OmFlux's Custom ArtMogul + Custom SpartanBeast + Custom WealthActivator


#1

Ok, all three of those names suck, sorry.

I ordered three custom subs, and received the first of three late Saturday night, June 27th, just two and a half days after ordering.

For lack of a better name I have called this sub ArtMogul because I want to become a publishing mogul for my own books and/or music and the focus is on Ultimate Artist.

There are other things I want to fix. I’m having trouble finding the words to say what I want. I’m 47, feel like maybe I have twenty decent years left before the inevitable decline, based on what I’ve observed of my parents, aunts and uncles, and I feel like I completely wasted the last thirty years as an adult.

In many ways I’d like to blow up my entire life and start over, but I won’t, because I don’t want to screw up my kids’ lives in the process, and my wife probably deserves a medal for sticking it out with me. So I hope to fix myself from the inside out so I can be happy. So I can be the leader this family wants.

I’ve been playing ArtMogul Ultrasonic overnight, for about eight loops, and then I managed another couple loops of Masked during the day, each of the last two days.

Had a dream last night that was a bit weird. I apparently drove into the city near where I live and found the SubClub office (which, for sake of clarity, does NOT exist in my city). Went upstairs in a modern office building and @SaintSovereign and @Fire were at work, programming on their magick 'puters. I wanted to ask Fire a question. Saint covered his computer screen so I wouldn’t see what he was working on next and I had to explain to him that I just needed some help. Granted I have no idea what these guys look like, but I was sure of who was who in my dream.

I tell Fire that I am having trouble figuring out what is reality and what is fake. And I ask him whether I should stop listening to the Subs till my brain sort of figures it out. I don’t recall if he ever answered me. He seemed to be thoughtfully considering my question. Being a man of little focus or patience, I recall going to a break room and sitting down for a quick nap. When I came out, all of the SubClub employees had gone home early for the day. I guess I scared them away. LOL.

And that was that. I spent the rest of the dream sequence meandering thru the building trying to find my way out. I don’t think I ever got out. And that’s a bit of a recurring element in my dreams.

Here’s the contents of ArtMogul, with little chunks of the blurbs from the sales page.

Core Modules:

Ultimate Artist Q Core

Mind’s Eye Q Core

Ascended Mogul Q Core

Results Enhancement:

Carpe Diem Ascended - manifesting and developing incredible amounts of motivation, drive and ambition.

Joie de Vivre - Enjoying life, loving your ambitions, having fun working towards your goals, walking your journey with joy.

Omnidimensional - allowing the subliminal to work from an infinitely massive amount of angles.

Pragya - expand and develop the physical capacity of your brain to assimilate subliminal instructions at a more accurate, faster pace.

Productivity Unleashed - To help defeat procrastination that has been plaguing me.

The Merger of Worlds - for bringing closer together your conscious and subconscious mind, allowing for faster execution of the subliminal and clearer communication between the two

Overdrive - This module will overdrive your life with success, making you a natural winner.

DEUS - An immense module designed to make any subliminal self-developing and to push it ever onwards in increasing power and efficiency.

Yggdrasil - designed to speed and open up the pathways to manifestation.

RAIKOV - modeling and using the positive qualities, knowledge and skills of people who are at the top of the game

EGO ADSUM - put you into the present moment, helping you shift your focus from constantly thinking about the past and dreaming about the future, and into the present where life is happening.

I AM - break down your negative beliefs, emotions, traumas, thoughts, and behaviours and make you more congruent with who you truly are.

Healing:

Stop Porn and Masturbation - you can probably guess what I’ve been doing during my bouts of procrastination.

Blue Skies - Blue Skies is a profound module allowing the user to glimpse the hidden depths of reality, the secrets about himself he might have been hiding, develop his concept of “Love”

Gratitude Embodiment - gratitude is a powerful emotion that can help open wider the ways for manifestation in your life

Energetic Development XI - With this module, you’ll easily improve your energetic system, helping you get better and better results with subliminals, psychological and spiritual practices.

