Mystery's Primal Ascension Journal

Journals - Major Programs
#1

I decided to start a new journal here because I was inconsistent with my last one.

I have been running subs from here for almost 2 years.

My first 8 months I ran Khan in its entirety and ultimately my sub journey is to make my way back to Khan. I dropped it due to not having the pathways of manifestation and foundation to handle the beast of a script that it was.

Then It led to me changing my stack to Ascension and Primal Seduction which I ran up until September which is when I made 2 customs. An Ascension custom and a PS custom,I ran that until ZP came out

Once Zp came to the scene I just strictly ran Ascension +PS

You would think I have reached a high level of success running this stack but I haven’t. My definition of success on these subs is when manifestations and your reality shift to align with what you want the sub to help you accomplish. I have not accomplished much externally. However internally is a whole different story

My confidence has gone up since I began Ascension but nowhere near where I want it to be. Self esteem and inner strength are the most notable changes I have felt. I feel like I’m constantly bombarded by others negative energy towards me and seeing my inner strength and self esteem rise has helped in not letting it get to me as much. Once in a while it does though and it’s usually from people that are living the life I wish I had and from people that are pretty successful. In those moments I briefly feel like if the people I wish to be like don’t accept me or respect me then I guess I’m not adequate enough yet. Something like this doesn’t happen as much and when it does I rebound quicker from it.

My will doesn’t remain broken for very long which I credit to Ascension.

As for Primal Seduction I don’t want to get into very much because I don’t have much noteworthy things to say about my results with it from a mix of not taking enough action and not getting the desired results of the sub.

I did however notice that really young girls and girls in like middle school would gravitate towards me which i found weird for obvious reasons since I’m 28.

So PS had more of an effect on people with hardly any experience in the dating game.

My stack from here on out will be

-Primal

-Ascension

-Ascension Chamber

I switched to Primal because I realized that my inner landscape requires a ton of work. Spending my time working on my inner game is definitely what I should have been focusing on this whole time. In my opinion inner game is the foundation to a successful Dating life. To add to this even further me being ugly or hideous like some have labeled me in my life is the reality of how others perceive me. Although I know that on the inside I’m far greater than others give me credit for. Not being attractive is yet another reason why having inner game “good” is not good enough it may be for a Michael korrs model but for an unattractive folk it needs to be 3x more solid than a pretty boy with good inner game. I feel like I get tested by others relentlessly but as soon as a handsome individual comes around he will get one or 2 tests and pass and he scores. Sometimes women just melt immediately and no test even occurs. Being a rock and unaffected to all this is why I’ll be running Primal

I don’t want the above paragraph to come across as I have limiting beliefs because I don’t I believe wholeheartedly that I can succeed I just need to devote much more work than a more aesthetic individual. With that said I’m doing this for the inner work and the evolution of my being which is where Ascension comes in

Ascension I’m keeping because I need to become a rock in life and to further my foundation. Once confidence and self esteem is naturally what I ooze out effortlessly is when I’ll know I developed adequately to advance past Ascension.

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#2

Just one unsolicited piece of advice regarding attraction.
What if you started also Spartan alongside Ascension and Primal to improve your attractivity?
I know the one can start working out without Spartan or any other similar sub but the reason behind this is that with the Spartan or similar title you will have dedication and what is more important your pace of growing muscles will be much faster.
With a great body your confidence, and attractivity will be much better.

#3

I appreciate your input but regarding my physique the whole muscular and building muscle physique does not suit me. I will probably look my best at 160-165 lbs but no higher. Any higher and I’ll look out of proportion. Bruce Lee is the physique that I most likely resemble. I will say this, you are igniting a spark for me to make a comeback to the gym . In the past when I did hit the gym and looked good it didn’t do much for my attractiveness.

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#4

Today:

-Rest day

Had a dream where I was naked in front of a guy which is weird because I’m not gay nor remotely close to it and in the dream I remember being ashamed of my nudity. From what I could decipher of this dream it was a sign of insecurity and weakness which could be Primal letting me know that I have some blockage in me from a sexual standpoint.

The way I have been listening to ZP is different from the recommendations instead this is my pattern:

Day1: Primal ZP+ Ascension Chamber
Day2:rest
Day 3: rest
Day4: Ascension ZP
Day5:rest
Day6:Rest
Day7:Primal ZP

I find this pattern gives me less overload and find myself in a better mood.if I follow the recommended I overload and I get angry really easily.

