That’s really good to know! Was it any more difficult, recon-wise?
hmm…
hmmmmmmmmmmmm
hmm…
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I would say rather the opposite.
While running it for 5 minutes, my biggest recon was waking up totally groggy. I felt like a truck hit me. My whole body was aching. Like my feet almost killed me, especially when I walked down the stairs. Sometimes I needed half an hour to be somewhat awake.
Once I’ve switched to full loops, this vanished instantly. It returned only after switching to KB2.
Keep in mind, I’ve listened to 5 minute loops for 2 cycles. So I built a base for the full loops.
IIRC Saint never did more than a few minutes because of recon.
How do you experience recon on KB1?
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I don’t get any recon on KBST1. 3-5 min loops.
Khan ST1 recon at the same duration started off with really intense recon, but each recon experience was extreme fuel for awareness of my shadow.
I got triggered, and realized I always get triggered and had just been suppressing it.
Same with anger and defensiveness.
Un-suppressing is hard and feels bad, hence recon, but it’s very good.
KB1 is smooth tho. Basically feeling everything you felt in that post by syntax where you said you watch less porn, are unphased by women, etc
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This guy…
The one you quoted above? Nice to hear.
I really like your rage post. I know there is so much anger and rage confined in me.
But I always had to be the nice boy. No anger allowed. “Or your mother might die”.
I plan to run Khan next year. I think with a year of KB I will be able to keep the sexual energy in check. Or my fiancee will suffer a bit 
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In terms of soreness I mean.
But she will have a few cycles of Seductress so I think she’ll be able to handle me.
I don’t know if you followed my struggles with KB3. Serious problems with sleep. I think i was to fast with stage 2. Made the urges return. But with a few loops of KB1 everything is fine again.
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Good to know. I’m doing a bunch of spiritual work s I’m actually planning on sticking with ST2 for a long time
I’ve spent ten years focused on spirituality. Now I need to bring a bit of order and stability in my life before I can afford spending time on spirituality again.
So I thought I spend one month on stage 2, get on to stage 3 so I get the famous energy boost when my custom arrives so I can start manifesting a job faster.
Wasn’t to clever. Always prepare properly.
Are you listening to any wealth subs atm, or are you focusing on inner growth alone?
No wealth subs. making a point of avoiding them at the moment
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This wasn’t in my bingo card for my boy ouroboros… not gonna lie
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Creativity has SKYROCKETED since combining Khan ST1 with KBST1.
The creativity effect from combining the KB/Khan is 10x stronger than KB alone.
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KB = Turns my sexual energy into creative energy
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KHAN = Takes it a step further and helps me express my sexual-creative energy.
I guess creativity is part of my empire… literally based on the fact that Khan is making me express it.
I got back into freestyle rapping today.
Some old blocks I had were no longer there
Just started belting out alone in the car to some Spotify beats and was flowing like I did at my all time best, sounding like childish Gambino on his sway in the morning freestyle…
Normally, I have a huge block, where i can’t rap unless I’m with people who are also rapping. Today I had no issue.
Khan black found the right creativity to resurface, rapping is an emotionally charged topic for me, it was what I always did with my best friend in high school, but then we drifted apart, then he died, and I just never did it again.
I realized, after rapping today...
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despite desperately wanting to rap in the car with people, I have never once asked anyone to do so
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i’ve unconsciously been sabotaging multiple creative efforts for 8+ years. I put effort into making raps, or writing stand up, or stage stories (all mediums I’ve performed in) but then delete the documents they’re stored in permanently, undoing all the work I put in
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i’ve had a vision for a long time of rapping with people in cars, filming it with good quality mics, and then making it into a video with all the best lines. But I had an unspoken rule “don’t ask anyone to rap” so I never took it seriously.
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that ^ would be a beautiful way to honor my friend’s memory.
These were profound to me, and brought tears to my eyes.
kb/Khan creativity is magic.