Physical Changes:

I.Q. and Cognitive Booster - you will see a steady rise in your cognitive abilities (as well as during daily life) and this will be most obvious if you track it in any way.

I also have two other customs coming, one related to Physical body, and one for Wealth, which I will detail when they are approved and complete. My plan is to play the three for the next 12 months. The only thing that might change up for me is if/when SubClub releases enhancements for writing and musician. Then I will probably rebuild the PubMogul custom one with the two new enhancements.


#2

@OmFlux - am rooting for your success since am in almost the same boat. Am almost 39 and yet to write even one book while dreaming of literary success thanks to wasting a big chunk of my life away. Am not married but I have some health challenges that is in the way which I have to overcome. Besides, one of my custom Q subs (out of 2) is quite similiar to your ArtMogul. All the best!


#3

Consider going to grad school for an MFA in Creative Writing. It’s expensive, disruptive, but forces you to get it done. When I was in grad school, I wrote a novels and 5 screenplays because I was pretty much forced to do so. That being said, I’m still sitting on the novel because I wrote it during a very tough period of my life and every time I try to edit it, I end up reopening all of those wounds…


#4

@SaintSovereign - it’s good advice. I will seriously consider it. Thank you.


#5

Well, many writers only saw success in their later years… so there is still hope.


#6

There are many of us here knowing that we don’t have much time left to achieve our goals… that’s why I think fast results are important.

As @blackadder said, we may not have the time to wait for results in terms of years…


#7

Ok, I am just full of anxiety today. Feeling overwhelmed. A bit of that may be uncertainty at work. I’ve been here 20 years, and they are supposed to roll out a voluntary leave package shortly because my industry has been hugely affected by many small businesses closing down. And if enough people don’t take the package, then there will be involuntary reductions. It has me scared. When things are going well, my salary is 90% of the household budget money, plus all of the health care. My wife worked part-time prior to the quarantine, and now is not working at all.

So I’m scared to get fired. Scared to leave because I am paid well, and live in a small enough city where I am fairly certain I can’t find a job making as much (I tried two years ago and the offers were about 67% of what I was then making). Scared to get let go and have no backup plan (though I would have about 8 months of severance). Scared that I am coming to that age where I will be discriminated against for positions (agism). And imposter syndrome that I really don’t know what the F’ I am doing and don’t deserve being paid what I am presently getting.

I can’t control whether my name is on a list for involuntary leave, though I can certainly fix my thoughts around it. What I can also control is setting up the safety net in case job loss happens.

This is partly why I am excited to run my WealthActivator custom, whenever I receive it. I am hoping to at least lock down all my spending for the year and to pay off all debts. On the other side of the coin, I hope to increase the amount of money coming into my household thru the publishing business.

Proactively, I spent an hour or so this morning planning out potential topics/titles for a non-fiction book series. I listed out a couple dozen book topics related to self-help that interest me and/or I’ve explored heavily in the past. It may end up that topics need to be combined, but there’s at least enough for a half dozen books or more.

To this end, I am also researching how to write on Medium (for money). I think there is crossover opportunities for Medium articles becoming non-fiction book content.

As I write this, in between meetings and reports for my day job, I am working on some plotting for an Urban Fantasy series. I want to be writing actual content by the weekend on both fiction/nonfiction. Logic would dictate that I concentrate on one or the other, but I find that I need the balance of analytical with creative writing.

Also spent some time outside this morning writing a poem. My thought is I might be able to get a poetry book or two published this year if I can keep up the simple habit of writing a poem every day. About 15 years ago I’d self-pub’d a poetry book and used to sell them at music gigs. Did ok, I guess. There’s a small army of modern poets making a killing after building a following on Instagram and then thru books (such as Pierre Jeanty). The question is, is my poetry relatable and is my target audience on Instagram? Part of me feels too old for it.

There’s supposed to be a music component to this as well, meaning I am hoping to write and release music. That may have to take a back seat for a bit. Musically, I just joined a cover band a few months ago and most of my time that could be allocated to writing music is instead catching up with the set list for some August gigs.

