So I’ve got what I can only describe as depression which only comes up when I have to work my day job.
Like, even right now, as I sit here, I should be taking customer’s calls.
I haven’t even clocked in yet. I used to think this was “work-related anxiety”
I’m on LexaPro for it.
I’ve been off the LexaPro for 3 weeks now…self-experiment. Mostly don’t feel any better or worse, though my swings are larger. (Not bipoloar. The pill does seem to make me “nicer” in my daughter’s words).
I’ve been thinking about if Quantum Limitless ST1 could help since it has the “reset” and “balancing” aspects. I don’t expect subs to fully fix my issues.
But would stacking QL1 with Rebirth be a good start?
Or QL1 and Regeneration?
I only have Rebirth so far, so need to come up with $$$ to get QL and/or Regen if I go this route.
I’m just tired of feeling worthless and valueless due to not being able to just “force” myself to “just do it” and work my expected shifts.
QL seems like a great start, but I’m open to suggestions.
I read about @BLACKICE’s results with the “Halcyon” custom…and may get that once I have $$$ for a custom again. That one sounds amazing.
EDIT: I am going back on the LexaPro starting today. I was on 10mG but will ramp it up slowly.
5mg every other day for the first week or 2. Then 5mg daily. And will then work up to alternating every other day between 5 and 10
Until I get up to 10 daily.