Not listening to subs for this week washout has been difficult lol
Iāve found the breaks to be very helpful. I discipline myself to take the breaks. Otherwise, I end up with a very odd feeling in my head that I donāt know how to describe. Itās like pressure.
I completely understand what you mean by that pressure. Itās not quite pressure but pressure is the only thing Iāve come up with to describe it.
I get pressure headaches if I have subs playing and get into a super productive groove. not really complaining since itās easy enough to pop a couple tylenol or even Naproxen before bed. Sometimes, if I think to do so, Iāll take them before starting work.
that way, by the time I feel it, I KNOW I probably need to take a break from the work and go do something else.
1x SanguineQ, 1x EQ, 1x PS
Feeling physically better. I felt so heavy the past few days, total weaksauce.
Forgot to take the ginseng and green tea⦠turns out I have a fuzzy memory as well. Come on Limitless-lite in EQ, time to shine buddy.
Exactly!
Okay, so itās not just me. Reality checks are good things to have.
1x SanguineQ, 1x EQ, 1x PS
Same same same
How about playing one more loop of EQ and one more of PS?
Itās kind of tricky buddy, with my loops Iām already listening at 10 hours. 3x loops morning, 2x loops midmorning, 2x loops noon, 3x at night.
Maybe when Iām done with my stack of Regeneration and Elixir Iāll have more leeway. Come january Iāll start to change things up again.
Rest day today. Iāll take 2 days off
(1 month on EQ)
1x RebirthQ, 1x StarkQ, 1x PS
Decided to do an experiment after my 2 day break. Same stack but Iām switching EQ for StarkQ for a week, see how it makes me feel, perhaps even break my plateau with EQ when I go back.
Iām not going to note as much in my journal so I donāt confuse myself in the future when Iām looking for reference. This journal is still about EQ, except when thereās something compelling and remarkable to write.
Quick update. Same stack except I replaced EQ with Stark.
2nd day and Iām being sh*t tested quite a bit. Itās kinda cute and adorable⦠but wow⦠what the heck.
Not sure if this is what I could expect from Stark or just temporary, or a coincidence. Interesting however.
Edit 2: I feel lighter. Not sure if itās the new sub effect but thereās definitely more levity. I remember I usually get irritated when getting crap tested back in my teens and 20ās, but so far I felt good today. Kind of reminded me of the good olā days so to speak. Anyway I am sure anymore of this and it will get old and annoying again, but so far crap tested passed with flying colors. Letās see tomorrow
I just remembered, I had a nightmare last night. Twice in a row, right after I woke up another bad dream. Interestingā¦
If youāre planning on running DR and healing I would go for it now, itās been only one month youāve been playing EQ and Regeneration. It would be a pity if it was three months or so but like now it makes sense to me. After running DR you could go back to Emperor or play Khan. Iām wondering myself if playing Khan after finishing DR wouldnāt be a better move than rushing to my ultimate archetype - Stark. Ultimate archetype if it comes to the current period of my life when Iām still young and can be very productive. I suppose if I was around 60 I would rather be thinking about Alchemist.
Youāre right. Iām going to have to drop regen and maybe sanguine for the meantime because thereās just too much.
Iām taking a gamble on DR, hopefully this is it. This cracks the code and gets rid of the garbage in my mind.
Thatās what I was thinking about while suggesting you could switch to DR straight away. Itāll break you, itāll heal you, itāll reveal to you who you are and itāll help you become who youāre destined to be. In short, these are goals of DR.
I know youāve always encouraged me to stay with my stack and you wouldnāt recommend adding a new program if itās not for a good reason. The fact this program is wowing you and raphael is really something. I should be more patient with my stack but if thereās a program that comes along and seems to hit all the marks I am aiming for, I think itās a great idea to jump on it.
Hits the wallet but you never know, we might be very different men by this time next year. Happier, healthier and a whole lot more successful. Iām going into this with a positive outlook, perhaps my previous healing stack has helped pushed me to invest in myself further.
I made a new journal but I am kind of regretting that. I think I should just continue here. I might flag that one, turns out I couldnāt delete it.
For now thatās the only thing Iām certain about, all the rest is a mystery which the futures holds enshrouded.
Iāll add this here in case my other journal gets deleted. I suppose I got too excited but I can just use this old journal just as well.
Date: Dec 09 2020
First day today, running Dragon Reborn ST1. Not sure yet how many times I should play this though. 3x maybe?
I am excited.
Edit:
First impressions, the sound is louder than my other masked subs. Felt some sort of pressure on my head while listening. Disappeared within 10 seconds. So far so good.
Yeah, itās louder which is good for calibrating it at the same level as Ultimas. I think 3 loops is a good start. SC club recommends to start with two but we have to keep in mind itās rather for new users and people who donāt know their subliminal capacities yet.