My Journey to Olympus

Journals - Major Programs
#1587

Supposed to be 1st day of washout, but ran 1 minute of WB. Too tempting. I was seduced by its reality.

I’m sitting in my car, listening to the radio play some old songs.

An old cheesy song came up, then I remember things that have happened in my life. I remember high school, a girl sang this song for me, thinking about those things now makes me smile. It was like only yesterday and yet at the same time a lifetime ago.

Time goes by so fast. How kind and cruel she can be.

Anyway that’s the gift of music, a vehicle to the past and a way towards that part of myself that’s usually unreachable. Whenever my faith waivers, in comes a melody that touches my heart. How could I not believe in the divine whenever I feel this way. It’s a reminder, I’m not just some ape. There’s got to be more.

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#1588

Rest

I still feel some inner turmoil within me. I’m seeing some of my mistakes and realizing that I’ve been holding myself back due to some false beliefs that I thought were right.

I still wish to live my life with honor, but I have to think more about myself because I have less and less to give the longer I go on this way.

What’s my purpose then to myself and those I care about when I have little to give but thoughts and prayers.

On another note, I’ve had some money come from different sources and a surprise one when I realize some bonds have matured. I bought those a long time ago but completely forgot about them. I’m attributing that to HoM.

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#1589

HoM full loop

Accidentally ran a full loop, I was a bit sleepy and doing some reading, totally forgot about the sub playing in my ears.

I’ll observe myself and to compensate I’m probably not running another title today, and perhaps even postpone my next HoM run until next week.

We’ll see, perhaps it’s a blessing in disguise, who knows. Will keep an eye out for possible recon or remarkable external manifestations.

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#1590

Yep. Recon.

Will take it easy.

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#1591

Today is a good day. Too tired to write much but what a day.

Thank you SC and HoM.

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#1592

To my mind, be my friend.

Something happened that I now think is part of a healing of a wound I’ve been carrying within my psyche for a while now.

I had a dream where I confronted these people that humiliated myself and my loved ones.

At the time when this happened although I did not fold, I had to bite my tongue. All advantages was theirs and they knew it and capitalized on that.

Well anyway back to the dream, I confronted these people and said what I wanted to say.

Perhaps now that I’m also in a better position (thank you HoM, Primal and AM), my mind brought this up in a dream to deal with it, at least in this way.

I thank my mind for being intelligent enough to use a dream as a vehicle to confront a trauma, because I have no interest in doing this in real life.

I want move on and live. I want to use my time.

Back to the dream; I guess the emotions I felt was strong enough that someone had to wake me up because I was, I guess moaning like having a nightmare in my sleep.

Anyway I’ll observe myself, and if I feel better now after that intense one on one session with my mind.

P.S.

Oh I forgot and had to add. Also had a bad dream the other day, it’s like I’m entering a room I knew was haunted, and just going in until I reached that inner room where the haunting was more intense.

It was a strange dream, straight out of a horror movie but cool nonetheless. Perhaps those haunted rooms represent the rooms in my mind I didn’t want to tackle.

Maybe.

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#1593

Feeling a bit under the weather, some brain fog and some exhaustion. It’s not the subs cause I just took a mini washout. I’m just tired in general.

The past week was great, I felt an immense relief. I am starting to see the light at the end of a very dark tunnel.

I cannot express my gratitude to SC for these subs and most notably the genius that is the House of Medici.

This title is very good at manifesting wealth and opportunities.

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#1594

Does it do this through your current income streams? What about getting wealthy through the income streams like real estate, investments, rent or any other financial routes that are setup by family members and in turn fill your pockets too?

Am curious about this.

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#1595

It probably does all that Rap. My business is still there but I’ve made a substantial amount through real estate

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#1596

Man, that’s really awesome to hear :+1:

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#1597

Thank you my friend. Things are looking up. Hope all is good with you as well :beers:

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#1598

Not sure if I’m having presults with my incoming custom but I’ve noticed an uptick in being followed by a few females on an app I use.

Anyway this custom is my main candidate for my first QTKS once I have more experience with it for a month or two.

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#1599

It’s going good. There are some things that are yet to be ironed out but am sure it will happen.

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#1600

Hello @RVconsultant, could you change this journal’s title into “My Journey to Olympus” when you have the time. Thank you bro.

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#1601

It’s been a while since I noted something in my public journal. It’s been quite a ride since then. For the most part I’ve seen many victories and many realizations in terms of my own nature and human nature in general.

It has thought me a lot of things, things I didn’t think about before. Some are a rude awakening, but some are empowering. One thing I can say is that I no longer look at things with rose colored lenses, at least not as much as before.

That being said I ran HoM and Primal for what… maybe 5-6 months now? I forgot, but it’s been a long time and yup definitely paid off.

Life goes on and I’m still on this journey to my own Olympus. I’m glad I have these tools with me to accompany me in my way.

Tested Emperor Daddy and so far I’m liking it. I’ve seen some noticeable attraction and I was calm, at least calmer than OG Emperor for the most part. I was thinking of including LB with my Emperor runs but I think, EmpD has addressed that for me.

Right now I’m feeling some physical stuff I need to work on, and once I put things back into order and the way I want it, I can finally focus on that.

It’s been a while, and it feels the journey started not so long ago. I guess as one ages, time feels like it passes quicker.

I look back on my life, some I wish I could have done differently, and some I’m happy I got the privilege to experience. I’m still alive so there’s definitely room for more adventures, and more happy memories to make.

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