I love this, its from DRR but I’ve had this thought many times in other areas of my life
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Cycle day 15, 25/08/25 - Rest
Cycle day 16, 26/08/25 - KBST1 10.00
I think a combination of WB and NAEW blooming and the synergy of GLM and KBST1 are kicking in
I have started to see attraction go through the roof as I walk about the city
My face is more relaxed, my eye contact is more at ease
I can see the deer in the headlights look as my eyes meet theirs
This change has been profound and a combination of all these programs
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I don’t actually know how to describe KBST1 as something other than it’s working in the background
I can feel it but I can’t say how to describe it
It’s like a thrum hanging there
It is profound how much energy is freeing up throughout my body
I can’t feel waves of tiredness that I usually would feel
It’s like it’s unlocking something
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Some have said that KB1 didn’t do anything for them but for me it was one if the fastest acting ones when I ran the first loop of it. Immediate stoppage of pmo for me.
Later stages weren’t that way though but am sure longer use of KB would have helped along with some energy practice like Qigong or Yoga.
Luckily I got the benefit of conserving my sexual energy much later. From the washout bloom I believe.
Different folks, different strokes lol. Enjoy Khan Black!
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It really is quite something, finding it really synergising well with GLM if you ever fancy giving that a shot
Feeling quite zen at this moment 
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Perfect regaining masculine energy stack. Will try it one day.
Right now focused on RoM + RICH + WANTED.
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Cycle day 16, 25/08/25 - Rest
There is a difference in the recon I get from KBST1 and GLM
GLM the recon comes up and eventually like a bubble pops and resolves itself
KBST1 seems to be lingering
Its mostly thoughts I have probably tried to ignore that are surfacing for me to deal with. Feeling quite needy actually in my relationship which is a surprise
Seems to be some anxieties popping up about my relationship
I can feel the recon resolving but its interesting how the recon thoughts seem to be ones you are unconsciously or consciously blocking out
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Cycle day 17, 28/08/25 - GLM 6.00
Learned apathy can be a blocker of emotions. And once that is release it can allow previously stored up emotions to flow.
Which kind of explains why I’ve had a cascade of them occurring in my most recent cycles. I’m assuming something was keeping them blocked in.
Seems like I went through apathy then sadness, irritation and anger
Dropping my Social King custom. I’ve enjoyed it but with the eve of the new Wanted coming soon I want to introduce that in 
Or maybe my new WB and RotNW custom
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Cycle day 18, 29/08/25 - Rest
Its actually amazing how much the anti-recon is improving things
noticing very little to no recon today
I noticed recon popped up yesterday but this was short-circuited very quickly as my mind lasered into the reason behind the recon
Its as if my mind told me “you are thinking this because you don’t feel good enough”
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Cycle day 19, 29/08/25 - KBST1 11.00
Cycle day 20, 30/08/25 - Rest/Washout
Debating whether to try the new experimental listening pattern or washout for now
Had quite a few vivid dreams last night around family and betrayal. Not sure what any of them mean as I do have quite good relationships with my family
Recon wise, just a mildish anxiety in the background which will probably go away soon
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Cycle day 21, 31/08/25 - GLM 7.00
Cycle day 22, 01/09/25 - Rest/Washout?
Very slight irritation and anxiety today. Found myself anxious in a meeting today as I couldn’t think of my usual ideas that would pop up during using my Stark custom
My mind felt like it couldn’t quite finalise the idea it would usually get
Bit frustrating but I am guessing GLM has something it is working through today
Mind still feels like its processing but not in an overloaded sense. Going to see tomorrow how I feel if I want to washout till the weekend
In other news, a small Wanted sneak peak was shown by Fire. Can’t wait for this 
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Cycle day 23, 02/09/25 - KBST1 12.30
I thought I’d push ahead with the cycle. Not noticing any overload at all and want to finish my time with KBST1
I must say I surprisingly saw a huge jump in attraction from women yesterday. To the point where a I was blatantly getting eye fucked from a passing woman on the street
GLM is really hitting something to the core of me but I do think its KBST1 unlocking a lot of this as well
Another surprise is how long I can last during sex which happened last night. It was almost three times as long, even in positions that would usually make me shoot very quickly. Pleasant surprise for my girlfriend…
Good stack overall, very inner work
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Cycle day 24, 03/09/25 - Rest
Cycle day 25, 04/09/25 - Rest
Cycle day 26, 05/09/25 - Wanted 1.00, GLM 7.00
Cycle day 27, 06/09/25 - Rest
Cycle day 28, 07/09/25 - KBST1 14.00
Hadn’t realised I hadn’t updated this journal in a little while
My gosh Wanted delivers. If anything I think Fire and Saint have outdone themselves with how much of the feedback they took from the community AND managed to include into the title. It is simply amazing
I was planning to put GLM and Wanted into a custom and I can’t really think of how to design it. The two cores as they are are hitting all the goals I want from them
Outstanding
I’ll give it a think as I want to combine the two
Determined to finish KBST1 this week. Nearly at full loop for it so will see
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Cycle day 29, 09/09/25 - Rest
Debating whether to take a washout. I feel a bit of mental slow down creeping in so might be good to finish this cycle
Other than that I feel fine. Pretty confident I could do my next loop of KBST1 at full loop. So, it might be time to move onto the next title
Not sure if I want to do KBST2 straight away or another title like Love Bomb for now
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Pretty sure Wanted is still going
Noticing my thought patterns are changing…
“Walk more elegant, soften the face, keep calm, soften the gaze”
It’s pretty cool
Think my head has processed most of KBST1 which is allowing the other two subs to process better too
Wondering if it was just water that was needed to hydrate me and let it all process a bit more because I feel better than earlier and more enegetic even though I’ve not really eaten
Wondering if I should even take a washout yet too as my mind thinks it can keep going
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Cycle day 30, 10/09/25
Wanted - 2.00
GLM - 30s
I upped Wanted and dropped GLM just for today to let Wanted ease in a bit more
Plus I didn’t feel like listening to a lot
Think my mind has been processing a lot since my last loop of KBST1 but feeling okay now
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Cycle day 31, 11/09/25 - Rest
Mind feels way less full today. Probably a combination of smaller loops and Wanted being new scripting
I’m enjoying this new Wanted, new beliefs are being installed that I am really attractive as I currently am.
I’ll be going out a bit later so will need to see if any recon creeps in but so far so good
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Considering looking at wealth titles for a bit…
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Cycle day 32, 12/09/25 - Wanted 3.00, GLM 3.00
I had recon last night from Wanted. The recon comes in the form of becoming withdrawn for a little bit
GLM stopped the irritability from creeping in. The whole experience did not last very long, an hour at most
Overall though I am enjoying Wanted. There seems to be this cool feature where the more you are around women, the more it seems to boost and reinforce the beliefs and results. It reminds me of DEUS in a way and is really, really good
Think this would be a useful feature in other titles with variations depending on the topic
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