Day 1: I started with seductress and LBFH 3 days ago. I’ve been terrible about journaling so I’m committing to do this more. Before my wash out I did seductress by itself. If you see my introduction you will see I started subs with another maker and was not aware of their power. I have a high flow factor and they affect me very quickly. Sometime I can only do a few minutes of each. This is the first time I’ve done a stack since I went a little overboard in July.
Yesterday was a rest day and a lot of weird situations came up. I think it was love bomb. I had an old infatuation who owes me money pay some of the money but be vindictive. This led to my husband having a wonderful conversation about his unwavering love for me. I also just had a general feeling of uneasiness and my dryer isn’t working and I’ve been meeting resistance with getting this fixed. I don’t generally encounter situations like this usually things happen very easily.
Today is day 3 and I’m starting paragon. Overall today was great I’m just feeling really tired and have cut ties in many areas, I’ve finally decided to completely close my yoga studio and declined to go to an event because I honestly just don’t feel like it. Saying no feels wonderful 
I’m a recovering people pleaser
