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#85

Cycle day 24, 03/09/25 - Rest
Cycle day 25, 04/09/25 - Rest
Cycle day 26, 05/09/25 - Wanted 1.00, GLM 7.00
Cycle day 27, 06/09/25 - Rest
Cycle day 28, 07/09/25 - KBST1 14.00

Hadn’t realised I hadn’t updated this journal in a little while

My gosh Wanted delivers. If anything I think Fire and Saint have outdone themselves with how much of the feedback they took from the community AND managed to include into the title. It is simply amazing

I was planning to put GLM and Wanted into a custom and I can’t really think of how to design it. The two cores as they are are hitting all the goals I want from them

Outstanding

I’ll give it a think as I want to combine the two

Determined to finish KBST1 this week. Nearly at full loop for it so will see

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#86

Cycle day 29, 09/09/25 - Rest

Debating whether to take a washout. I feel a bit of mental slow down creeping in so might be good to finish this cycle

Other than that I feel fine. Pretty confident I could do my next loop of KBST1 at full loop. So, it might be time to move onto the next title

Not sure if I want to do KBST2 straight away or another title like Love Bomb for now

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#87

Pretty sure Wanted is still going

Noticing my thought patterns are changing…

“Walk more elegant, soften the face, keep calm, soften the gaze”

It’s pretty cool

Think my head has processed most of KBST1 which is allowing the other two subs to process better too

Wondering if it was just water that was needed to hydrate me and let it all process a bit more because I feel better than earlier and more enegetic even though I’ve not really eaten

Wondering if I should even take a washout yet too as my mind thinks it can keep going

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#88

Cycle day 30, 10/09/25
Wanted - 2.00
GLM - 30s

I upped Wanted and dropped GLM just for today to let Wanted ease in a bit more

Plus I didn’t feel like listening to a lot

Think my mind has been processing a lot since my last loop of KBST1 but feeling okay now

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#89

Cycle day 31, 11/09/25 - Rest

Mind feels way less full today. Probably a combination of smaller loops and Wanted being new scripting

I’m enjoying this new Wanted, new beliefs are being installed that I am really attractive as I currently am.

I’ll be going out a bit later so will need to see if any recon creeps in but so far so good

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#90

Considering looking at wealth titles for a bit…

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#91

Cycle day 32, 12/09/25 - Wanted 3.00, GLM 3.00

I had recon last night from Wanted. The recon comes in the form of becoming withdrawn for a little bit

GLM stopped the irritability from creeping in. The whole experience did not last very long, an hour at most

Overall though I am enjoying Wanted. There seems to be this cool feature where the more you are around women, the more it seems to boost and reinforce the beliefs and results. It reminds me of DEUS in a way and is really, really good

Think this would be a useful feature in other titles with variations depending on the topic

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#92

13/09/25 - Washout Day 1
14/09/25 - Washout Day 2
15/09/25 - Washout Day 3
Cycle Day 1, 16/09/25 - Wanted 3.30, RotNW 45s
Cycle Day 2, 17/09/25

New cycle time and trying out a title I wanted to try for a while, RotNW

I think Wanted was definitely shining more yesterday but I think a few more loops of RotNW will give me a rough idea of what it is like

I think I’ll drop GLM for now as there is a few titles I want to try before making customs of the areas I want to focus on. And dropping it for now gives me a bit of flexibility

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#93

Cycle Day 3, 18/09/25 - Wanted 4.15, RotNW 1.00

Anti-recon feels different on Wanted. On GLM it is sort of detach and observe. On Wanted it is more stop trying to control the outcome

One thing I’ve noticed on Wanted is that immediately my attention and energy shifts towards my eyes. There becomes a sort of warm calmness I feel there. A very relaxed gaze

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#94

Cycle Day 4, 19/09/25 - Rest
Cycle Day 5, 18/09/25 - Wanted 3.45, RotNW 1.00

Went through a ton of recon yesterday. Irritable. Argued with my girlfriend. Wasn’t my best moment but I could tell something was being worked on and released

Felt much better by the evening as my emotions stabilised

Was wondering if to listen today but my mind felt clear. Slightly lowered Wanted exposure this time

I am missing GLM’s anti-recon as it allowed me to be more detached but it is what it is

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#95

You mean the detachment scripting in GLM? The anti-recon is all of the new titles, including Wanted which you are still running. But GLM really does a lot with putting distance between your calm Self and the turmoil of your emotions, it is really great for that.
Also, the scripting is processed for a long time in my experience. You were running it last week, so it is likely still processing and might be sort of the in the “background” for quiet some time. I think I saw Saint mention that it could be active for months on end, even when you stop actively listening to loops.

#96

Yeah that’s the one, it seemed to work really well with the anti-recon

Not sure why I’m not noticing as much this week but I do suspect it could be that a few titles are catching up on the execution including KBST1

I’ll give it another week before I think about if I should build a custom with GLM and Wanted or if that was just a one off heavy day for me

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#97

Cycle Day 6, 21/09/25 - Rest
Cycle Day 7, 22/09/25 - Wanted 3.45, RotNW 45s

Yesterday was much, much better in terms of reconcilliation.

Overall, a good day. Was at a tradeshow and found myself interacting with a lot of women in general.

I’m becoming more relaxed and comfortable bantering with women I’ve just met

IOIs are just becoming my norm

Even though I wasn’t even looking my best (my girlfriend commented I looked like a hobo with my unshaved look and out of bed hair :laughing: it didn’t affect me I still felt attractive)

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#98

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Thought this was a cool reminder for when we go through reconciliation

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Love Bombing the Godlike Masculinity with the Art of Happiness and Joy
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Love Bombing the Godlike Masculinity with the Art of Happiness and Joy
#100

Cycle Day 8, 23/09/25 - Rest
Cycle Day 9, 24/09/25 - Wanted 3.45, RotNW 1.30

I’ve been looking at how to create a custom for a while. Trying to decide how to stramline my stack have a bigger focus on manifestations.

I’ve been noticing a lot of manifestations have actually been happening in my life but I’ve not really been paying attention to them

RotNW seems to add an extra layer of smoothness to Wanted. Still feel like Wanted is doing the main driving of this stack which is fine by me as I wanted RotNW to just be an auxiliary in case I wanted to drop it

Recon is fine. Noticed I had a very sexual lucid dream last night though. It was almost a wet dream, I was laying in bed and multiple women would climb on top of me and have sex with me one after the other. Not sure how it almost became a wet dream as i haven’t been abstaining at all

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#101

Cycle Day 10, 25/09/25 - Rest

Noticing the effects are carrying over into the second day which is pretty nice. It is usually the second day after listening that I start to feel a bit of anxiety creeping in

But I am actually pretty impressed with how much I am getting from this cycle already

Still going through the little obsession over building a custom. Tinkering and swapping modules in a spreadsheet I have. Pretty sure this is one of my forms of reconciliation but c’est la vie. I’ll take that over feeling miserable or something :joy:

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#102

Reminder for myself on how NSE cores work

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#103

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