NewLease - Authentic & Positive

My stack is WDB and Sanguine. I listened to 30 sec of each this morning, I was in a good mood for the majority of today. I’m so used to being cynical and a downer that this level of positivity is something I’m going to have to get used to. I felt the effects of the sub throughout my brain.

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Today, things that would annoy me didn’t. On my way to work today with people mostly the taxi-men drive like crazy for example, didn’t bother me. But I also had this feeling like I should be more annoyed because that would be my normal reaction. It’s like something is acknowledging that I am acting different.

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Woke up an hour ago feeling peaceful. Just listened to Sanguine and WDB, let’s see how my day goes.

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Had a good day, nothing to complain about. I was “slightly” disappointed though when I went to lunch. There is this waitress, young and hot and I thought maybe she might have felt the vibe but no. She was nice, polite and respectful as people should be when serving customers. I won’t let it get me down though. I don’t want girls to make me happy or bring me joy; I want them to add to it. I feel myself getting happy and feeling joy by myself. Sitting in the office with time on my hands, I found myself remembering funny memories. I also realize that positivity is a habit that I need to get used to.

Feeling a little down right now. I’m thinking I’m not good enough for any woman, that I wouldn’t be able to keep up if anyone gave me a chance. Starting to think what’s the point, and why am I kidding myself.

Woke up this morning feeling good. Got to the office in a good mood, but things got a little hectic when because we were preparing for a meeting and I did get frustrated, but everything went well. We all left the office early, calling it a good day, then on my way home my father called me telling me to pick him up because he got into an accident. A little beat up but he’s good, pissed, but good. The car isn’t the worst, the airbags didn’t deploy just to give an idea, but yeah, the car isn’t the best, can’t drive it. My dad is fine, that’s the most important thing. I stayed calm, cool and collected throughout everything, I thank the stack for that.

Didn’t listen to anything today. Felt a bit overwhelmed. I think I’m feeling more of Sanguine than WDB.