.

The real change is about who you have become to accomplish said goal.

The accomplished goal is simply the evidence and confirmation of who you have become.

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Does the people’s consensus of reality apply to you, especially when you see beyond them?

Something I forgot to note from this.

The micro loops hit within seconds, like “yep, time to focus” and that was it for 3 straight hours. In the past I notice it after 1/2 - 1 hour later.

I’ve been frowning since Saturday and I can feel a crease in my brows. I try to relax my gaze, it relaxes halfway and then the frown comes back.

My awareness of the muscles there is crazy, like I can feel it morphing in real time, it almost feels over exaggerated. I have to push the brows up to make it seem like I’m not frowning.

[Edit]: There’s a change going on with my eyes. I went to get a haircut and at the salon, when I took a look at it, I immediately something felt off balance. The top and sides of the hair were off-balance, the hair was tilted to the side. Not even my barber noticed it at first. There’s some strain in my eyes as I’m writing this now.

[Edit]: Also noticed there’s a tilt in the ‘natural’ placement of my head.

On another note, Furious Ascent and Dragon Tongue in Goldfinger are online now.

Bringing in 30 sec of DR: LD once a week to drill deeper.

This is quite interesting.

I notice I was unconsciously doing this during my run of DR:LD and Genesis. I simply thought it was one of the mechanisms the subs operate with and I never really tried to observe how effective it was or try to explore it.

It seems making it a conscious habit has its benefits and its time to make it a habit.

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It’s not about control. If I control it, then is it really an experience for all parties involved?

Guiding instinctively seems better. I want to be the one guiding the experience. This way I get to be conscious while still going through said experience.

Now what is the difference between control and conscious guidance?

@AnswerGroup

Today is the last day of my cycle, going to run QL St1 2 mins and DR:LD 30 secs before bed.

Here are my results so far

Financial Results
Got into a forex academy for a heavily discounted price

  • Academy came with free signals
  • Academy got partnership with a reputable forex broker two weeks after we started.

Broker came with its own advantage/deal

  • Extra $50 when you fund your account
  • They have the lowest spread amongst other reputable brokers.
  • Personal advisor, to get me familiar with their platform and help with live trading. At this point more like a mentor.
  • Free signals for a month.

Another venture popping up

  • Currently on hold as the academy is doing a survey, to enable them propose a partnership with the parent company of said venture.

Applied for some jobs. Got two interviews.

Sold something I’ve been trying to sell for a while.

My current job became unusually slow and it’s given me more time to focus on my personal ventures.


Other Results
For this field I try to consciously maintain them, but now they’re improving

  • Posture
  • Body language
  • Breathing and relaxation
  • Self-care
  • Gratitude
  • Been having the urge to go for strolls.
  • My eyes feel more balanced and centered.
  • Colors are getting brighter.
  • I observe I say “fuck it” more frequently. My mindset is also improving in that direction too.
  • Creativity and focus are up. Although still very shallow, I can get into a flow state for short timeframes repeatedly for close to an hour without cognitive overload.
  • It seems I’m more motivated to improve my social life than my financials, but I’m getting some insane financial results.

Going Forward

  • Refine my goals in my private journal
  • Give a general structure to my days. I’ve always had a lot of energy, but there’s no motivation or direction to guide it in any direction I want. The structure will guide the energy towards my goals, till the motivation aligns.
  • Work with said structures.
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It’s slow, everything is moving slowly. At this point, I’m just coasting, lazy and not being proactive with my growth. Perhaps, that may most likely be my perception.

I want to be ’on’ constantly, to put it better, I’m trying to shift my entire way of being - baseline, mindsets, energy, approach etc - for good and forever.

I want it to happen as soon as possible. However, there is a lot of work going on at depth, that I currently cannot observe on the surface, which will enable me to enter an ‘on’ state.

The more constant I want this state to be, the deeper the work has to go. Like the roots of that oak tree that commands the landscape.

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More Results

  • Going in and out of focus and still able to follow what’s happening.

  • My thoughts are getting more structured than before and not becoming rigid in the process.

  • Time dilation is getting noticeable in any action I take - walking, cooking, cleaning. It seems to bend around my desire - working with time constraints, more immersion, boredom etc. it’s shocking getting this result from just QL stage 1.

