New Life Stack(Asc+LBFH+GLM w/ ASC Chamber)

Journals - Major Programs
#1

Starting where I am to create a new life for myself. I’m also keeping a physical journal, so I only plan to write what’s relevant to the subs here.

The goals I want to achieve with the subs match the objectives from the sales pages.

Main goals for each:

Love Bomb For Humanity (LBFH) - Cultivate Self-Love and Peace Within Myself

Ascension(Asc)- Finding Purpose and Direction. Building a Foundation

Godlike Masculinity (GLM)- Cultivating Self-Discipline, Masculinity, and Self-Respect

Ascension Chamber(AscCh)- For conscious guidance

Sunday Oct 23 :

Listened to one loop of AscCh around 7p CST

Monday Oct 24:

25th Birthday

Listen to one loop each of Asc + LBFH

LBFH: Got happy birthday texts from family, ext family, and friends. Mom took me out for a birthday lunch at Moe’s. We went to the mall and she bought me 3 tees worth $81
I felt pretty good, but I also felt nervous. Turning 25 made me feel like I’m a grown man and I’m supposed to have my sh*t together

Asc: Didn’t really recognize anything that’s relevant to this sub

Tuesday Oct 25:

Rest Day

Worked from 8:30a to 7p

LBFH: Had a falling-out work friendship with a co-worker last year. I did something she didn’t like and she snapped at me. I didn’t like how she snapped at me so I snapped back. We got into an argument and she talked to a manager about me, which ended in me leaving work early that day. From that day, she stayed away from me and I stayed away from her until today. When she stopped she made eye contact, smiled at me, and greeted me as well as asked me how I’m doing. I told her I’m good and then I asked her the same. We didn’t really talk much after though. She seemed to act softer toward me and I didn’t feel any resentment. Maybe this could’ve been the start of a rekindled friendship, but today could be my last day as I put in a transfer to another building.

Asc: I notice that I’m getting more irritated than before when someone tells me to do something even if it’s the logical and reasonable thing to do. I feel like I’m not the one supposed to be taking orders.

First Journal Entry. Any tips on how to keep up with a journal or other journaling tips would be much appreciated. I will be running GLM tomorrow. My plan is to post once at the end of the week so I get a whole picture.

I ran Emperor and Rebirth for 3 months before but never documented it some notes might be relevant to those subs as well.

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#2

October 26th-29th 2022

26th:

Ran one loop of GLM around 8am

LBFH + Asc:
Got my paycheck in around 9:09 pm. Today is Wednesday and I usually get paid on Fridays. This hasn’t happened to me before. Besides the subs, I wonder what the reason for this is.

GLM:
N/a

27th:

LBFH: Today is the start of a vacation in Atlanta. 2 of my friends and I drove down to meet 3 others. Before the trip, we were supposed to take one of my friend’s cars down to ATL, but at the last minute, he said his car service light came on and he needed to take it to the shop. We were stressed because now we had to find a ride down to ATL. We decided on renting, but the other friend’s mother decided to let us use her car instead of spending extra money to rent one. She really came in clutch

Asc/GLM: I was at a party and I requested a song. Before it started playing, a friend of mine decided to change it. I said, Nah, I requested this song to be played and told him to wait his turn(it wasn’t a serious exchange, but a playful one, but I still didn’t let that friend run over my song request)

28th: Ran 1 loop of Asc + LBFH(both masked mp3)

LBFH: N/a

Asc: When my group was trying to come up with a plan on what to do next, I suggested options a few times and the group went with 2 of them

GLM: n/a

Just realize posting by day might benefit me more on this forum than doing it per week
So I’m switching back to that.

#3

Happy birthday! :fireworks: :partying_face:

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#4

Thanks, @RVconsultant. I appreciate it.

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#5

Oct 29:

LBFH: n/a

Asc/GLM: I noticed tonight that I was more aggressive in saying what’s on my mind.

#6

Oct31:

LBFH/Asc: I receive a check for $1800 in the mail today. The money comes from tax season. I knew I was supposed to get something from the IRS, but after months of waiting, I gave up on it and thought I wasn’t going to get anything. I completely forgot about it.

Edit: Forgot to mention that I caught myself hugging myself today and multiple times this past week.

#7

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Haven’t been feeling to well mentally. Starting having depressive episodes after my last entry. Coming off anti-depressants probably has got sumn to do with it. Haven’t noticed much but this:

I’ve been having the urge to do pushups lately. from 20 to 50 to 100 a day. The numbers aren’t consistent, but I’ve been doing them every day since the last entry. I actually feel like doing pushups when before I had to struggle to get myself to them, and that was every now and then.

Edit: This is the end of the first cycle. 5 day washout period begins tomorrow.

#8

I can’t sleep right now. I just relapsed on porn and I feel like shit. My thoughts are dark af right now. Talking suicidal dark.
I haven’t been journaling at all or taking action. I feel like a zombie. Dead inside. Aside from going to the gym, all I’ve been doing is going to a job I hate and coming home, and hopping on the internet into escapism. I’m guilty of lurking this forum too much

5 cycles in and there have been some results from what I remember:

  • motivation to hit the gym and I have been going 3 days a week.
  • been taking cold showers consistently
  • been keeping a consistent meditation practice of at least 10 mins
  • a girl was calling me a name I didn’t like. I was ruminating about it for 3 days before I saw her again. When I did see her, I asked her to please stop
  • There’s something called vendor bucks at work and they’re used to buy snacks and drinks at the vendor machine. My manager gave me two scratch-offs for my consistently hard work. When I scratched, I won 10 vendor bucks and spin the wheel. When I went to redeem at HR, they told me to spend the wheel and I won five more vendor bucks which was cool
  • And up until yesterday: 90 days of nofap

And that’s all I can remember. I haven’t gotten any of the results I was hoping for. The self-love(mentally), the drive, passion, and purpose…

I was going to do 6 cycles, but I’ve decided to end it now. Major Recon. I think 3 ZPs are too dense for me.

I think this stack is pushing me toward healing and therapy. But I’m attracted to the anti-porn scripting in AscMogul as well as Voytek’s review on Limit Destroyer

I don’t know. Right now I’m feeling hopeless.

@RVconsultant You can close this thread. I won’t be posting here anymore.

Also, my support ticket hasn’t been answered. Will you please notify staff?

Support ticket #13822

#9

I did notify staff about your support ticket.

I hope you are better. If not, and I realize this might sound paradoxical, would you please enter a support ticket for further input?

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