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Cycle Day 35, 16/06/2026 - Taurus 6.00, Leo II 6.00, Scorpio 15s
Cycle Day 36, 17/06/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 37, 18/06/2026 - Taurus 6.00, Leo II 6.00, Scorpio 15s
Cycle Day 38, 19/06/2026 - Rest
Thought itād been longer since I last journaled
Been ill and not really in the mood to journal this past week
I dropped the time on Scorpio back down to 15s
I could tell that I needed to ease into this because I noticed old Fearful Avoidant patterns and thoughts creeping back in
Thoughts and Pattterns which were addressed by Regeneration and Love Bomb
This doesnāt bother me as much as it used to
Old thought patterns coming back for a bit
I watched a video by David Bayer who explained that growth has these phases of expansion and then contraction
So, where it feels like old patterns re-emerge for a bit before your growth expansion happens again
Which is frankly something I noticed about myself where Iād think things like āI thought Iād gotten over thisā¦ā
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Anyway I am quite enjoying the Summertime + SSX combo at 15s
It feels like I am most definitely being hit with a good amount of the modules to notice the changes quite substantially
I think the biggest ones are my gaze and body language
And then looks
Now that I am typing this out I think Subconcious Flow has a big factor in this
As Iāve started to notice everything becoming more and more automtic in the changes. I originally thought that was from SSX 
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Iāve also noticed that Summertime feels like it has the container, observer effect I got from Godlike Masculinity when recon comes up
I noticed this in public yesterday at the train station
Some anxious thoughts were coming to the surface but the effect of holding those thoughts to let them process kicked in
It was actually kind of therapeutic
Usually Iād have a bit of annoyance when something like that came up
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Also, sex is a LOT better since adding in this combo
Itās not just technique but the actual feeling of presence when doing the act (foreplay, oral, etc)
There doesnāt feel like an end goal in mind but enjoying each bit as you do it
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Pretty much what Saint said about his own growth patterns
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Oh I actually had no idea, thanks for sharing that Michel
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Cycle Day 39, 20/06/2026 - Taurus 6.00, Leo II 6.00, Scorpio 15s
Cycle Day 40, 21/06/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 39, 20/06/2026 - Taurus 7.00, Leo II 7.00, Scorpio 15s
Iāve been doing this thing for the past week and I think Iāve pocked it up from Summertime
It reminds me a lot like Regeneration and Godlike Masculinity
But basically theres this spot in the back of my skull I pusht the reconcilliation thoughts to
So, they are all essentially in one place
And I just let them process
Itās essentially observing without judgement like Godlike Masculinity
Whilst having this buffer shield around those thoughts like Regeneration (inner spa)
I like it because i can place any ānegativeā thought/reconcilliation there and just sit with that discomfort till its done processing
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Happy birthday!
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Thank you RVcknsultant!!! 
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Alright, lets just update:
Cycle Day 42, 23/06/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 43, 24/06/2026 - Taurus 7.00, Leo II 7.00, Scorpio 15s
Cycle Day 44, 25/06/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 45, 26/06/2026 - Taurus 7.00, Leo II 7.00, Scorpio 30s
Cycle Day 46, 27/06/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 47, 28/06/2026 - Taurus 7.00, Leo II 7.00, Scorpio 30s
Cycle Day 48, 29/06/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 49, 30/06/2026 - Taurus 7.00, Leo II 7.00, Scorpio 30s
Cycle Day 50, 01/07/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 51, 02/07/2026 - Taurus 7.00, Leo II 7.00, Scorpio 30s
Cycle Day 52, 03/07/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 53, 04/07/2026 - Taurus 7.00
Washout:
Washout Day 1, 05/07/2026
Washout Day 2, 06/07/2026
Washout Day 3, 07/07/2026
Washout Day 4, 08/07/2026
Washout Day 5, 09/07/2026
Washout Day 6, 10/07/2026
Washout Day 7, 11/07/2026
Washout Day 8, 12/07/2026
New cycle:
Cycle Day 1, 13/07/2026 - Taurus 7.30, Leo II 7.30, Scorpio 30s
Cycle Day 2, 14/07/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 3, 15/07/2026 - Taurus 8.00, Leo II 8.00, Scorpio 30s
Cycle Day 4, 16/07/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 5, 17/07/2026 - Taurus 8.00, Leo II 8.00, Scorpio 30s
Cycle Day 6, 18/07/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 7, 19/07/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 8, 20/07/2026 - Taurus 8.00, Leo II 8.00, Scorpio 45s
