Just did my first loop of Name-Embedded Wanted; did the full 15 minutes. I feel my mind processing the information. This week is definitely going to be interesting. I feel like I might need to take a nap soon lol.
Hi, tell me about the results later)
So far I’m just calm and chill
Anything else else it would be during the week.
Yesterday I listened to the full 15 minutes. This morning, the familiar recon of wanting to switch hit me. After that I was in the office, and I felt anxiety up until I went for lunch. Now, I’m not feeling well; Powerful stuff here people. Also, wet dreams, the kinky kind.
I had a crazy dream last night. I forgot most of it, but I will tell the little that I remember. There was an army, some were marching and others where hovering, a small cloud on each foot. In the same dream I remember being scared of not being able to graduate from school because of a course that I hadn’t completed. I woke up from the dream worried about what to do then I remembered that I got my degree in 2019
I have had a similar dream before so I asked Chat GPT about it:
"Dreaming about failing a subject and not being able to get your degree, despite having graduated long ago, often symbolizes deeper emotions related to self-doubt, anxiety, or unresolved pressure from the past. Here are some possible interpretations:
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Fear of Inadequacy or Imposter Syndrome – You may subconsciously worry that you’re not as capable as others think, even though you’ve already proven your competence. This is common among high-achievers.
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Unresolved Stress from the Past – If your school years were stressful or if you placed high expectations on yourself, your mind might be revisiting that pressure, especially in times of current stress.
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Current Life Challenges – Dreams like this can arise when you’re facing a situation where you feel tested or judged (work, personal life, relationships). Your brain uses past academic pressure as a metaphor for feeling unprepared or failing at something important.
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Perfectionism – If you have high standards for yourself, this dream could reflect a lingering fear of failure, even in areas where failure is no longer a real threat.
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Fear of Losing What You’ve Earned – Sometimes, these dreams symbolize a fear that something you’ve worked hard for (not just academically, but in life) might be taken away."
Thank you, this definitely gives me a lot to think about. 1 - 4 feels like me though a high achiever is generous and I think it’s less perfectionism and more OCD than anything else. Thinking about it now regarding 5, if I got fired I’m not sure what I would do.
I don’t remember much from my dream last night, but it had to do with dragons. I guess I was some kind of scavenger looking for some kind of meat or so to give as an offering. I was living in I guess ruins with other people who scavengers were also. Listened to the full 15 this morning, feeling good, a bit chipper.
Not much to report, haven’t really been able to go out. Just felt a little restless. Today I felt the recon strongly though. The idea of switch subs felt so good and so right to the point where the product description sound so immaculate as I read it. Then as the day went on, the desire to switch passed. Question, has anyone ever listened to Wanted and smelt something odd, like the smell of something burning or clothes being ironed but nothing is burning, and no one is ironing?
Wow, I think Fortune’s Favorite might be in Wanted. Everytime it feels like shit is about to hit the fan, it just works itself out. This morning in the office, our lawyers called because we needed to do something in regard to documentation and a company that has ceased trading, but our company owns. We went back and forth and after the conversation we were scrambling. Then our lawyer calls back with the head of the department requesting the information on a Whatsapp conference, and we explained everything to him. In the end we only had to scan and email 2 simple documents. LOL, I love it. I noticed this on WB as well.
I had a dream last night where I was curious about men. I was hanging out in a group of friends and family, and we were tight knit. There was a guy and me and everyone was cool with it, some even hoped we would work out. We kissed and I felt nothing; I just thought that was interesting and that was it. I approached my cousin and told him I didn’t regret the kiss but that “this” wasn’t for me. He was supportive and said, “No problem, lets pull the plug.” We all gathered around and did just that, it was painless, and we were all good. We all got together and ended it in secret though so that, I guess our leader wouldn’t find out. I’m not sure but I think the leader was my Dad.
I’m going to hit pause on Wanted Name-Embedded for a while. Loneliness has been a problem since the beginning of childhood for me; I just always kept to myself. But things at 35 are worse now in terms of me being addicted to it. I’m not just avoiding people, I’m avoiding friends. Not too long ago I was hanging out with them, and I was just there, quiet with nothing to say. Social awkward around people who were like family if you can believe that. I struggle sometimes to have a conversation with them. Also, people feel draining, even the idea of being around them makes me groan.
This isn’t healthy, and I was so worried that I went to my father for advice. I asked if he thought I kept to myself too much; he said yes. He says he likes it because he knows I won’t get into trouble but also, he thinks there should be more of a balance and that I’m too young to be living like he is now. He even suggested some churches I could go to interact with people, FYI, he doesn’t know I listen to subliminal. The sub I’m going with is Daredevil.
Social Anxiety, Socially Awkard, Addicted to Loneliness, and afraid to live life all around. What is either Wanted, Wanted Black or any other sub for that matter supposed to work around that. Name-Embedded Wanted is trying its best, but I’m not and I have to admit that and finally fix it. My Dad came up with a suggestion and I’m going with it. I was on the fence about sticking with NE-Wanted or switching to Daredevil, but my father sat me down for a heart-to-heart and that convinced me and gave me the suggestion. I’ll open a new thread soon and when the time is right (barring a change in what I want for my life), I’ll come back to it.
What is your objective in 50 words or less?
To not be scared anymore. To stop hide away from people and life, and to be able to be alone without being lonely.
Thank you!
One thing I’m thinking of is the CAUSE.
What do you think the cause of that is?
@RVconsultant Best I can come up with it started from Highschool. I was a quiet guy in an all-boys school. Target for bullying, not in the sense of being beaten up but teasing, disrespect having things either taken from me or destroyed. Never went out much so interacting with girls wasn’t a thing. My grades were crap because I didn’t see the point. Still don’t see much of a point.
Edit: I love Wanted and WB and its disappointing to step away from my NE Wanted especially when I couldn’t wait to get my hands on it. But I have to be honest, no sub has ever truly made me feel comfortable around people, Not Emperor, not Khan, not Stark, not ASBR, not Primal, not ED, not Chosen, not PS, not Wanted nor WB. Daredevil did though and it scared me because it was actual change and no excuses. It scared me because while I want change, the way my life is now is all I know and losing what I know and who I am is scary.
I’m seeing alpha and seduction subliminals as your primary choice so far.
Of all the products in the shop, which subliminal would you think might help you the most?
Which are you the most afraid to try?
The Healing, maybe LBFH or Genesis Happiness
Do you think any of those might help?
They might. I have one more loop before the cycle is over. I’ll decide what to do during the washout.