The last couple weeks has been a whirlwind for me, subhopping all over the place, rethinking my entire business, overall I’ve just felt this lackluster, apathetic feeling of life. I started my sub journey with this drive to get my social skills and dating life handled, and I got to a point where I felt like I really got that handled, but my finances were completely out of control. From that point I dedicated the next couple of years on this wealth journey, and I got myself to a much better point, I’ve started a business and hold down two jobs on the side to support growing that, but I really felt I lost all joy and passion in my life. I lost all drive for sex, my social skills feel completely uncalibrated, my sense of confidence is down, and in general I just felt lost. I considered adding wanted to my money generating stack of EB and Ecstacy of Gold, but although my confidence would be increased, there was something missing. The alpha edge from titles like khan and emperor. I want to get back to enjoying life, having swagger in my step not constantly stressed about my long term wealth journey only to miss the entire point of why I wanted to make all the money in the first place. EB put me on an incredibly journey of introspection, but it wasn’t something sustainable and how I wanted my life to be. I am at a point now where I am comfortable financially, and that may change in the future, but I want to begin to enjoy life again, and for that reason, for the purpose of balancing my growing empire, but enjoying all the benefits that come with it, I have decided to go back to one of my favorite programs of all time, Khan. I am going straight to stage 4 as I have ran it through before and have went through the healing work. I’m especially excited because this will be my first khan ZP experience.
So Khan will be my new staple and after running just one full loop I felt a sense of swagger and confidence that I haven’t had in a long time. It was a reminder of who I used to be before I became so obsessed with my goals, sucked in to the self improvement “grind culture”, and watching my whole life pass by my eyes. Instantly everything felt lighter, more primal, and I was excited about life not just mindlessly taking action, but ready to do it with a new swagger behind my actions.
On top of that I will be stacking it with true sell. I need to maintain my growing empire so I can enjoy the fruits of my labor, and not loose everything I’ve built by chasing around tail lol (this has been an issue in the past) since my responsibility now is mainly acquiring new clients for my business, as well as selling for another company and bartending part time on the weekends. This will keep my skills sharp, as well as enhancing my social skills with khan and balancing out the dominance aura that isn’t nessicarily helpful for sales.
Finally I would like one other sub to add so I can really round out my stack. I am considering:
- RICH. A little money manifesting is always useful, my only concern would be that this becomes a solely wealth creation focused stack which isn’t my goal. Just want to maintain what I’ve built while enjoying life.
- Power Can Corrupt, well because, it’s just a fun sub to run for me, the Charisma benefits are unreal, and I want to maxamize my social skills and continue to grow my network, over my networth.
- Wanted. Always a blast, I love the level of self confidence, and I’m curious too see the damage I could do with khan and wanted together…
Let me know if anyone has any input on which one you would recommend!