Right back at ya hermano 
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My observations of the Lovebomb ultima prototype: (1st time, 1 loop)
-Before playing, I was starting to have the early signs of recon, Iām 2nd guessing if I should go on with my stack, or should change things up a bit. 2-3 hours after I listened once, and I donāt feel the recon.
-My mood changed gradually for the better, Iām on EQ which tends to make me feel centered and grounded. With this ultima, I was reminded of Stark. Felt happier, more social and upbeat.
-Sometimes when Iām on EQ I noticed I have either this blank stare or an ice cold look if something truly got my attention and Iām analyzing in the background. Itās not meant to be rude but I noticed this in myself when Iām focusing on what someone is saying. With the ultima, I guess my eyes were kinder, and friendlier. I canāt explain it exactly, but it feels like I am smiling through my eyes. I can see it through the demeanor of who I am talking to, cause they tend to change their look as well.
-I joke around more, and it doesnāt take much to make me laugh out loud today.
-Noticed more hugs and clinginess. Deer in the headlights too.
-Been complimented about my body and looks.
-I didnāt feel sexual. Not today.
-Something in it made me appreciate my look in the mirror for some reason. Maybe it has some beautifying effect? Is that what thatās called? Anyway I havenāt shaved for about 5 days now, and right around this time Iām usually shaking my head when I see myself, I donāt let my beard grow this much, cause one 1. I donāt think it looks good on me. 2. Itās damned itchy.
Well, when I saw myself in the mirror, I was like huhā¦ this isnāt so bad. I dig it. Iām shaving it off though, the ultima did not help with the itch, sadly.
-Had a discussion over lunch, the topic was pretty serious but no negativity felt. The conversation was actually pleasant. Saw plenty of nods in agreement.
-Minimal negative thoughts. Actually I think my love for myself heightened with this Ultima.
-I was still productive.
-Music was more enjoyable. I love music, but I think it heightened my level of enjoyment.
-I automatically skipped over bad news or negative stuff. Iām just not interested in it.
Tomorrow is my rest day, but Iāll note here in case something remarkable happens that I can be sure to attribute to the prototype and not my other subs.
This ultima is fantastic, I wonder how it could work during interviews or instances when you need to be convincing like in sales etc.
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your communication is almost like a different person lately, the succinctness and clarity. I think whatever youāve been doing is working.
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My rambling thoughts is a source of embarassment, and improving upon this is one of my goals. This means a lot. Thanks brother.
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most welcome!āhereās a cool tip if you are embarrassed by it (unsolicited advice 
)-look to catch when you are going to ramble and set a context for it.
You can do this by saying consciously ramble: (insert ramble here) lol
It sounds funny but itās one step to getting space around it and communicating more powerfully/responsibly.
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@Azriel Ahā¦ haha gotcha. Advice away my friend. Iāve lost a lot, but one thing I didnāt is to always keep an open mind and be open for advice. I appreciate that
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Small note: Itās my rest day but an old friend suddenly contacted me out of the blue today. We didnāt have any communication for maybe a year. Iām pretty certain I could attribute this to the Lovebomb prototype I played once yesterday. If so, it has an effect over very long distances.
Iāve also gotten a note with 3 hearts yesterday from another friend. Itās very minor but just synchronicities and observations Iād like to add in my journal.
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Still my rest day today. I canāt say I am not tempted to run a loop of the prototype but itās going to change my routine. Iām thinking of running it again tomorrow just to see if something new pops up.
As for my subs, I feel good and centered. I didnāt have much negative thoughts since yesterday, I just feel light.
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Alright, I wasnāt going to test it today but I had a sudden shift in mood and Iām feeling pretty down. I figured now is the perfect time for me to observe myself and to test for self-effects. Iām only playing the prototype once today, and only that.
Iām not expecting anything but if my mood changes noticeably, I will attribute it to the Ultima, including anything out of the ordinary today.
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That made me smile 
Thanks bud
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Anytime. Always here for you
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Obvious improvements in my mood. Been singing along to some music and had a pretty vibrant discussion.
Interesting indeed. Back to the stack tomorrow
Edit. Now I feel I have multiple personalities. Thatās just great. 
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Last entry for the Lovebomb Ultima prototype for now: Good feels plateaued around 2-3 hours. I donāt feel as social as yesterday, not even in the mood to have a romantic banter. I just want to do my own thing and listen to some music.
I noticed I joked around a bit, which is interesting, because I felt the pangs of depression showing itself earlier today. The ultima is powerful, it abated even that, and to think I only played it once.
Itās a great tool to have in the toolbox, but I have yet to complete my emotional healing which ElixirU might expedite alongside DR.
As for outside reactions, there is attraction and I felt more likeable on this one, if not the sudden impulse to show some type of bravado, or playfulness which surprised me, I thought I was too old for that or no longer have it in me.
That impulse almost got me into trouble, but I felt like I got a free pass, again due to the Ultima, and I was able to smooth it out quickly.
Thatās it. Cheers
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Feeling meh right now. Recon from the Ultima maybe.
Day 9
Dragon Reborn ST 1
EQ
PS
Day 10
Dragon Reborn ST 1
EQ
PS
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I have some slight headache today. Thinking of using either Lovebomb or Elixirā¦ choices choices.
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Choose water. 
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Thatās a bingo