Omni's Journal - UniStack

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#21

Last day of cycle 19. Some recaps from the cycle:

  • The biggest one, Relapsing. Don’t be fooled. Once you relapse, you fall back into full force. Now I know that as a fact.

  • I assumed quite a few “Leadership” roles.

  • Almost starved due to bad spending and lack of budgeting. Definitely learnt my lesson.

  • I’m balding at my from the corner of my hairline and I’m only 20 yrs old. Contemplated going bald but I need more weight before I feel I can pull that off.

After 19 cycles with EHOM, I cannot figure out how I haven’t developed a source of income. The project I was working on fell through since the guy leading our team has been radio silent. Trading still not good. Welp.

That’s it for this update.

#22

Currently on Cycle 21.

I am aware of my insecurities around money. I come from a humble background and I never really worked through the shame I felt about that. During this cycle, a friend of mine took me shopping for clothes. As grateful as I am, it felt slightly emasculating even though I doubt those were her intentions. I’ve also been wanting to approach this one girl and the one thing that keeps popping up in my mind is the disparities in our financial backgrounds.

Logically, I know it shouldn’t matter. My background shaped me into who I am and I doubt it will hold me back in the future. Still…

That’s something I’m working on right now. We’ll see where the journey takes me.

#23

Completed my 21st cycle about a little over a week ago. I’ve decided to stop listening to UniStack until further notice. After 1.5 years of continuous exposure, I just think I need to rest it out for a while. Since I haven’t kept detailed record of every minute experience I’ve had, it could also help me evaluate any changes in my baseline off of subliminals. Currently, I’m considering taking a break until next year. The decision is only tricky because I had planned to listen to UniStack continuously for 3 years, however, I realise now I should have factored in an extended “off-period” to assess myself and whether this is the correct path to continue treading.