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Journals - Major Programs
#101

The last time I listened to Emperor was Oct 11th and that was stacked with Limit Destroyer. I haven’t listened to anything since and I still feel it working. I feel like Emperor is molding my mind and I see evidence where I am becoming somewhat bolder in terms of my driving. Someone bad drove me on the road yesterday and almost hit the side of my car. I was in the right but I still could have taken my time.

I think what’s holding me back is that I don’t think That Emperor is for me. Granted I always come back to it but I have been running Emperor for almost 3 cycles now, the longest I have ever stuck with a sub. If I’m going to be honest, I go to Emperor out of fear. I like everything that Emperor offers but I use it not to achieve the objectives but to deal with challenges that could arise. With Emperor, I play defensive. I’m worried about what could happen if I stop. I think I take situations and make it worse in my head than what it would be in reality.

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#102

I’m feeling good today. Woke up this morning still feeling Emperor working on me. Didn’t have to listen o anything today but chose to because I decided to swap out Limit Destroyer for R.I.C.H. I am focusing on becoming rich, successful and independent. After that I will focus on my dating life.

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#103

One of the manifestations that occurs a lot when I use Emperor ZP are mentors. I went on a business dinner with my father and someone that we wanted to do business with earlier this year and he pretty much told me that with money comes options especially in dating and relationships. My father sat me down not to long ago and told me with women don’t be in a rush, I have a lot going for myself and I stand to achieve a lot more. This morning I listened to the Emperor Experimental and this morning and when I went to the office, my father’s business partner told me that I shouldn’t be looking for fast money. If I am going to do something I have to be smart and stick with it. That there is no reason why I couldn’t make it work.

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#104

I have been using Emperor and Wanted, both experimental for roughly a week and they are really smooth. I would listen to Emperor 1 day, Wanted the next and sometimes both on the same day. But as usual I felt it kick in on my rest days. Took yesterday off, taking today and tomorrow off and will be going with Emperor solo. After a cycle I will stack it with RICH.

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#105

Just listened to my first ever 3 minute loop, it was Emperor Experimental. I already feel like something just got turned on not sure what yet. Let’s see how this goes.

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#106

Did my first 30 second loop of Emperor Experimental yesterday and at first I didn’t feel anything. But then I just started working and productivity was crazy! I was going at my work hardcore. Didn’t feel lazy at all.

Didn’t listen to anything today, felt productive but also felt like my mind was more in processing mode so not as productive.

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#107

Okay, decided to stop Emperor and go the healing route, I’m stacking LBFH Experimental with Sanguine V2. Finished listening to a loop of this stack already, feeling something happen.

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#108

Okay so I love how my LBFH and Sanguine stack is working. First time I listened to it was Sunday and the second time was Wednesday. My feeling legitimately positive right now, I knew I was negative but I’m seeing it now. Love and positivity feels weird to me but not complaining.

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#109

So I think LBFH and Sanguine is manifesting things in my favour. For the past couple of days I have been feeling like I’m in trouble only for things to work out with very little drama if any at all. The love and positivity is still a little weird but I’m starting to get used to it. In fact the vibe I have right now is a little like this;

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#110

Over the weekend I felt a headache coming on and immediately took 2 Tylenol. Should have gone out Saturday but chose to stay in, not sure why. Yesterday I got hit hard by Recon. I felt overwhelmed, I felt trapped, I felt like there was no where to go. I felt shackled to my job and yet I felt like my father could find someone better. After lunch I felt much better. Had a meeting where I was focused and understood a lot about what was spoken about. I felt like I could do this. Today I am feeling so good and I think I’m in for a good day.

Edit: Should point out that I hadn’t listen to my stack since last week Thursday I believe.

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#111

Woke up this morning before the alarm went off. I have been doing that for a while now, I think weeks. The drive to work was weird. If you have ever driven in the hills of Jamaica you know you have to take your time, narrow roads and cars going in both directions. But some woman was behind me trying either get me to drive faster or get out of the way. Eventually the road got wide enough for me to pull over and let her pass. Then I was in traffic where at a stop light people behind me were honking and I’m like I can even see the light so I know none of you can. Then I thought why are people in such a rush. If you are late then you are late, its not worth your safety.

As usual thoughts of things in my past that I said or did that I regret popped up which is normal for me when listening to these subs. I was feeling a bit anxious driving to the office, typing this out helped quite a bit.

#112

I decided that I’m switching to Daredevil. I’m attacking my major problem directly.

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#113

Honestly you should stick with Healing. I’m more than 90% sure it is the best route for you to take based on reading through your journal. I’d recommend Dragon Reborn considering you’ve been running the subs here for a while as it’s not really suited for beginners.

#114

Merry Christmas SubClub :santa: :christmas_tree:

#115

Ok so from the beginning of January or so, I have been running WANTED. So far it has been an interesting experience. My listening pattern is a full loop once a week. The recon is still tough, but I can manage. The urge to switch is there but it is slightly easier to resist. I have been having strong dreams as well but can’t really remember them. Work has been tough and things have been happening which has made me nervous and want to panic only for things to work out. The relief is so strong that I’m slowly learning to just chill. As for women, some girls have been reaching out to me on social media. 1 followed me on IG and others have sent friend requests. Also created a Tinder account and got 27 likes, the majority of which I’m not into but a few look kinda hot. Thats all for now.

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#116

@RVconsultant Please close this thread for me please

#117