  • Previously, my focus gaze used to come with a frown, which usually ended up in people asking me why I was angry; now, my gaze feels m more like a hawk’s gaze, the friend is not as intense as before, focus is clearer and I also can feel my pupils dilating and constricting in real time when focusing.

  • When I was younger, I got diagnosed with astigmatism in one eye and myopia in the other. It’s been over ten years now and I don’t clearly remember exactly how it was. Anyway, I got some prescribed lenses, kept misplacing them; at some point, I just stopped being bothered with it. For the longest time now, I thought my vision was fully corrected, but that doesn’t seem to be the case. I’d obvious now that I subconsciously learnt to cope with it by bending my head in unusual angles and adjusted my gaze for better focus. This has also affected my sense of balance and now everything is being reset.

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Don’t wait till the big results show up before you’re assured that you’re getting results.

The key is awareness, pay close attention and you will see results popping up left and right. The type of results that build up to give way for the big results.

If you observe them and try to understand them, you will see that achieving each of these small/underground results without consciously harnessing our minds (using subs) may be trickier or take significantly more time. But here you get them as the “small” results.

Have patience and pay attention.

Sadly, till now I haven’t been consciously paying the most attention I was afforded.

From my run of Genesis + DR:LD, to my run of RoM + Sanguine, I wasn’t present enough to clearly observe what was truly going on, I was only seeing the surface. I missed majority of the subtle changes and that’s why I still can’t nail down most of what has changed.

Anyway, it’s in the past now.

Just leaving this here
Time management

At this point, I can’t tell if I’m just so nonchalant or if I’m just so dissociated from my emotions and situation, and, can’t feel their depths.

Some interesting things I discovered about “presults”.

I got The Executive, haven’t run it, but my productivity has seen an uptick. I noticed Presults too when I read Emperor Qv2 sales page for the first time - I had extreme will power, focus and self-control for 3 months straight, without even purchasing the sub.

I think this happens as a result of internal visualization - engaging sensations and mental simulations to better understand something. It is a natural process that happens subconsciously and almost goes unnoticed. I see it as the base form of “the Raikov effect”

So as you read the sales page, your subconscious engages this process to better understand the sub, possibly even embodying it in the process to see how it suits you. It’s how you can tell the possible benefits of using the sub.

Also, the more engaged you are with it the more you’re most likely going to embody. I think this is why my results from subs skyrocketed after Genesis - it helps you become engaged with your journey, both consciously and subconsciously, which makes it a very beneficial sub, especially when you’re just starting your sub journey.

Recon finally lifted yesterday. Summary of the recon was

  • Something ain’t right. I felt disconnected in a sense. I couldn’t access some internal resources and it was disconcerting, I will admit, even frustrating. I didn’t feel grounded and I didn’t feel genuine, even to myself. It felt like I was just existing.
  • It felt like I wasn’t getting results, no matter the evidence I brought.
  • Proving difficult to shift how I chose to engage a situation, thought or behavior. Finding it difficult to consciously slow down and be in the moment.
  • As far as productivity goes, it was shit.
  • Heavy head, my processing queue was full.
  • The lawyer visited after a long while. Hurling doubts at me and trying to persuade me to switch stacks.
  • Even consciously trying to wind down didn’t help it.
More context

It seems like it was a three layered recon.

Firstly, I still had some DR: LD from my last cycle executing the entire week. I know this because my flavor of recon on it is this feeling of disconnectedness that I can’t really explain, which lasted the entire week.

Secondly, was from Ascension Chamber. For some reason, 2 min and above loop of it sometimes has quite the density for me. This was multiplied running after my custom GoldFinger.

Thirdly, was from my stack itself. I was getting results, but not exactly the way I wanted, and, I couldn’t identify and observe the changes occurring, which added a layer of undercurrent-frustration (the type of frustration that isn’t eating you alive, but annoying; and you know it’s there). Plus this brain re-wiring feeling I get between my temples on QL.

How I dealt with it

  • Consciously reminding myself to be patient as the payoff will be huge.
  • Journaling on anything that came to mind. Just opened my notepad and kept writing and editing till I was satisfied. Questions, answers to questions, even leaving some open ended.

A vision is an intention bookmarked in the vast tapestry of time.

The mad scientist in me is tingling, a lot of buzzing ideas I want to test.

It’s just so amazing how I’m guided to something I need in the current moment and it just makes sense, even though it didn’t before.

Can you grasp something you can’t envision?