It’s still mid-morning here, so hopefully I can continue positive progress, today. Plenty of day job left and I need to fit in a workout somewhere.


#8

oh the irony…the moment that I added my reply above, got the email saying I’m eligible for voluntary leave and have till July 21 to accept.


#9

SpartFit (formerly know as SpartanBeast) has been delivered. Build Strength: Q

I put it into my overnight with ArtMogul and got thru four iterations of each plus a little more on ArtMogul.

Here are the contents of SpartFit

Emperor Fitness ST4 Core

Spartan Core

Physical Changes

Epigenetics & DNA Modulator : further the changes that we experience using subliminals, and have our body truly be in synch with us from the smallest levels.

Inexhaustible - will help you become an absolute machine, pushing your endurance to the levels of the greatest athletes.

Equilibrium - Flexibility, balance and agility development

Extreme Exercise Motivation - there’s actually no description on the site for this but I think it’s pretty self-explanatory.

Serum X - is how you rebuild your body rapidly after working out or after injury. Your body will heal faster while you are awake and especially so while you are sleeping, allowing you to really push yourself over the limits or heal yourself when you get injured

BLINK - speed is paramount to achieve victory. Ok, I know this module is related to fighting, but in the sport of crossfit, there are elements

Master’s Coordination - Using this profound module, you will develop such coordination – the coordination of a true master of your art.

Emperor’s Voice - I’m really not sure why I picked this one up but I threw it in anyway.

Results Enhancers

Tyrant - Improving your ability to influence reality by improving the super, sub and normal conscious lines, and making stronger your personal reality

Lion IV - The Lion module is about creating a sense of relaxed mastery in you. I chose this to help me relax during any competitions or even in Workouts where it’s common for me to come out of the gates too hot, and then run out of steam.

Jupiter - If we develop our ability to manifest more powerfully and more consciously, we will unlock heights we couldn’t even dream of.

Deep Sleep - fall asleep quickly, easily and deeply, and wake up completely rejuvenated.

Atman - module will question you and your limits, prodding you to see why you limit yourself when you can be limitless, and allowing you to rise above the self-inflicted boundaries.

Information Releaser - I have thirty years of books, programs and knowledge in my head related to physical activity. My issue has always been how to pull it together into a concise and coherent program…and maybe the answer is that it can’t.

Mosaic - For assisting in stacking this module with the ArtMogul custom.

Naturalizer - for smoothing the journey a bit as I am running multiple customs.

Also added are Raikov (for modeling other successful people), Pragya (expand and develop the physical capacity of your brain to assimilate subliminal instructions at a more accurate, faster pace) and Deus (make any subliminal self-developing and to push it ever onwards in increasing power and efficiency). I believe these are the only three in common with my ArtMogul custom sub.

I’m still trying to figure out what I want out of this sub. Gyms are still closed in my area. I have access to a modest amount of equipment so I could start something. I’ve been a CrossFit enthusiast for six years but quit that a month ago when things went down at CrossFit Headquarters, and similar distasteful things occurring at my local CrossFit gym. I’ll try to piece it together later today. I also have a Wealth custom sub that was delivered earlier today that I have to figure out how it fits in here.

Dream last night that stands out, I was back at my old Crossfit gym, crushing a workout with hundreds of pull-ups that I can’t in reality do, and basically dominating everyone.


#10
  • WealthActivator has arrived. It is my third custom. Build - Q-Strength

Cores:

Ecstasy of Gold ST4 Q Core

Ecstasy of Gold ST1 Q Core - I added stage 1 for the extra healing components, which are specifically absent in Stage 4 per the latter’s description

Debt Annihilator

Financial Success Reality Shifter - shifting your reality and your perception of it into a reality where financial success is the only true reality.

Mogul Q Core - The core of the powerful Mogul subliminal, upgraded to Q, helping you excel in anything and everything business or work related

Secrets of Akasha - Wealth

Sultan

Unrelenting Wealth Motivation and Energy

Wealth Limit Destroyer

Status:

Natural Winner - You will also let go of negativity, and you will start feeling as if success is simply your destiny and is inevitable. And it truly is when you can advance your subconscious potential.