I was actually pretty social with my coworkers probably the most social I have been since I transferred over here. My conversations were more interesting than before. I was able to control the conversations better than usual. Today was actually one of my better days as far as my mood and results .

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#5

Yesterday: 6/17/22

1 loop of Ascension

The 2 full days of rest in between my 2 subs is definitely my sweet spot on ZP

For people beginning to dabble into their journey of subliminals here I recommend you try this method of running ZP if the official recommendation of listening to ZP leads to overload.

Is no wonder I was constantly in a bad mood and my energy was down most of the time. It was because I was overloading my mind. ZP is definitely a less is more kinda thing. Once you overload it has a negative effect on the potential results you could be having if you weren’t overloaded. Some people think rest days are a waste but with ZP that’s when the magic happens.

For my 2nd consecutive day I have been having more engaging conversations with my coworkers. I feel like it is catching them off guard because I’m normally quiet unless they initiate a convo and when they do I would give pretty vague and uninteresting responses because of how I felt due to my ZP overloading.

That has changed I am becoming more charming and pleasurable to be around. I had a more engaging conversation with my boss which was cool because we would normally just greet each other and go our own way.

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#6

6/18/22

  • Ascension Chamber(1 loop)

Today is a day off from work and I was pleasantly surprised for me to actually be using my time more productively. I spent some time learning about cars and some maintenance things I need to do on it and these are things I normally procrastinate on and although I didn’t take the amount of action I wanted,the fact that I took the time to start learning something that will be useful is a sign of things going in the right direction. So mark a point up for my productivity today.

I’m beginning to think i just needed to tweak the way I listen to ZP to start seeing and feeling more of the changes that can be apparent with ZP.

Although improving my game with women and building my confidence,self esteem,self love,and social skills are the most important things to me overall

My mind is constantly on money. I spend way more time on Crypto related things than anything else revolving my goals above.

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#7

Like I had mentioned in my previous post my mind is always on money. Like I know deep down I need to run what I’m currently running but money is always the center of my mind.

Went to check the crypto Market today and it has absolutely been taking a dump. All those that became wealthy on investing always say to buy when there is extreme fear in the market and that is the case currently so I will be stocking up on some HBar at 6 cents. Hopefully in a couple of years I can make some serious money of these investments I’m fully convinced I’m betting on the right horses.

As far as meme coins go I’m taking a calculated risk on VOLT INU if all goes well with that I could make 1+ million dollars of it.

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#8

Too bad LUNA totally tanked. When I first read about the crash, it was like $0.000115/coin. I figured up that if I put $1 into it and it ever reached the all-time high of $119 again, that’d be several million.

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#9

@Palpatine Yes it was the most catastrophic destruction of a crypto that nobody saw coming. Once I saw the crash I knew it wouldn’t come back because of them minting new coins into circulation they would have to burn a ton of Luna to see $119 again.

Something like Hbar,Cronos,Algorand,chainlink,XLM,and XRP have a slim chance of going through something like what happened to Luna. Hopefully you weren’t holding any Luna before the crash.

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#10

I’ve yet to get into crypto. I’m still looking at it though. It’s hard to wrap my head around it since it has no business behind it. It’s like Forex where it’s all speculation and so far I suck at making predictions.

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#11

Thank you for sharing @Mystery, I been noticing this as well.

On overexposure my libido is gone, my emotions don’t flow so well and while at times I do sense the scripts mentally it’s like I’m too tired to execute them properly.

Overexposing just blows your results away.

I’m going to try this 2 day off regime :slight_smile:

By the way, how have you results been on this stack?

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#12

Not as earth shattering as I would have expected for running Ascension for 14 months now. Underwhelming for sure. Haven’t given up yet,the fact Saint and Fire are still finding ways to improve their products shows me they care about getting everyone results and perfecting their products and for that reason is why I haven’t left this Subliminal company, the day they give up and I’m still not getting the results listed on the objectives will be the day I move on.

Most frustrating thing is when I see what is a result and then that result disappears for a really long time.
An example would be something as simple as a girl showing you interest and then for the next few months you get the complete opposite of that. It’s like I get results for a couple of days and then that result disappears for a very long time .

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#13

8/14/22

For those that don’t know me 6 years ago I suffered a serious brain injury when I was living in my car and to this day I can’t say 100 % sure what caused it.

