NewLease - Name-Embedded; OG Wanted + NRE

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#16

@RVconsultant Best I can come up with it started from Highschool. I was a quiet guy in an all-boys school. Target for bullying, not in the sense of being beaten up but teasing, disrespect having things either taken from me or destroyed. Never went out much so interacting with girls wasn’t a thing. My grades were crap because I didn’t see the point. Still don’t see much of a point.

Edit: I love Wanted and WB and its disappointing to step away from my NE Wanted especially when I couldn’t wait to get my hands on it. But I have to be honest, no sub has ever truly made me feel comfortable around people, Not Emperor, not Khan, not Stark, not ASBR, not Primal, not ED, not Chosen, not PS, not Wanted nor WB. Daredevil did though and it scared me because it was actual change and no excuses. It scared me because while I want change, the way my life is now is all I know and losing what I know and who I am is scary.

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#17

I’m seeing alpha and seduction subliminals as your primary choice so far.

Of all the products in the shop, which subliminal would you think might help you the most?

Which are you the most afraid to try?

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#18

The Healing, maybe LBFH or Genesis Happiness

#19

Do you think any of those might help?

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#20

They might. I have one more loop before the cycle is over. I’ll decide what to do during the washout.

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#21

Last night, I had a dream about being homeless and living in a building that I think might have been abandoned but also could have been under construction. I wasn’t the only one there and I remember food being shared out in old trays and pots. The stairs were packed.

#22

Did my final loop for the cycle on Saturday, only 30 seconds. Did see or feel much on Saturday or Sunday. Came into the office and felt anxiety and restlessness. The feeling of wanting a job that I could feel passionate about came to me as well as the feeling of me not being good enough for the job I have and the feeling of not having anywhere to go. It eventually cleared up in the afternoon. I’m feeling calm and relaxed now, especially after all of us taste tested a drink that my father made for the new business venture. The drink had rum in it :blush: , feeling good right now.

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#23

Question; has anyone using Wanted or Wanted Black ever felt sensations in the chest, like something physical? Like close to the heart but not the heart?

#24

I have used both Wanted and WB and never felt that. Any guesses what you think it is?

#25

I was thinking maybe the heart chakra, but I don’t know anything about chakra.

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#26

I felt pressure on my chest when I ran a sub before (Saying it like this since I don’t remember which sub caused it. Could have been EMP or Wanted) but that was a weird feeling. Only felt it once.

Most people have felt pressure on their chest. It’s seems something in the scripting is causing stress on it.

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#27

Thanks, this helps.

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#28

@RVconsultant
Please close this thread for me

#29

Old question but I just saw this and yes with WB I experienced intense pressure in my solar plexus between the heart and the belly button. I know it’s coming from emotional issue and the sub brings out these intense feelings, maybe script around personal power, self worth, something around that.

I got the same exact uncomfortable feeling from running Regeneration long time ago.

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#30

Did it ever pass?

#31

I stopped using the sub because of it, I got in trouble a few times while at work, and I think it’s related to this topic, it brought that intense sense of power and confidence within me but because of these repressed emotional feelings I became way too fiery in certain situations, and many people don’t respond well to a high level of fire energy, so I would manifest situations where I became very direct or strict when things didn’t go exactly as I wanted them to go and everytime the individuals would get hurt and close down and I was forced to humble myself and apologize so that things could move forward.

Everytime it happened it felt very weird, totally unreal, it’s like these unresolved emotional pattern get free reign and I’m left after the fact reflecting on what the heck happened and why I reacted so strongly to protect my own will when it wasn’t always necessary and created more trouble. Also because of this extreme confidence it made some people hate on me easily just for being myself which I’m not used to.

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#32

I gotcha. Yeah, I stopped Wanted and WB as well.

#33

Do you still want me to close this thread?

#34

Yes please

#35