I realized I’m more drifting through life than living according to my desired intentions. I think I could use some systems to help me staying on track. I get distracted all too easily.
I feel a veil is slowly lifting in my life experience. Right now I’m finding myself being unable to stay on top of things. I just get sidetracked for many reasons. Another realization that I have had for some time now is that I am focused on coping rather than thriving. Or to put differently, I’ve been more focused on what I don’t have rather than on what I do have and using that to make progress. I’ve just been getting by. I’ve been in this place for enough of a length of time already.