Maybe it was my drug abuse at the time and it was cut with some neurodamaging substance or carbon monoxide poisoning from sleeping in my car with heater on and windows closed in -5 degree winter days.

Im going to say it was the latter because there were a few days when I would wake up like I was suffocating and something in my dream would wake me the hell up,probably saved my life and I don’t even know it.

I haven’t been the same ever since that day.

It’s been a very slow and gradual recovery and I’m still not 100% back to pre injury me. It damaged key parts of my frontal lobe(areas right above the nose),the injury caused so much inflammation in my brain that it would rub against my optic nerve and give me some horrible blurred vision.

Although my internal self continues to grow and evolve and learn we can’t mistake the importance that our brain plays in our lives,without it functioning normally it doesn’t matter how great you are or were it is the delivering vehicle from you to the others around you.

The reason i bring this situation up is because I have seen life from both angles. A life where I had a promising future(I was constantly told I had a good head on my shoulders) to a life where on the outside I am normal to others and therefore face the same challenges as any other normal individual(go to work,pay bills,etc) but my headspace is all cloudy and fuzzy from the inflammation I battle daily every second of my life. If others saw what i am fighting in my head they would realize “holy cow he is going at it every day and only has a percentage of a healthy brain that’s like going into a battle with your hands tied behind your back”

My Subliminal journey has been frustrating due to this tragic event that happened in my life. As stressful as it has been I have only tried focusing on the positive.

If I had continued living like I did back then I probably would be dead so I see this as a form of death where I’m focusing these years to rebuild and come back stronger and better than ever.

Another reason my sub use from here has been disappointing is because I compare my life now with subs and my life before the subs before my injury and I was more alpha and had more “results”

So that has me concluding 2 things either :

-subs don’t work and people getting results would still get those kinds of results without them

     Or

-Our brains are what are giving us these results and these subs are changing and morphing our brains to be able to accomplish the goals of the sub. The thing with anything brain related is that it is a super SLOW process which would explain why some individuals take a long time to see results. Changing the brain is slow and gradual.

Change your brain change your life. But what If you suffer brain trauma.? That’s what my life has been for 6 years so I speak from personal experience.

What do you have to say about this @SaintSovereign . I’ll take a no reply as agreeing to these statements.

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#14

8/14/22

Rest day:

Ok so I have been away for some time now and I have recently came back from a washout of what I believe was almost 2 weeks on Tuesday the 9th.

I ran Primal this last Tuesday with the Flac version of Ascension Chamber right after.

The 12 th I ran Ascension ZP 320 bps 1 loop

On Friday morning I had an incident at work where this guy came irritable at work or something and was coming at me like he owned me or something so I wasn’t having any of that, specially when I know although I’m new to the department that I am a way more valuable employee than himself. I catch problems at work that others fail to catch out of pure laziness and reason I catch them is because I take pride in my work and give my best to it so it bothers me when others who don’t bring that same level of work ethic think they can talk to me like I’m below them. Not having any of that.

I pretty much argued with him and set him straight.guy needed to calm down. I could feel the Ascension Script played a role in that scenario. Although I was mad my heart rate was calm. I wonder if this confrontational energy is going to be something I have to deal with as I continue on with Ascension.

From my point of view it seemed like a guy who was trying to place me below him on the pecking order and was trying to do it aggressively. These are my least favorable people to deal with when it comes to raising my status and going up the ladder. The fact that ones above you see you coming and do in their power to prevent it.

I acknowledge this situation as a result

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#15

I am sorry about what happened to you :frowning:
Have you tried Paragon for health and Quantum Limitless for the brain?

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#16

I have had same experience with Ascension when I was dealing with things calmly instead of being angry.
In the past, I would be stressed, angry, or something.

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#17

That’s rough indeed, bro. I do hope your situation improves soon especially with regard to the brain injury :pray:

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#18

Nor really interested in switching subs at the moment I appreciate the feedback though. I really want to focus on strengthening my inner world right now. Confidence,inner game side with women,self esteem,and all that good stuff.

It’s nice when one can handle them in a poised manner. These are usually the people that win in these arguments. I’ll admit I was raising my voice at him and on some degree I wasn’t calm. Specially when he was yelling at me i found that mad disrespectful. Not sure if I handled it the right way because it now seems I have created an enemy and wish I knew what I did was the correct action to take.

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#19

I hope this aswell Lion aka Raphael. Thank you for stopping by my friend🙂

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#20

Please do not assume this. Please enter a support ticket.

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