Results Enhancer:

Informaticon

The Architect - won’t feel as tired, you will get more things done, you will feel and actually be healthier.

Healing

Inner Voice - This module will change your whole mental landscape, transforming it into a positive space where good things happen.

Limit Destroyer

New Beginnings - Issues such as Imposter Syndrome can have extremely deep roots – and New Beginnings is the tool to dig such weeds out.

FEBRUUS

Other Modules that Have overlap with my other Customs:
Mosaic
Deus
Joie de vivre
Pragya


#11

This looks fun, if im right you will be rich soon, good luck :wink:


#12

So the listening pattern so far has been to run ArtMogul and SpartanBeast overnight while I sleep. So usually four listens each. However, I’ve always felt that Masked was more effective for me so on weekends when I am doing yard work, I will run Masked versions of all 3.

I try to get one listen in each day of the WealthActivator Custom, otherwise.

What have I noticed so far?
The Stop Porn and Masturbation element of the ArtMogul has been very effective. My mind doesn’t spend all its free time thinking about sex scenes anymore. The one part that was a little concerning is that I had trouble getting into it yesterday morning to have sex with my wife, which is unusual and a little concerning for me. I suspect that visualization plays a large part in us getting into the mood for sex. Hoping it was a one time deal as I reconcile what is basically a life-time addiction. Sometimes I notice that I have trouble daydreaming about sex at all, and when I noticed it, I’d try to push the issue a bit just to see, and sure enough my brain seems uninterested, so I don’t want to push it anymore. The point is to let it work, and it is working.

I overall feel more relaxed, and more confident that if I just set the plans in motion, there will be no issue in achieving my goals. I used to get panic attacks trying to figure out which plan was better and I would sabotage myself by switching between the two, and thus a pattern of starting over, day after day.

Interestingly, I feel more drawn to minimalist/simple living, then at any other point since we had kids and our house sort of filled itself to the gills. I look at all this stuff as distraction from my goals now and I’ve filled a bunch of bags with clothes, got rid of several tools and machines in my garage over the weekend, got rid of all my books, particularly in the self-help space, but also genre fiction that is outside the genre I want to write in. Yes I understand it is good to be well read across different genres, but the books were just sitting there unread, begging for my attention. It will be interesting to see if this sticks because I have in the past gone thru binge/purge cycles with my books.

I am going to set restrictions on the amount of stuff I have as well as a block on buying anything new for myself which should help out with the financial plans.

Ego Adsum is also something I notice (in ArtMogul). I am constantly resetting myself into the present moment when I catch myself drifting.

Physically, I am eating better, but with the gyms closed still in my State (till at least August), I am having a hard time pushing myself to do outdoor workouts. It doesn’t help that it has been in the 90’s for over a week, and remains so for this week. This will change today, I will get some program going.

I am reading in genre right now, deconstructing, and plotting my first novel.

The WealthActivator is presently manifesting as a deep urge to get out of debt. The problem I’ve always run into with my various plans is what to do first? I feel like I need to simultaneously get out of debt, while also building wealth out of fear of losing my job, and putting money away for the kids’ college funds, and trying to “retire” early, even though I am confident that in retirement I will still want to write books for money…so not really retired.

In any event, I’ve set up a plan for that which I can detail in a separate post as this is getting too lengthy.


#13

How is it going? I am especially interested how well the Gratitude Embodiment module is working for you


#14

The Gratitude embodiment has been subtle. There are moments I clearly recall like last night before bed, when I would usually start berating myself for not getting done what I wanted to get done, I stopped the mental chatter by breaking in to say, “hey, things are pretty good. I have everything I need and generally want, and I have the ability to forge my way forward.”


#15

Everything is moving predictably slowish because I am running three customs, so no complaints here. As said, this is what I expected. But there are some noticeable changes.

I will tell you that the Stop Porn and Masturbation one has been incredibly effective. After so many decades of being addicted, every time I would close my eyes to meditate, immediately a stream of pornographic visuals would course through my head. Today, a half hour meditation and zero such instances that I was aware of.

