I messed up, I had 2 chances to really unlock WANTED, and I shot myself in both feet. I never took advantage and now it’s over. WANTED has given up on me.
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What are you on about ?
Drunk at a party dude.
Dont be so hard on yourself it happens to the best of us. Be ready next time 
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It’s fine dude, it wasn’t meant to be or it would have ^^
and for every door closed, another one opens, and we realise later that we were actually the one who closed the door for our own good.
That’s redirection, and as long as you continue taking action and adfvancing, doors will keep opening and opportunities will keep presenting themselves.
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Yesterday I listened to 30s of my Name-Embedded Wanted sub with NRE. I had a dream last night that I don’t remember a lot about except that 1 part that was sexual. The day is going good though; some anxiety but everything is working out.
Listened to another 30s this morning. I’m feeling a mixture of calm and anxiety I guess you could say. I mostly just want this day to go peacefully.
It is a rest day and what I have noticed is that it is easy for me to get anxious. I think the sub is trying to get me to calm down, that nothing is as bad as it seems. And sure, enough it wasn’t. My day went well.
I wanted to give up yesterday. I thought that options with women might not be in my future, or a woman for that matter. I was ready to pick something else and just be alone. I recognized it as recon after a minute and got through it a minute after.
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I’ve been experimenting with full loops for a while. I’ve noticed that I don’t get horny like I used to, which is good because I don’t fall into the trap of porn.
Reconciliation hit me hard this morning. Felt defeated, felt like there was no point, felt like it was too late. Looking back at my life wishing I made different decisions. Looking at my job and thinking to myself that I put myself here and I’m the reason why I have no options. I was thinking who would want me when I don’t even want myself and who would miss me and why. I am a waste of time. It started finishing up some work.
I listened to a minute of WDB, and I decided to use the mask version after years of using ultrasonics. I felt it starting to work a couple minutes afterwards. It felt like something in my mind was opening up. Also, even though my nose wasn’t stuffy, it still feels like it cleared up.
When my father came to the office, he needed help taking somethings out of the car. I helped him to do that, and I was full of energy in doing so, genuinely in the zone. All I was doing was helping him take some boxes out of the car, a little over 20 of them, yet I was just locked in like it was an important task.