Hey guys, I believe there’s nothing much to tell here: this is a journal about the three programs I started last day. I hope you guys enjoy:
Did Beyond Limitless meditation before it all. Instantly, felt something like an “itchy” in the brain, a weird sensation btw, but I could stay focuses by longer times and improved my empathy for the English studies.
After a while, I put the masked versions of Emperor V2 and V3 at low volume, at the same time, to run while I was working.
Got more concentration and a pretty great flux of ideas, which I didn’t have for a while. It was pretty great, but it ends there.
I put the masked version to run in my cellphone and before the sleep, and well, here’s the insane thing is all about, but for that, I’ll need a little background:
I broke up with my ex-GF at the beginning of 2018. It was a pretty shitty breakup, mainly because I had that little moment of despair by being extremely shitty at that time, but in a resume, his family probably hates me.
Well, things told, I had a SUPER real dream, like, very lucid, when she was begging for forgiveness and I was like “oh, ok, I’ll think in your case”. We came back, I can remember the entire dream as it happened 10 minutes ago, and I woke up from it as if I just lifted from the bed. I don’t know how to put it in proper words, but it was something like I didn’t was dreaming, just lying on the bed. Is very difficult to tell, but the thing was pretty real. Also, I remember that some magick rituals just showed up in my head, and I remember a date, like, 1 year. Well, pretty weird dream, like, I am already over my ex, in fact, I dated many girls after the breakup, really dated a long time with one (that I still like to confess), but I need to tell that I have some shame about what I did to the girl. Maybe it has a connection? I don’t know. I know that this dream is stuck in my head because, damn, shit was SO real… And even the magick rituals… I need to contact the spirits I dreamed about to ask them what the shit was that. lol
If any of you can give me a help, it will be welcome.
Then, I went to the bathroom and came back to sleep. The next dream was less weird, but again, VERY vivid. This time, it was more “colorful”. I dreamed with a Japanese city I like too much, I dreamed about being rich, everything very vivid and real, but it sounded less real than the last dream (or maybe I was not so surprised). I have a great, great sleep. I took some melatonin, but dudes, I never slept so well. This thing really rocks!