It has been a couple of days since I ran Emperor from Ascended Mogul almost on a 24 hour basis - even when I sleep, I have the masked version running in my earbuds. I haven’t really felt anything yet apart from catching a bad cold from the day I ran it and I am still trying to recuperate from the cold. It has also been a time for me to decide what I really want in my life.
Anyway, this morning I went out to a mall to buy something and I found myself speaking slowly and more confidently to the shopkeeper and when somebody almost bumped into me by accident he apologised very profusely as if he had knocked me over. I didn’t really care and continued walking but took note of the person’s reaction.
I realise that I am running Emperor because I want to stop giving a flying fuck about how society likes to tell me what to do to succeed in life - and I need to get rid of the idea that my present situation and my future is determined by my past actions and achievements.
I don’t want to believe in that anymore- every time I look at the biographies,CVs and track records of successful people (especially on Linkedin), I end up feeling depressed because I feel that I have missed lots of opportunities to succeed in my life while other people seemed to have succeeded by taking the traditional path in life.
This should not be the case, but it has shaped me to the bad situation I am currently in. I cannot keep on believing in such nonsense anymore - that my past determines my future - past success is not equal to future success.
That has been the reason why I want to push on with Emperor, and not let my future be determined by my past anymore. Everyone reacts differently to subliminals,so I cannot compare the speed at which different people execute the subliminals. I will get there one day if I persist - I am running Emperor as much as I can be it masked or ultrasonic and will only add in Ultimate Artist once I have hit at least 500 hours (at least 25 days) on Emperor. I’ve tried so many self-development and healing modalities over the past 20 years with no effect - I will now just believe in this one.
My goals continue to be the same and the most important thing is still the financial freedom part, gaining the ability to influence people, as well as my ambitions in the world of photography - Ultimate Artist will be running alongside Emperor soon.
I would also state another end-goal as that of being able to control and shape my own reality through my imagination, and I believe Ultimate Artist also has that ability to improve my imaginative abilities. Thank you Subliminal Club - I think you guys are on the right track with regards to letting me achieve my goals without adopting another belief system.