I’ve been using Rebirth Ultima and Sanguine Ultima as well, every other day, and then on alternate days I play one loop of Beyond Limitless and Limit Destroyer (both Ultima versions).

Prior to using the Wealth Custom I would spend money on something every day, out of boredom and depression, whether it be a book, or an education course. And 99% of the time I never finish the course/book. 90% of the time I never start it. I estimate that I have easily spent over $100k in the last 20 years on such things, and it’s a damn waste. Wish I’d put that money in the market. So as I’ve mentioned earlier in my journal, I’ve been decluttering these books and courses, unsubbing from various newsletters, deleting tens of thousands of emails…just to get rid of the noise and try to figure out what I really want to do. With the Wealth Custom running, I can count dozens of times over the last ten days where I’ve been like, “no, I don’t need that,” in situations where I previously would have spent the money. In one case, it was to buy a new car. I took my 7 year old car in for a recall and service last week and they tried to sell me a new one, obviously. Took a test drive, got some numbers and it was just easy to say No, Thank you. They’ve called back a couple times, and still, No Thank you.

To me it’s about making better choices of where to spend my money. New cars lose a ton of value, and in fact, my 7 year old car was only worth $4k to the dealer…

I moved about $20k sitting in a saving account gathering little interest into a brokerage account. I’m going to track how much I can improve my net worth over the next 12 months in this journal. Granted, much depends on the performance of the market, which I don’t control, but I am tracking debt payoff, how much I invest, etc. and we’ll see how it goes. Being 47, and working for the last 30 years, I am certainly not starting from zero. I have several hundred thousand already in a 401k, with 30 years of company matching, etc. But due to bad personal spending decisions, I am nowhere near where I could be.

So, yeah the target is to improve the net worth as much as possible. Also, setting aside about $10k to launch a publishing business.


#16

My fitness sub, SpartanBeast has also been slow to move. Nutritionally, I am doing much better. After leaving CrossFit and gyms being shut down in general more than four months ago, I stopped tracking anything and more or less stopped working out. I put on some weight, and got noticeably flabby. Gyms are still closed in my state, and I am not sure when they will open. On the plus side, all the damn repetitive use injuries I got from CrossFit have gone away.

So, like I said, nutritionally things are much better. I signed us up for some wild caught salmon/fish combo and despite the fact that I’ve always hated seafood, I am embracing it in order to improve my diet.

There have been a couple instances where the wife and kids and I have gone for ice cream and what would normally be a pig-out for me, I’ve had no issue having half a kids’ size ice cream. My wife has commented that she can’t believe I was able to do that. I am eating more fruit and vegetables. Typically I’ve always been a steak and potatoes guy. While this is somewhat conscious, what’s different is that I don’t really feel put out by doing this…and that’s the Subs working.

I track my macros with MyFitnessPal and at present they are set to 172gm Protein, 60gm Fat and 216gm carbohydrates. I am aware that there are also sorts of diet philosophies out there from Veganism to essential high fat and almost all meat. I’ve experimented with all of them over the last 30 years, and so I’m not really looking for anything new. I’m just trying to figure out what I intuitively need.

During my CrossFit days I also took a fair few supplements. Now I am just taking a multi-vitamin and something called Restore which is for gut health. I will also supplement with protein since it is difficult for me to get to 172 gms every day. I’m favoring Huel as a meal replacement but have basically tried just about everything that can be found at a GNC in the US.

Getting myself back into actual working out has been tougher. I kind of like being pain free right now. And the thought of Crossfitting right now doesn’t seem like something i want to do. Previously I was driven by the desire to win competitions, but they’ve all been canceled in my area for the foreseeable future and I just kind of lost that drive for now.

My plan is later tonight to start a sequence of the 10k Kettlebell swing program, starting with a very light bell. The essence of which is five rounds of 10 swings, 15 swings, 25 swings and 50 swings. In between each of those sets of swings you pick a weightlifting or body weight exercise such as squats or pull-ups. And so a round would have you do 10 swings/6 pull-ups, 15 swings/4 pull-ups, 25 swings/2 pull-ups and then 50 swings. Rest as needed, but you are trying to better your times each time you do the workout.

