Thought I’d update my journal here
I’ve noted the things I’ve noticed in the RICH thread about it
It seems to be focusing more on my nervous system than anything else, which I’m thankful for
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In a sadistic way I like the pain of reconciliation
No, that’s not right
I like the growth of knowing I made it through the pain and have made growth
It’s like I’ve achieved something
I know I am very achievement focused
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Regeneration and love bomb have both throttled into my subconscious and brought up things that have been hurting me nearly my entire life
It’s been a painful two nearly three weeks now
But it’s been worth it
I feel like I’m in a transition period currently waiting for things to settle and integrate
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It’s like excavate, pause, integrate
Excavate, pause, integrate
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Leo which has Emperor and Revelation of the Nectar Within has been silent
It’s like running in the background whilst Libra with Regeneration and Love Bomb has taken up most of my minds energy
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Saying that Taurus which has Wanted dream boy and RICH has been a hard hitting custom
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Those pics are great!
If the boxart of the various products were actually boxes, I imagine that your pics are at the back of the box.
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Lion!
Thank you bro
Yeah that would look pretty cool as box art.
Would be like dvds where you can see the cover art on front and details on back 
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Haha exactly! More details on the back.
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Let us update this journal then:
Washout Day 1, 25/02/2025
Washout Day 2, 26/02/2025
Washout Day 3, 27/02/2025
Washout Day 4, 28/02/2025
Cycle day 1, 01/03/2025 - Taurus 1.00, Leo 4.00, Libra 4.00
Cycle day 2, 02/03/2025 - Rest
Cycle day 3, 03/03/2025 - Taurus 1.00, Leo 4.00, Libra 4.00
Cycle day 4, 04/03/2025 - Rest
Cycle day 5, 05/03/2025 - Taurus 1.00, Leo 4.00, Libra 4.00
Cycle day 6, 06/03/2025 - Rest
Cycle day 7, 07/03/2025 - Taurus 2.00, Leo 4.00, Libra 4.00
Cycle day 8, 08/03/2025 - Rest
Cycle day 9, 09/03/2025 - Taurus 2.00, Leo 4.00, Libra 4.00
Cycle day 10, 10/03/2025 - Rest
Cycle day 11, 11/03/2025 - Taurus 2.00, Leo 4.00, Libra 4.00
Cycle day 12, 12/03/2025 - Rest
Cycle day 13, 13/03/2025 - Taurus 2.00, Leo 4.00, Libra 4.00
Cycle day 14, 14/03/2025 - Rest
Cycle day 15, 15/03/2025 - Taurus 2.00, Leo 4.00, Libra 4.00
Cycle day 16, 16/03/2025 - Rest
Cycle day 17, 17/03/2025 - Taurus 3.00, Leo 4.00, Libra 4.00
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This is Taurus:
Taurus (RICH + WDB)
RICH Core
Wanted: Dream Boy Core
Echoes of Fulfilment
Electric Stillness
Enchanting Smile
Her Hunt, Your Throne
Moment Immortalized
Natural Winner
Threaded in Fire
WANTED Online
It hits hard
10 modules and you notice them all very significantly
Also, the adaptive scripting is quite noticeable and I’m noticing it carry across the stack
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So stack right now is:
Taurus - 3.00
RICH Core
Wanted: Dream Boy Core
Echoes of Fulfilment
Electric Stillness
Enchanting Smile
Her Hunt, Your Throne
Moment Immortalized
Natural Winner
Threaded in Fire
WANTED Online
Leo - 3.30
Emperor Core
Revelation of Nectar Within Core
Experimental ZPU Anti-Recon
Pragya
Divine Self-Image
Inner Voice
Negativity Displacer
Song of Joy
The Aligner
Deep Sleep
Jupiter
Omnidimensional
Synergy: Beyond Connection
Energetic Development XI
The Architect
Joie de Vivre
APS: Hair
Epigenetics & DNA Modulator
Libra - 3.30
Dragon Reborn: Regeneration Core
Love Bomb Core
Experimental ZPU Anti-Recon
Pragya
Stonelike
Singularity’s Paradox
Mosaic
Wholeness in Connection
Irresistible Relaxation
The Feedback Loop
The Perfect Imperfection
Honestly a very tight and well rounded stack
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Results from journal entries:
Dragon Reborn: Regeneration Core (Libra)
- Nervous system calming — touches from partner that felt electric and uncomfortable now feel at ease
- Surfacing core wounds into conscious awareness (“what if I’m unfixable?”)
- Loosening the abandonment wound — realising partner won’t leave even after storming off
- Lull and low energy states that you’ve correctly identified as healing processing
- Wanting to nap, slow down, withdraw from productivity
- Reduced need for external validation — noticing when you’re seeking it and questioning why
- Old beliefs losing grip — “getting rid of an old belief that I had to be critical to succeed”
- Being quieter overall, less driven to post on forums or perform importance
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Love Bomb Core (Libra)
- Holding the low periods without spiralling into self-hatred
- Sad but not self-destructive during the lull — that distinction matters
- Looking at partner with more love than usual early on
- Feeling calmer and more at ease as a baseline
- Self-like increasing — “I feel like I like myself a lot more today”
- Buffering the emotional excavation so it doesn’t overwhelm
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Emperor Core (Leo)
- Physical shifting — getting noticeably bulkier
- Background sovereignty — how you process and journal has become more self-aware and pattern-recognising over time
- Correctly identifying reconciliation as reconciliation rather than acting on it (“I’m getting reconciliation in the form of wanting to change titles”)
- Less visible day-to-day but holding the structural framework of the stack
- Avoided protest behaviour on March 2nd — that’s Emperor’s self-regulation even if it felt like nothing
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