Day 30
Subliminal Break Day
Just had some thoughts about my experience with prayer, anxiety and worries.
I am anxious and worried 50% of my time. I am often told that prayer or meditation can help me.
To be honest, neither methods have been a great help.
The way I see it, the way for me to not to feel anxious or worrisome is to have the problem bothering me solved. As long as the problem bothering me is not solved, it is hard for me not to be anxious or worrisome. It also happens that there are a lot of problems in my life that I do not have any control over.
A good analogy would be trying to sit down and meditate when your house is on fire and you are responsible for putting out the fire yet don’t have any means to do it. Furthermore, you weren’t the one who set the fire.
I am now looking at ZP hoping that it will help me with some inner work to view things differently so that I can improve my quality of life.
In particular, I realise that for me, having the ability to solve problems is important, hence Limitless ZP cannot be out of my next stack - I may even stack with Ascended Mogul to continue my Ascended Mogul run.
Another thing I want is control over my reality. If I’m responsible for my own reality and life, then please I let me see the damn tools
These days, I’ve begun to view a lot of things in terms of capital and archetypes.
Most people who succeed in life, they have some sort of capital that is expressed in intellectual, emotional, social, physical, financial or institutional forms.
At the same time, a person’s archetype makes it easier to acquire and utilize certain types of capital to achieve their goals.
For example, the type of capital that is best for Athlete archetype to achieve his goals would be different from that for a Sage archetype or a Joker archetype.
Apart from that, the environment we are born in often distorts our perceptions about what we really need and want, and how we should go about using the right types of capital to achieve our goals.
So in a sense, there is a strong nature vs nurture theme in everyone’s life.
So I guess at the end of the way, it is really important that we learn about ourselves and find out what we really want.