Day 2: Rest day and recon.
An addendum and random, recon powered musings.
So far on my Khan ZP journey, I had the best time on ST1, alongside Chosen and Wanted.
I felt socially comfortable, optimistic and the respect perk of Chosen is shining through. ST2, and my briefest stint with ST3, not so much.
Got some rude behaviors at times and I felt tested since my 5th cycle, but I’m supposing it’s my aura or signature or something and it’s going haywire. Attraction not so much but I kind of chuckle, because I sort of had an idea what I was getting into when I started.
Once again I was rocking the boat of my psyche, and I didn’t give a damn. Not yet, because I believe it will pay off dividends.
This happened before on DR ST2 Q, where I felt I lost my gains from Emperor and PS but the internal tempest subsided after sometime.
I look fine outwardly or at least I hope so, but I’m feeling some anxiety and discomfort and that familiar siren of recon is ever present. Go with Emperor, go with AM… sex is not your priority etc.
It isn’t.
But my impression is Khan is to Emperor, to what is QL is to Limitless, and EoG to Mogul.
An all encompassing alpha title, more social, less serious, equally intelligent and formidable, and the more I stick with it, the more I get to uncover its treasures.
I’m tired of thinking about this at this point in time and what I want is to do my thing while evolving exponentially from our titles. I’d like to stick with a title and be a success story and enjoy my life.
Money-wise, I seem to be getting more income on Khan and Chosen and that perk is definitely helping me stay on course. Getting invites to swanky and fancy places are great as well. I love this about ZP. Which title? It’s probably Chosen and Khan.
The positivity of Chosen permeates many aspects of my life. Like Don Corleone, I still have some selfish reasons, and I’d like a more worldly Chosen with Limitless and Rich but right now this Chosen is gold.
The confidence, the social aspects and the respect is really nice. It’s not EmperorQ sexy vip which I really like, but I’m hoping to see that in KhanZP.
I’ll proceed with Khan ST4 among the tumult. It shouldn’t be as bad as before, ZP is definitely smoother.
Knowing more about Khan ZP once the objectives are posted would be a boon to my resilience and staying power.
Until then, keep calm and carry-on.