Need Help With re-occurring problem and planning what to use

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#1

I’m done keeping this pattern re-occurring but I could also be in recon rn…

I’m kindly asking for some advice on a long-term stack (or stack plan) as I need to put my ego aside and can no longer rely on my own mind to make the right decision.

This is because I know I’ll end up messing things up again, especially when I see things working, so I need to make a plan, and step away from the forum for a while so I don’t switch up and commit 100%.

Basically, I feel like no matter what I do, nothing ends up working enough and I eventually drop back to the start again. I can’t seem to commit to anything long enough for things to change truly. (Even tho I’m a completely different person in many regards since starting sub club 10 months ago)

When I write something down to do, I get a gut feeling like ‘That won’t happen’—stuck in a spiral of disappointment. If I make a to-do list, it is more likely not to be done. I feel like I can’t truly move forward and my life seems like a mess I can’t fix.

I’m currently on Rebirth + GLM + LBFH but my situation has changed in someway where I’m thinking of the following:

UA for my purpose (which I’ve put off listening to as sabotage) and AM and LD for as long as it takes to break free. Or AM and LBFH.

My situation is:

Starting a volunteering opportunity next month for a music studio doing marketing and helping with getting money in as a foot in the door.

I know my purpose is 100% songwriting now but my self-esteem has always held me back from action.

I feel trapped in my own insanity, I can’t even visualise because I’m scared something bad is going to happen or manifest. I used to get great results visualising as well.

Maybe this stack I’m on is possibly working too well and I’m hoping someone says to switch. Although I really need AM for the money-making mindset and getting the most out of the studio opportunity.

Thanks in advance.

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#2

@Lion @Sub.Zero

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#3

Hello Melody!

If you are sure you want to use Ultimate Artist + Ascended Mogul and you don’t want to be swayed by reconciliation, add Revelation of Mind to this stack so that your mind will quiet down. In addition to this, Revelation of Mind will also help with purpose and strengthen your conviction regarding songwriting. So do Revelation of Mind + Ultimate Artist + Ascended Mogul.

If you are not sure what stack to run, then run Revelation of Mind solo for one or two cycles. Most probably you will get answers to your confusion before your first cycle is over due to the tremendous power of Revelation of Mind to reveal to you what you want from deep within your subconcious mind. And thus it will help you choose your stack since the power of your mind is used to answer this question.

Am talking from experience here. Don’t worry. Tell yourself that no matter how long it takes, you WILL figure it out. Promise this to yourself. It is when it is darkest that the break of dawn is near.

Good luck!

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#4

You’re on 2 healing titles and your post seems pretty recony, why don’t you take a washout for a week and see how you feel. :slight_smile:

After that, I would highly recommend Stark. I’m biased, but I’m also a flexible creative type and the confidence on Stark is reality bending. Imagine acting like a complete fool, without a care in the world, and being loved for it. That’s Stark energy. It’s really great. Stark is also VERY adaptable and it’s helped me with my creative writing, among other things.

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#5

This is a great option. It’s changed the game for me. Would still recommend a washout though.

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#6

Thank you for the suggestion, that makes total sense regarding strengthening conviction and also all the other objectives. With it being an ‘artisanal’ title too.

Now thinking about it, the revelation I got last time I ran RoM for only 1 cycle is I’ve always been a bit of an inventor type. Stupidly I forgot about this.

Although I have issues with finishing pieces, would RM be a smarter choice in this regard or should I keep to basics and work my way up using UA first? I do need to think outside the box for the marketing project too.

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#7

Yeah I agree with your suggestion, LBFH has been hitting me SUPER hard. A full week is sensible, have 2 interviews next week too.

As you mentioned Stark, this has always been a one that makes sense to run and it seems like you love running it!

My objection (which is why I haven’t tried it yet) is the fame element. Is that something you can choose not to go down? I’d love to hear your experience with this?

Thanks :smiley:

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#8

Ultimate Artist is better for that. Although Renaissance Man is awesome, you need loads of discipline when using Renaissance Man. Ultimate Artist helps you be more focused in making a finished product.

Also (this is my guess) Ultimate Artist has more wealth scripting than Renaissance Man so it is useful for earning from your art. Not that Renaissance Man has no scripting for money but am comparing.

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#9

My concern about healing subliminals is that they may take precedence over other categories. I would encourage you to consider taking a 2 week break from any healing titles before starting other titles, such as AM or UA or etc.

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#10

Not in my experience. Though it’s technically possible to consciously avoid it or ignore it, if you don’t wanna be famous…don’t run Stark. Like I never wanted to be famous, Stark actually altered my thinking to see the power and benefit of being well known. It’s funny that way. I ran Emperor because I was scared of Stark fame, these days I imbrace being well known because I understand that it can enhance your life in all aspects.

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#11

That’s where a title such a Limit Destroyer really shines

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#12

Cool! Would you please expand on this?

What did you notice LD doing in regards to this topic?

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#13

It wasn’t from my experience. I remember reading something @Sub.Zero posted. He mentioned running Dragon Reborn with Limit Destroyer. I instantly thought of that when I read your post.

It’s his reviews of Limit Destroyer on the sales page

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#14

I’m actually surprised at times that Limit Destroyer isn’t more popular. Everything holding a person back from whatever it is they want is a Limit to be Destroyed

The thing with healing subs is that they can be so broad that it can feel like it takes forever to see any results or improvements. Narrow the focus with conscious guidance as @SaintSovereign likes to say

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#15

Sounds good, I’ll stick with UA for now then. Thanks again my friend!

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#16

Agreed, haven’t had more than a week duration of a washout since I started subclub, well overdue :smiley:

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#17

I, too, am uncertain about fame. even tried for years to avoid it.

But today is day 48 of reading 48LP. And that book has made me rethink all that. I think fame would be beneficial as long as I am smart about it.

So if I were to ever run Stark again, I’d stack it with IC and PCC I think. That could be an amazing custom.

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#18

That’s really interesting how you see the value in it now. How do you exactly see things now?

The fear is more around people bringing up your past and using it against you like past mistakes to destroy what you’ve built intentionally. Maybe that fear is what would make it more likely to occur…

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#19

Unsure, what does IC stand for?

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