The normal program is two days on, one day off, and should be completed in a month. I am not sure how my body will respond at this point so if I have to commit to every other day, instead, I will make that determination as I go.

There are some other things I am looking at as well, but again I don’t want to overload myself. About five years ago, there was a period of time that I felt terrific both physically and mentally. It lasted about six months and then sort of fell apart. I recall during that time that my wife and I were at a diner in Toronto and she commented about what a different person I’d become. How peaceful and resilient i was, etc. I want to get back to that, though she said she wasn’t sure she liked it. I believe i was supplementing my fitness at the time with Angamardana, which is a yoga program taught by Sadhguru. I was also meditating using a program by the Life Mastery Guild that focuses on the second chakra as well as some Observe the Observer type stuff that tends to stupify me.

The Angamardana takes a good 40 minutes and I don’t know if i can commit to that and also do the Kettlebells for 30-40 minutes. I’m trying to gain back my time to focus on business. The Life Master Guild stuff takes 30 minutes as well (technically twice daily but I previously got good results with 1x a day).


#17

ArtMogul is the one that I really want to get moving here and I still can’t seem to breakthrough my paralysis with writing stories. I have zero confidence in my ability to come up with compelling ideas and stories right now. I’m still running away from this thing…this thing I’ve always wanted to do but am afraid to do poorly. I did look into an MFA from a couple of online schools, per Saint’s recommendation above but each program takes on average 2-3 years and costs about $50k. I don’t want to wait that long of spend that much figuring it out. As I said in reply #15, I’ve wasted a good $100k on programs already. I’m not sure what I am going to do here…I guess I will cut this short and just try to write some fiction now.


#18

Why not try picturing yourself on the beach or somewhere else thinking about epic stories you could write. I had came up with a few cool story ideas doing that. There are so many stories out there that are yet to be told and are just waiting for authors or writers to come and discover them. If you need someone to bounce ideas off i am always down to talk don’t worry i won’t steal your ideas i have enough of my own lol but i enjoy helping people with creative ideas because it helps me with my own too. My problem isn’t creating the plot because that flows easily to me it’s the rest the journey is being a pain in my ass.


Ultimate Writer custom
#19

Some tips (I have a BFA in Creative Writing and MFA in Creative Writing, written a ton of material):

  • Writer’s block isn’t real. Everyone has something profound to say, the issue is usually an inability to place it into a compelling narrative. First, learn about story structure. Grab “The Writer’s Journey” by Christopher Vogler if you haven’t read it yet. It’ll give you a solid, time tested narrative structure that 99% of novels and movies use.

  • Create an outline. It’s your outline – make it as detailed or as barebones as you’d like. It’s your creative process. My outlines tend to be so detailed that when it’s time to write the actual piece (especially when I write screenplays), it’s easier to get started.

  • Write your “shitty first draft.” The SFD method is awesome. It goes like this: you just sit down and write the entire story without ANY editing whatsoever. Just get it ALL out of paper, so you can later go back and chip away at it piece by piece when editing. The SFD is sacred. NO ONE OTHER THAN YOU can ever read it, PERIOD. This will eliminate the fear of anyone judging the work, since no one other than yourself will ever read it. Once the SFD is done, take a few days off, then start editing.

  • As for coming up with story ideas, create a thought experiment, have each character represent a different argument, then roll with it. For example, I wrote a YA fantasy screenplay (that Sony loved, but thought it straddled age groups too much) with elements of dark fantasy / southern gothic that dealt with grief. The central question was “what’s the correct way to deal with grief?” Every character had experienced loss and was attempting to deal with it. Each character represented a different argument: the main character was anger, her father was apathy / moving on quickly, her best friend let everyone run over her in an attempt to support, her friend’s mother was abusive, etc. I framed that thought experiment in a Miyazaki style fantasy adventure and it went amazingly.