Cycle Day 9, 21/07/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 10, 22/07/2026 - Taurus 8.00, Leo II 8.00, Scorpio 30s
Cycle Day 11, 23/07/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 12, 24/07/2026 - Taurus 9.00, Leo II 9.00, Scorpio 30s
Cycle Day 13, 25/07/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 14, 26/07/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 15, 27/07/2026 - Taurus 9.00, Leo II 9.00, Scorpio 30s
Cycle Day 16, 28/07/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 17, 29/07/2026 - Taurus 9.00, Leo II 9.00, Scorpio 30s
Cycle Day 18, 30/07/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 19, 31/07/2026 - Taurus 10.00, Leo II 10.00, Scorpio 30s
Cycle Day 20, 01/08/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 21, 02/08/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 22, 03/08/2026 - Taurus 10.00, Leo II 10.00, Scorpio 30s
Cycle Day 23, 04/08/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 24, 05/08/2026 - Taurus 10.00, Leo II 10.00, Scorpio 30s
Cycle Day 25, 06/08/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 26, 07/08/2026 - Taurus 10.00, Leo II 10.00, Scorpio 30s
Cycle Day 27, 08/08/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 28, 09/08/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 29, 10/08/2026 - Taurus 11.00, Leo II 11.00, Scorpio 30s
Cycle Day 30, 11/08/2026 - Rest
Cycle Day 31, 12/08/2026 - Taurus 11.00, Leo II 11.00, Scorpio 30s
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I think Iāve just havenāt had a need to journal because of Summertime
Thereās been a complete lack of the need for introspection
Usually Iām introspecting and journaling daily
But I must have written like 3 (small) entries on my offline journal since Iāve last posted
Itās like awareness has pushed outward to just being
Thatās the word I keep hearing, the word āBeā when Iām running Summertime
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Itās like a lack of trying to control things, amongst other things
You donāt try to control your breathing, your thoughts, your feelings
You just Be
And I feel like I am integrating rapidly, to the point I can notice it from everyone espescially my girlfriend
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Emperor - The resilience is incredible. Paired with things like Natural Winner, its just off the charts.
As I push the custom to higher loop lengths, I am unlocking more depths of myself
Revelation of the Nectar Within - Is not just getting better at getting handjobs and blojobs. Itās also unlocking more imaginative ways to recieve them. You kind of start directing how youād like it
Wanted Dream Boy - I now have this subconcious feeling I am my girlfriends dream boy/guy. So my relationship has rocketed.
RICH - has now forced me to work in tandem with Emperor and start taking ridiculous amounts of action to see how I can push this forward. The action taking is probably a reason I havenāt been on the forum as much.
Just have been obsessive in taking action towards my goals
Summertime - Has actually blown me away. Iāve kept this and SSX in my custom to just 30s. But my nervous system feels like its become completly new
Iāve debated whether to switch this for Peace but a 30 second loop has done so much for me in such a short amount of time its frankly ridulous
I would also note, the obsessive amounts of action taking happened the same time I first washed out from this
SSX - is probably the only title I know conciously is there but it feels below my subconcious in a way. Itās like my movements, words and actions are happening naturally but I know its SSX influencing them
It feels like a direct extension to the Wanted series for me. Perfect pariing
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Also, decided to switch to the MWF routine with weekends off
Rapid integration
Really loving it
I can actually get a sense of when I am bumping up the time and noticing a bit of offness
Its now feeling like something new to integrate
So, I can conciously feel what is happening now
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Thatās what I do. more build in rest days and weekends off to progress.
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I know, I got the idea from you actually to go back and try it again
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awww. Good to hear Iām having a positive influence.
Are you doing 30 listening days? That evens out to 10 week cycles for me. Are you still listening to 3 titles a day?
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Yeah of course you are!
Yep, 30 days and same the 10 weeks seem much easier to keep track of as well
Still 3 a day as well, the two rest days at the end of the week now make it feel like a breeze
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Right? I used to throw Ascesion chamber in on Tuesdays for a dedicated manifestation day. Now I that itās bulit into my custom, thereās one less thing to worry about.
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