Maybe it’s all KB, and Khan just happened to be timed around when KB creativity kicked in, but I really feel like KB is allowing for the creative energy, and Khan is allowing for the creative expression
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I found my old HERO journals.
And wow, it made me remember how AT HOME I felt, running HERO
… Like it really was the dream sub for me and my ambitions. The only reason I quit running it was because it wasn’t that great of a sub for sales.
That abandoning of myself is EXACTLY why I am focused inwards right now.
I know that it’s not a choice between internal/external wealth, and that you can have both… but I’ve spent so long choosing external over internal that I need a period of readjustment, where I focus on the internal before attempting to pursue both with balance.
Before finding these journal posts, I had already done a full introspection and realized that HERO was one of the top 3 subs that I want in my Personal Development Stack.
That stack looks like this.
- LoveBomb/TWTP Custom with a bunch of modules targeting my weaknesses
- Khan Black, Stages 1-2… for 2 cycles each
- HERO
Goals for the personal development stack are
- Get my house in order
- Learn about my mind
- Be intentional about where I want my career to go
- Reconnect to nature/self/creativity and be less goal oriented, and more passion oriented, for this period of time,
Then I’ll move on to my “wealth” goals stack,
- ASBR (or my ASBR/NR custom) for my goal of having successful YT channel and of having a sales management business
- Khan Black Stage 3 to supercharge that motivation
- open third slot, for whatever I need, possibly LoTS/Spartan
My recreational plans for the next 8 weeks
That first phase pairs up nicely with the summer, where I have two weddings, 6 camping trips, a meditation retreat, and a road trip planned for the next 8 weeks. I’m gonna be a busy, and happy, boy. No need to work on wealth goals, just building the foundations of a brand/YT channel at most. I have good money from coaching clients who I talk to, which is not an insane amount, but I’m aware of how blessed I am to get paid good money just to talk to people I like talking to.
posts im finding about HERO
Washout begins
KBST2 - 2 mins
ending the washout earlier than 5 days as i feel very very ready for subs again, and i’m about to spend time camping, which will be a great place to integrate this “difficult” stage
Listened to LB the same day I listened to KBst2, also for 1 min
- mainly just because my partner wanted to listen to it and i was glad she was using subs to help find solutions
GOLD is interesting - really is like a multistage Chosen, plus way more
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WOW THE RECON HIT HARD.
Literally stayed awake just stressing about my life for 60 minutes after my partner went to bed, before I could fall asleep. That’s very unusual for me.
With my spiritual teacher, we’re starting to do more direct spiritual channel work very soon, and so it was a good time to start KB2.
However, we’re also going to be working on the foundations of all my life, every aspect.
So because I’m
- Working on the foundations for EVERY part of my life
- & Getting my ass kicked by KBST2 recon
I’ve decided to stack KB2 with none other than Genesis, to get an all around experience, introspection, dissolving of problems for action/KB2 to heal, and to give me fun/social scripting as my next 3 weeks are all travelling, going river rafting and camping, going to a wedding, and going over night hiking and camping immediately upon returning home.
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KB and it’s stack interactions
So far…
For stages 1-2…
as i’ve been experiencing them
Khan ST1 and Khan Black ST1 = deconstruction, shadow work, & The “journey to hell”
KBST1 Solo = , it felt very light and pleasant.
Khan Black ST2 and Love Bomb = way too much, even @ 60s each with 2 rest days.
My opinion rn is KB + Any Healing Title = pain, but probably valuable.
Khan Black ST2 and Genesis = a beautiful sweet spot
- Genesis dissolves the issues for ST2 to heal
- Genesis reduces KB ST2 recon.
- Genesis is a prod in the right direction for me to use sexual energy to improve every area of my life
- Genesis’ social components, productivity components, etc are all enhanced by KB’s sexual energy
- The Genesis scripting combined with the KB scripting has allowed for powerful expression of extreme vulnerability… with Genesis providing the vulnerable insights and KB providing the sexual energy which is expressive by it’s very nature to transmute those Genesis insights into art/etc.
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