I get it now, let’s begin.
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Great choice on this. What module did you end up pick with EMP?
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Gorgeous Manifestor
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Nice. I’m doing emperor name embedded with job seeker.
So far it’s been great. How has it been for you?
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I can’t complain actually. I listened to my first loop while at a resort and it was the most fun, I’ve ever had in a long time. Took a weeklong washout because I was listening to DDTS as well. Started listening again on April 27th. I’ve felt confident, secure, safe and productive. Emperor for me has always been a solid shield and armor.
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I feel like Emperor is taking me back to my days in middle school. Days where I wasn’t trying to be bad because I wasn’t bad. I behaved myself for the most part and did my work for the most part. I prided myself on behaving myself minus the temper.
Things I used to be into like tv, anime, music I’m not that much into. I scroll through reels on IG and FB but that’s it. I remember going to parties and just stand there awkwardly because I wasn’t talking to anyone or dancing with anyone. Now it doesn’t feel awkward, I’m content just observing with a drink in my hand.
Conversations are easier. I’m not comfortable with starting them yet, but if someone starts them with me, it isn’t a problem, especially if they are women.
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Finished a full cycle of Emp Name-Embedded. It wasn’t an easy ride, mainly because I wanted to switch throughout a lot of it, but I stuck with it. Throughout the cycle, I felt firm and grounded, I felt like I was in a suit of armor, I felt secure, I felt like I couldn’t be pushed around. There was a moment where I was pushed around though, yesterday. I was waiting for the road to be clear to turn out, but then someone behind me started blowing. Caught me off guard and I almost got into an accident. I was angry all day that I let that happen. In washout mode now.
Second day of washout, I’m feeling grounded and calm.
Third day of washout, nothing much to report. That being said, I’ve notice that I’m starting to feel very comfortable being at home and being alone. I’m not in any rush to be around friends or that desperation of needing a girlfriend or girls. I’ve always liked the quiet but now it’s like I don’t want to give it up.
I decided to extend the washout especially since over the weekend I gave Heartsong (not name-embedded) a listen. Listened to it on Friday and felt horny, Saturday night I went to the movies and I felt a strange tension in my chest, it hurt a little but mostly uncomfortable especially when swallowing my drink. It faded eventually.
Regarding Emperor, I had a headache yesterday, feeling it on the left side of my brain and then it went away. Went to bed feeling the headache again but this time on the right side of my brain. I woke up and still have it. I can manage, but the washout will continue until it is completely gone.
I also don’t feel the need to be around people. It used to worry me before, but I accept it now. Youtube doesn’t appeal to me like it used to, I mostly just go on it because of habit. IG and FB are becoming less interesting as well.