Hello. I tend to be a lurker here but SC has been a major part of my life for the past 10 months, not having missed a day or a break during this time. I have many of the titles but my main focus has been healing with DR and EoG. I’ve experimented with many of the titles and trying different stacks. Doing only one title for periods of time, doing two titles per cycle usually for the majority of my time so far. But have experimented doing three and four different titles at the same time. Sometimes having a break every other day, sometimes experimenting with no breaks (besides the washout which I do every 21 days no matter what).
My current stack has been DR v2 ST2 (I did three full cycles of DR ST1) and EoG ST1 (been on ST1 for about 4 months).
My question is an odd one as I cannot seem to find answers to this on the forum, but are there some people using SC titles who just don’t get recon? I just don’t seem to experience any with the vast majority of the titles. The few times I know I have gotten recon is when I stacked DR ST1 with QL ST1. I know I have also experienced some recon when I stack four titles at once and do not follow the recommended pattern. But not always. I am also pretty sure I am not stonewalling, because I can definitely feel the effects of the subs and see them do their work in my life on a daily basis. I have grown more in the past 10 months (I just turned 52) than I believe I ever have and I am dedicated my life to emotional, psychological, physical and spiritual healing and growth.
I have had extensive experiences within several mind control cults when I was in my 20s and early thirties. Going from one cult into another. Its a very long story, but I have had a tremendous amount of mental and psychic exercise, needing to devote great efforts into memorization and concentration while in the cults. I eventually worked my way out of the cults through reason and having been introduced to deprogramming. Again its a long story, but I share this because I wonder if my unusual experiences in life possibly expanded my mental / subconscious capacities? When I first started SubClub and started reading here in the forum I expected to experience a lot of recon as it seemed to be a common experience to many who use the subs. But I just haven’t experienced that. Am I unusual? Is this a bad thing? I get the impression that Recon can be a good thing to experience because you know it is working. I mean I see the results in my own personal life but rarely experience anything recon related. No depression, bad days, headaches, mental tiredness, insomnia, grumpiness, or feeling frazzled. I feel great most of the time. It was only when I stacked DR ST1 with QL St1 that I felt like a brain fog and a heaviness / tiredness along with a grumpy depression for about half a day after I ran it together. Never repeated that.
I’ve tried running the subs as some do for 30 seconds, 1 minute, 5 minutes instead of the full 15 minutes and I sense no difference. I hear that “less is more” and I’ve wanted to experience that with the shorter times, but I haven’t noticed anything different.
I did a two week washout after six months of consistent use of the subs (I don’t run any other subs from any other company or from youtube), but it similar to my normal 5 day washouts.
Am I strange or do others have similar experiences to mine? I haven’t done the online journaling (as it is recommended) just because I have always been a very private person and rarely share my inner world with others, especially with strangers online. Maybe that will change after the feedback from this post. I would like to know what others think. Am I an odd ball here? Thanks for reading and for your time.
